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It was time
It happened.
It happened again, I looked at the little girl that was always infront of me.
I knew she wanted to grew up. I knew she was trying to love herself, because lets face it, the hatred she felt for herself wasn't healthy and the worst one noticed but me.
Looking at those hazel eyes, how could she be so sad? Most people would kill for what she has, but in a way it's understandable even though it's not an excuse for all the sadness this little girl was feeling.
She had lost so much, I had seen so many tears roll down her cheeks, it was in a way, different, her eyes turned green whenever she cried, her eyes turned empty although a different empty, 'cuz it was filled with a whole different thoughts and memories.
This little girl would make everything she could to make others smile but she could never smile for long, people did try but still it never lasted long.
Little girl, why do you let these moments of life take a bit from you? Why can't you just move on? It's normal
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Maya Angelou
“I’ve learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I’ve learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life. I’ve learned that making a “living” is not the same thing as making a “life.” I’ve learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t go through life with a catcher’s mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw something back. I’ve learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be one. I’ve learned that every day you should reach out and
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Short advice for the lost souls...
My grandfather used to say that for every living soul , life is granted.
He used to say that only that soul could control its life, you have your life, you need to find happiness in what you do and if you don't find any happiness in that, choose a different path.
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My worst fears
What are nightmares?
Are they really just our subconscious trying to tell us something or are nightmares something more?
What about the voices?
Are they all in my head or does someone else hear them too?
I have asked myself hundreds of times if the voices are a symptom of some sickness but what if they aren't?
What if they're real?
I see and hear things that people don't normally see or hear...I have tried to talk to..."them", but they rarely say anything and when they do, it's not my dialect.
What do I do? I push people away at every opportunity I get just so I don't have to explain my swing moods, my fears...
I should ask for help, not run away from it...but how can I tell someone that I see death?
That I see..."them"?
I can't tell anyone, they won't be able to help me so why put weight on their shoulder that isn't theirs to carry?
So many answers...
The only thing I'm sure of, is that tonight I'll dream about my fears and within them there'll be death, I'll see how my
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Today I woke up wanting to write about people expectations.
My mum told me last night that she had high expectations for me and when I thought deeply about it I realised that, her and my dad's expectations are what makes me nervous, what causes me anxiety.
I get nervous doing anything.
Walking, jumping, running, turning on and off any technological stuff.
I get nervous studying, doing homework, tests, exams and even groupworks for school, even when I know all the answers.
I get nervous eating, drinking and talking to her, to them.
But, today I realised while talking to a friend that her parents have no expectations for her, they expect nothing at all.
She told me that, one time she had just received a biology test and her grade was 95%. When she got home to show her parents, they looked at the test, they looked at eachother and continued making dinner. No words came out of their mouth.
I looked surprised and a bit jealous, I mean if my parents were like that then I wouldn't get nervous
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I don't understand why people get so happy when they receive roses.
I know roses are beautiful but roses are so common, why would anyone would be excited by receiving a rose?
You can find that type of flower everywhere.
Roses are indeed beautiful, can't deny that but why be so excited and happy about receiving something that can be found anywhere?
Wouldn't it be more romantic to give something rare?
Something that is actually hard to find.
Something that actually means something more than beauty.
Something that shows the person, that you made an effort to please them.
Roses are so common these days, they mean nothing anymore, at least not to me.
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I don't know exactly how I'm supposed to move on...
I mean, life is full of traps, you fall, you need to get back up right away. Because if you don't, it will keep getting harder and harder to stand up, no hands will be there to help you up unlike some people think.
I'm so messed up, I don't know what to do, what to think, what to say and specially what and who to trust.
Humans, people, have let me down so many times, it gets harder to trust someone specially when you already lost alot of parts of yourself that made you, a sweet little kid that even with his rebellious spirit he was still good.
Now my soul just got darker and darker because everytime I give and share a piece of myself it gets broken, it gets throwed on the ground and forgotten but I need those pieces, without them I lose part of myself and that's the worse thing that can happen. You waking up and thinking "I have no idea who I am anymore or what I should do" it's completely awful.
Life is hard but people make it harder
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When will it be enough?
When will it be enough?
Every day the same routine.
Drunkenness everywhere.
Pain passing from a body to another...
Anger...yeah anger, always there in every single slap, every single kick, every single word!
But why?
Why so much anger?
So much pain and alcohol in your veins?
Why am I the victim of your anger?
Of your pain?
Do I really deserve all the insults?
All the bad affection you give me?
What did I ever do to deserve such treatment?
Nothing! I did nothing...but I still hold on to every single thing...
When will you see what you're doing?
Probably when it gets too late,
When you realise my body will be incapable of holding more pain.
