UPDATE - DECEMBER 8 Commissions are currently closed! I've been overwhelmed with work and I have a pile of commissions I need to finish up. So sorry to my current commissions for the long wait! _______________________________________________________________ I will be opening commissions due to financial struggles and to keep me stable until I start my new job next month on the 16th. I'll be accepting as many as I can but please understand that I may get lots of orders so please be patient with me as I'm going at my own pace to work on them 😢🥺 I am also accepting donations via paypal.me/zerudez or CashApp ($marcazria). Extra Charges If you want me to design for you, please provide as many references as you can (text, visuals, etc.) The more visuals provided will make it easier for me to design and the cheaper the charge will be! Charges start at $25. Lowest is $15. Want your commission done faster? Priority charge is $25. Other Commissions PSD Fakemon Template: $35-60 depending on

First of all, Happy New Year! Hope this year will be better than the last. As some of you may know I got a job, but it was a seasonal job. But recently, my Team Lead asked if I would be interested in a regular position. Which is great news because I need a secure job. But the day before she asked me, I was contemplating on quitting because my current position was just too mentally and physically draining for me. I would get so tired and my body would ache. She asked me how I felt at my current position so I did tell her that it was very tiring. I told her I was interested in another position and she said that was fine. She also asked if I was also interested in doing other positions like delivering orders to the customers in the parking lot and I was fine with that, since I did that position for one day and liked it. But there will be days I'd have to work in my current position on some days but it will be less often. But I'm still glad that I will have a secure job and income. On the

btw thank you to those who left a comment on my previous journal. time will heal all wounds and i know i need to stop thinking of what went wrong and instead think positive and all the happy memories to keep me going on. work has also kept me distracted. speaking of work, this is like my first official job and if you want to know i'm a front of store attendant at Target which means i collect the carts and also do cleaning so it requires a LOT of walking. usually i work 5 hour days and my step counter reaches around 18,000 steps. good exercise i say but man i get SO tired at the end of the day. i'm getting used to it though but it still gets tiring. the other day i was cashier and i thought it would be a nice change from grabbing carts. being a cashier was quite fun. but i did it for 8 hours and standing pretty much the whole time. it did get tiring. but i'm looking forward to being a cashier again this friday. i've worked 6 days already and kinda getting sick of it but i can't