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officially immigrating to Instagram

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Addicted (Two)

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Addicted (Two)

Two hours, two cigarettes in Trying to calm down as I draw this in I know how bad it is for me It could be why I do it, maybe Two years, several bad breaks through Trying to hold together and onto you I know how unhealthy we are But I think we've gone too far

2005

2005

Listening to songs from 2005 Remembering the last time I felt alive Can we bring back the days I still miss When I had all of ignorance's bliss Listening to a joyful beat and downcast lyrics Wasting away while my chest slowly ticks Can you give me a shot of serotonin To give me a way back to ecstasy's sting Listening to my heart beating the life into me Wishing I could feel what's now a rarity Can you help me try to feel alive And take me all the way back to 2005

Stupid Games

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Stupid Games

I'm sick of playing your stupid games I'm sick of this always ending the same I'm sick of the way that you make me feel And I wish that I could find a way to heal Why am I always begging for another game Why I'm I drawn to you like a moth to a flame Why can't I seem to get you out of my head Like a catchy song made of what I wish I said

Embrace the past

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Embrace the past

Embrace the past

Quick Reminder

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Quick Reminder

Just a quick reminder that I made a new profile and will be posting any and all new work on there and not here So make sure to check it out! Sado-Masokissed (https://www.deviantart.com/sado-masokissed)

Goodbye Mistress Poetry

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Goodbye Mistress Poetry

Goodbye Mistress Poetry Journal link: https://www.deviantart.com/glaciesardeat/journal/Goodbye-Mistress-Poetry-792765054 I. Anymore I'm drowning in bittersweet pain. I feel myself slowly going insane. I'm cut right down to my very core And I don't want to feel anymore. I'm dying inside, I want to make it real. I want to do anything not to feel. I'm holding onto all I'm fighting for But I don't want to fight it anymore. I'm sinking down into the blue sea Inside my soul, that ocean of agony. I'm stuck in deep water without an oar And I don't want to drown anymore. I'm trying to keep myself together In this deep hole, this depressive nether

Another Day Vol. 2 (Friends)

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Another Day Vol. 2 (Friends)

We're back together but not together, Just good friends but that doesn't matter. All I need to be is close to you While I keep my feelings from showing through. I'm ripping and tearing myself apart, Doesn't matter because you've got my heart. I don't need anyone to apply the glue Because there's nothing in the world I won't do. I keep coming back again and again, Pretend I'm a friend no matter the pain. Best friends but I still want more, No wonder my head and heart are so sore. Must be some kind of masochist, Hanging on to everything I missed. Friends to the end, and that's okay, I'll hold on for you, and for another day...

Another Day

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Another Day

What have I lost? What have I done To deserve this awful silence. Thought it was real, thought it was fun, But now I'm drowning in your absence. I gave you my life, I gave you my all, Isn't this what you always asked for? I gave my heart, that wrecking ball, I gave you all I had, or even more. What did you want? What did I do? Is there any way that I can fix this? What can I say to get it through? You're my only cure for emptiness. I know these words hurt, I know they sting. Trust me, I can feel everything. I know that I'm hurt, I know you are too, But all I need to fix me is you. I don't wanna live, I don't wanna try, All I want is to th

Another Day

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Another Day

What have I lost? What have I done To deserve this awful silence. Thought it was real, thought it was fun, But now I'm drowning in your absence. I gave you my life, I gave you my all, Isn't this what you always asked for? I gave my heart, that wrecking ball, I gave you all I had, or even more. What did you want? What did I do? Is there any way that I can fix this? What can I say to get it through? You're my only cure for emptiness. I know these words hurt, I know they sting. Trust me, I can feel everything. I know that I'm hurt, I know you are too, But all I need to fix me is you. I don't wanna live, I don't wanna try, All I want is to th

Disappear

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Disappear

Don't you sometimes wish you could disappear For a day, a week, or even a year? Don't you sometimes wish that you could be Just a long forgotten memory Are you sick and tired of being here, In a world where nothing is ever clear? Are you tired and sick of this rotting world, Where plans are unravelled and dreams unfurled? Don't you sometimes long for the sweet embrace, Numbing bliss which comes after the rat race? Don't you sometimes long for the end of your story, So you can fade away, just another dead memory? Are you sick of the expectations forced upon you, Wrapping around your throat 'til you turn blue? Are you sick of the thought of

Fractured Soul

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Fractured Soul

Sometimes I bounce, sometimes I crawl, But the changes hurt most of all. You stand with me through my insanity, But I tear you between each side of me. Two different people live under my skin, Trying to balance the conflict within. I can't keep it together anymore, I struggle to remember what I'm fighting for. I fall apart like a dying rose, As my time rapidly draws to a close, And while you're all that keeps me whole, I'm afraid you can't fix my fractured soul...

