Some of you might wonder why I was inactive for such a long,looonng time.
That's because of some mental issues I had lately.
The problem wasn't that I don't like to draw,the problem was that I was no longer interested in other things I like,for exempleIYs,crafting,listening to music,reading,making MY OWN music,sports,cooking etc.(because,in fact,like everyone I like a lot of things)
Not only that I don't enjoy drawing,I don't enjoy seeing other people drawing and other people's drawings,not even some that were once my faves.I don't enjoy color and seeing in general.
I'm a little better now since I finally managed to write this journal,but I'm not feeling fantastic though.I want to work on my projects,but I don't have the required motivation to do this and even more,I don't think I have enough time to make them.I don't have hope almost at all.And hope is my power,if I don't have it then I don't have anything.
I don't have a proof I'll succeed so I don't have a proof that working on this is worth it and that it's not a lose of time.
I really,really must finish them,but I can't even get started and even if I get started I get distracted and I don't know why.
But hopefully I'll get to be active again and open my commissions.
At the moment what I need is social interaction on-line or off-line,but I don't have too many friends so will be more on-line interaction,but it's ok as much as I talk to someone.
But don't worry too much about it.If you want to help me just chat a little with me,this helps.
Thanks for reading this!~
~Have a cookie, !