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Bloody hell
Bloody hell. Everywhere I look. And in the middle there are you. Standing. Smiling. Time moves. Your smile made it halt, made it return. Safety. Again. Or is it just memory? Imagination? I cry silent bloody tears. My face is dirty. You don't care. Strength. Is it strength? To stay? Or to walk away? Fascination. I watch, unmoving. You take your bow and arrow, preparing to shoot. And I smile, feeling joy creep up my veins. Smiling, I bleed from your last hit, wondering if you even notice. Pausing, smiling, you prepare to bring me to my knees. Noise. An arrow flying through air. You always hit your target, smiling you prepare to rece
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Fading echoes
The silent echo of my sobbing, the dying shadow of our friendship. Both of us keep on smiling, too tired to restore the relationship bleeding on our hands. You ingnore the wall that appeared between our lands taking pleasure in seeing my fall.
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Painful End
You used to take my hand. Guide me through blackness into light. I felt free. Every single touch from you now plunges me deeper into mud. Quicksands I can't escape. Trapped in a darkness that once used to be iluminated by the sun. Your smiles look like insane clown laughter. Your kind words are distorted into sneering. Your loving look is full of disgust. You used to help me up to my feet. Now you make me fall. Never noticing the change, you look at me with hurt when I turn away. My heart goes out to you instantly, but my body moves the other way. I have to save myself. For all those people who really love me. Who really care. I don't
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Painful End
You used to take my hand. Guide me through blackness into light. I felt free. Every single touch from you now plunges me deeper into mud. Quicksands I can't escape. Trapped in a darkness that once used to be iluminated by the sun. Your smiles look like insane clown laughter. Your kind words are distorted into sneering. Your loving look is full of disgust. You used to help me up to my feet. Now you make me fall. Never noticing the change, you look at me with hurt when I turn away. My heart goes out to you instantly, but my body moves the other way. I have to save myself. For all those people who really love me. Who really care. I don't
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Fading echoes
The silent echo of my sobbing, the dying shadow of our friendship. Both of us keep on smiling, too tired to restore the relationship bleeding on our hands. You ingnore the wall that appeared between our lands taking pleasure in seeing my fall.
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Bloody hell
Bloody hell. Everywhere I look. And in the middle there are you. Standing. Smiling. Time moves. Your smile made it halt, made it return. Safety. Again. Or is it just memory? Imagination? I cry silent bloody tears. My face is dirty. You don't care. Strength. Is it strength? To stay? Or to walk away? Fascination. I watch, unmoving. You take your bow and arrow, preparing to shoot. And I smile, feeling joy creep up my veins. Smiling, I bleed from your last hit, wondering if you even notice. Pausing, smiling, you prepare to bring me to my knees. Noise. An arrow flying through air. You always hit your target, smiling you prepare to rece
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Animal Studies: Caracal
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God I'm finally back home. Which means that school will start soon. I'm looking forward to university (especially if gilmore girls season 4 starts at the same time and season 5 in the us) *lol*, although I have to admit that I'm a lil bit worried. But that's normal *grins* I have grown so confident over the past few months that I'm even surprising myself. *hihi* and  it feels sooo good. BTW I've sworn to myself, that I will under no circumstances get as obsessed with internet and forums and chatting and writing and drawing as last year. After three months internetfree I forgot. *lol* this will be harder than I though *rofl* btw I'm still
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okay...I decided that I should at lest partly quit being the lazy kid I am online right now and update my journal (at least) *grins* well everythings good right now...graduation looks good, Im healthy, and Im having a lot of fun went to the Empress Elizabeth museum...was really great ^^ I rememebered why I was so obsessed with her as a kid in the first place...my fingers are itching to start reading that biography again *grins* I should control my itchings *lol* the evanscence concert rocked so much that I cant even describe it...only minus point is that I didnt get to seeing Amy up close when she was leaving but Im planning on doing that
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I need this to vent...I ranted about my german teacher to three people over and over already and I'm still *majorly* pissed! It's not the mail she send, that's just that typical behaviour of hers that it stends for. I'm sooo sick and tired of being treated like I dont exist by her. The *only* freaking time she notices I'm even there is when I do something wrong. She starts babbling bout me bringing her the essay I should finish...I bring it and she goes into a rant bout how she cant look at it for the next half year because shes too busy with other *more* important stuff! so wth did I have to bring it on that day anyway!!!! I tried to be ni
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pasadora's avatar
Huhu! *wink*
Warst aber sehr inaktiv in den letzten paar Jahren. lol
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I love your artwork, I can't wait to look threw your gallery :heart:

*stalks* :hug:
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Guess what......YOU HAVE BEEN HUGGED! Spread the love around! Pick any of your friends who you think don't get much love and, HUG THEM! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
:hug: :hug: :hug :hug:
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can hug the same person as many times as you see fit!
3- You -MUST- spread the love people! At least 1 hug!
4- You should hug in public! Paste it on their user page so they feel loved!
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay!
6- Please, don't worry about same gender hugging, it's a love hug!
7- You should most definitly get started hugging right away!
:hug: :hug: :hug:
Remember, this is about showing love to your fellow peeps! Everybody should get a hug
*this da love was started by ~ lady-alessandra and ~ Godscrossingsandevil
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Think fast baby!

Tag! You're it! You've been tagged by the Spring 2004 Game of Tag! Problem is, you can't tag me back! Here are the rules:

-Can't tag the person that tagged you!
-Can't tag the same person again! EVER!
-You must actually like the person to tag them!
-You -MUST- tag 4 people! If you don't you're a terrible person and I shall EAT YOU!!

This game of tag was started by Feeniks!
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Me hugs you too!

Guess what......YOU HAVE BEEN HUGGED! Spread the love around! Pick any of your friends who you think don't get much love and, HUG THEM! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can hug the same person as many times as you see fit!
3- You -MUST- spread the love people! At least 1 hug!
4- You should hug in public! Paste it on their user page so they feel loved!
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay!
6- Please, don't worry about same gender hugging, it's a love hug!
7- You should most definitly get started hugging right away!

Remember, this is about showing love to your fellow peeps! Everybody should get a hug
*this da love was started by ~ lady-alessandra and ~ Godscrossingsandevil

:poke:
Lung-Hien's avatar
Guess what......YOU HAVE BEEN HUGGED! Spread the love around! Pick any of your friends who you think don't get much love and, HUG THEM! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can hug the same person as many times as you see fit!
3- You -MUST- spread the love people! At least 1 hug!
4- You should hug in public! Paste it on their user page so they feel loved!
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay!
6- Please, don't worry about same gender hugging, it's a love hug!
7- You should most definitly get started hugging right away!
:hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:
Remember, this is about showing love to your fellow peeps! Everybody should get a hug
*this da love was started by ~ lady-alessandra and ~ Godscrossingsandevil