I'm in a weird spot in my life where I'm trying to figure out where I really belong, and what I should be doing. It's like a before-mid-life-crisis. I've always had to deal with depression, and it pretty much runs in my family. It's annoying really. I feel useless, uninspired, and like I don't have enough energy to do things, but I actually want to do them. I haven't posted any work on here, mostly because I've been into other hobbies such as streaming, YouTube, and learning about crypto-currency. That's just an excuse though. I feel like it's hard to feel passionate about making art, even though I still love it, and I'm happy when I finish something. Finishing something is the hard part. Even the new hobbies I want to learn about feel like they're draining me. I just don't want to give up on them, though. I would be even more unhappy.
I've been trying to change some things in my life so that I can have more confidence in myself, and I'm trying to get back in the groove of things. I have a good feeling about what is to come, and if I end up being able to change my thought-process to where I want it to be, I'll be able to focus on getting back into the things I love, including making some new art here and there. I'll never be an artist powerhouse and pump out lots of quality art, but I still want to share what I do make, because it's part of me.
Thanks for sticking with me [:
Listening to: The rain
Drinking: caramel coffee