Just when I thought we were in for a nice labor day, We got a call saying that my oldest brother had been killed.
And so now we r getting ready to go back to S.D. Iv been trying to avoid getting too upset since it makes my body more sick.
I cant say for sure what illness I have but It left me with a fever and nearly went to the hospital.
But then I also cant believe my older brother is gone. He just got out of prison and did his best to do what he could until he was allowed to leave the state and come back home to us. I was so proud of my brother. He did the most amazing artwork. He was an artist with an underrated skill of making art by drawing with ball point pens. And he was the nicest guy ever. Only few times we talked before his passing.
If only I had talked to him the last morning before he died. I am still crying for my brother. since then I have been helping my mom plan out his funeral. I had so hoped he would come back and we all could be together. Back in 06 We had already lost my second oldest brother. who was also killed. So now I have no more older brothers. but both are safe from this cruel world and are waiting for us in the next.
I don't know when I am going to be posting again but I do want to post his artwork before I leave.
Due to all of the craziness in the world, I know we are not the only ones who lost a loved one that day.
I loved my older brothers so much. I was very close to my older brothers. Older brothers are the best siblings in the world.
Hope you all have have a safe and joyful week. Love your family and friends as much as you can. Love them here and now. Since our world is slowly going into madness you never know what will happen.