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Letting it out...
I don't know what happened...
My mind got stuck in the simple sentence, "Why am I the bad guy?"
Yeah, why am I? I did nothing wrong and still suffer all the problems and consequences of everyone's choices?
Does that mean I have to change who I truly am?
Does it mean I should start worrying more about my problems and own consequences instead of hearing other say that life isn't a fairytale, when I know more about life than the people who come to me seeking for answers and help?
What am I supposed to do?
I hear everyone around me complain about things that aren't even real problems but I can never find the solution for mine.
Does everyone feel that way? Of course they do, every single person thinks that their problems are unique at some point and of course you should never compare pain, it's not a fucking contest but seriously there's some people who make such a big deal out of things that aren't even, what I consider, problems, that must mean that my problems are much more complex than
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That girl...
I remember memories of a distant world...
There they were, running, jumping, as they were just one...
It didn't take me long to figure out who the girl running and jumping was...
I knew I remembered that smile from somewhere but it still took me a few seconds to realise that the smile on that girl's face was the same as mine, she was me, only difference, she still had light inside her soul, dreams in her mind and love in her heart...
After having several times the exact same memory I started wondering why my brain got stuck in such unpredictable memory...
Little did I know that the smile on that girl's face would change my life...
I found you in a very unusual way and the way you started talking to me surprised every inch of my soul.
You never quit and even if it didn't work out, I thank you for entering my life, without you I would've made the worst mistake of my life.
I can not deny that I literaly feel in love with your goofy and happy smile, stupidity and your eyes...they had a spe
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Behind the mask
Behind the mask
There's a whole new person
Someone that we never thought it existed.
Of course everyone has a mask
A mask that covers what we don't want other to see.
Some hide the beauty
Others hide the hate
But there's other that hide their true personality.
They change completely so they don't get judged
So they don't get trolled at.
That's not right.
People should accept themselves as they are
Not what others want them to be.
There's a mask in every person.
A mask that hides what they don't want others to see.
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Part 1
Her eyes...she was looking at me with those big red eyes of her.
She asked me if I feared death, I shaked my head and smiled.
I met Death a long time ago, we were enemies...I always escaped and she kinda hated me for that but not my fault I'm so good escaping from her tight grip.
The girl, the assassin they sent to kill me...her name is Ash, she's half vampire, half human so she has two personalities.
When her eyes turn red she turns into an assassin, a vampire assassin, she has a big sword but her sword is nothing compared to mine.
She could never win this fight.
I standed up slowly watching her carefully. I knew she was ready to attack any second that's when I disappeared.
She looked around for me, I laughed, loud and clear so she could hear me so she knew I was gonna kill her soon.
My sword appeared in my hand and I cut her head off getting filled with blood over my face and clothes. I smirked.
I knew she was still alive since she was half vampire so I had to stab her in the heart a
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Part 1
I closed the door and locked it with my mind as I walked closer to him.
He was smiling and watching me carefully trying to guess my next move.
I wanted him, I wanted to feel his body against mine, him inside me.
He stepped back and I heard his back hitting the door softly.
He had no way out. He was mine now.
I walked closer and closer stopping inches away from him.
"You're mine now" I said smiling.
He smirked and pulled me closer to him.
He wanted me just like I wanted him.
I lick his cheek slowly and smiled. I knew he couldn't resist anymore.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him softly, we both closed our eyes at the same time and smiled against each other lips.
I knew he could feel my love for him like I could feel his love for me, with just one kiss we both got our passion back.
Without even noticing he had picked me up and throwed me on the bed, he was now on top of me, kissing my neck as I moaned with pleasure.
I wrapped my legs around his waist and heard him smirk as
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Zoey Katarina
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Haii there ^-^
I don't know what to write =$
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  • Reading: The Host
  • Watching: How I Met Your Mother
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts \*o*/
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  • Drinking: Monster ^-^
Haii dudes and dudettes ^~^
My name is Ana for those who don't know yet, but feel free to call me Zoey, it's kinda of a nickname x3
Also, feel free to ask me anything, feel free to talk to me about anything you want, if you're having problems and want to let it out feel free to do it by messages, I will answer as quick as possible. I promise I won't judge and I will try to do everything I can to help you.
Hummm...I'm back at DeviantArt, I deleted all my previous works, just wanted to start fresh, I guess.
I will be writting poems, tales, stories not only english but also in portuguese since I'm portuguese xD
Annnnnnd I hope you guys enjoy and like my work, at least I would like if you did x.x
Yeb yeb thanks ^~^

P.S- If you do have any questions you would like to make but in private and anonymously go to my tumblr and I'll answer you there being-different-is-unique.tumb…



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