Death's Song

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Death's Song

I'm holding my ears and shutting my eyes, Trying in vain to hold on to white lies, As I inevitably slip into insanity, The song of Death never stops calling me. I can't help falling to my knees, Letting the music wash over me. I stare up into the sky, Feeling myself start to cry. I'm losing my hearing and going blind, Losing myself to leave reality behind. I'm lying on the floor, feeling my life leave me, Letting Death's song wash away my impurity.

Breathe

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Breathe

I draw a breath, and hold it in, Trying to suffocate the beast within. I crave my death, the golden sin, Trying to stay together in my torn skin. I'm lost deep inside my own mind, Looking for something left to find. I'm lost in reasons left to fight, Yet I'm looking for ways to die tonight. I draw a breath, into my lungs, I feel like my song's been sung. I feel like death's my only fate, I still draw breath but it feels too late. I lose whatever's left of my mind Looking for whatever's left behind, Looking for why I stopped believing, Those lost reasons to keep on breathing. I breathe in and then I breathe out, I don't know what this shit

Nicotine Kiss

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Nicotine Kiss

I can't help but know you're toxic, Leaving me broken, twisted and sick. I can't help the way that I'm addicted, But I love the way that I'm afflicted. I choke and I cough on your perfume, Drowning in the feeling of doom. I choke and cough the lies I hiss, Left hanging for your addictive kiss. I can't stop my heart feeling so sore When you leave me wanting more. I can't stop myself from fading away Like the sound of all the lies you say. You take my breath out of my chest, But I still think your torture is the best. You take me to places that I don't miss, To leave me hanging for your poison kiss. I can't stop taking your poison, Breathin

Winter's Dance

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Winter's Dance

Dancing over ice and snow, Making our own rhythm and flow. Letting the sound of silence Guide this Winter's dance. A sudden snap and crack echoes. Our dance forced to a close. Your hand is ripped away from mine, Leaving only a black glove behind. Hurled into a world of chaotic mess As bubbles dance and coalesce. Watery white noise fills my ears Until a scream confirms my fears. Sinking into a cold watery grave Beyond where anyone can save. As icy fire invades my dying lungs, Bubbles stream past my teeth and tongue. I'm falling where you can't follow, Into the abyss and undertow. White turned blue and now black, I'm gone and I can't come b

I'm With You

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I'm With You

I don't know how I keep on going, Running out of ideas but I keep on running. I don't know how much more I can take Or how many more smiles I can fake. Bring me to tears like you always do, Building my fears as if you mean to. Bring me to Hell and back again, I'll do anything for you despite the pain. I don't care about the pain or the agony, You could throw me to Hell or to the sea. I don't care what I have to go through, As long as you want me, I'm with you...

Endless Apologies

Lost in the Winter

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Lost in the Winter

I'm lost within my own dark mind, I've left the safety and light far behind. I'm lost in the woods of my imagination, In this land of terrific devastation. Putting together clues like pieces Of a million part puzzle, Looking for shreds of quiet peace And I think I'm in trouble. Raindrops fall on my muddled head As mud announces my every tread, I'm walking blindly through the storm Who said Hell has to be warm? Winter has come, Winter is here. Neither sky nor mind are ever clear. I'm a shivering wreck of what I used to be, But what that was, not even I can see.

Spotlight

Nicotine Kiss

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Nicotine Kiss

I can't help but know you're toxic, Leaving me broken, twisted and sick. I can't help the way that I'm addicted, But I love the way that I'm afflicted. I choke and I cough on your perfume, Drowning in the feeling of doom. I choke and cough the lies I hiss, Left hanging for your addictive kiss. I can't stop my heart feeling so sore When you leave me wanting more. I can't stop myself from fading away Like the sound of all the lies you say. You take my breath out of my chest, But I still think your torture is the best. You take me to places that I don't miss, To leave me hanging for your poison kiss. I can't stop taking your poison, Breathin
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Hi there, it's me, that stereotypical 18/19 year old emo poet. I can't be bothered to put much effort into writing a decent bio, but anything is better than my last one.

I have been a writer for a few years now. I wrote some experimental "songs" when I was around 15, then started writing poetry and short stories when I was around 16. I joined dA just before I got into writing poetry, when I thought I'd be more into writing short stories (then I got lazy and couldn't be fucked to type up stories).
I wrote about relationships (or crushes), depression, hate, anger, and general cringy pieces of shit that are typical of an angsty teen. My stories always seemed to involve either murder, suicide, or both, and never last more than a page. I don't know what my newer style is, or if I even have a style, since I can barely seem to write anything decent anymore. The few works I manage to get out seem to be going in more of a narrative-poem direction.

If you need someone to talk to, I might be willing to listen, but no promises, I check dA sporadically, and often have moods where I can't stand talking to anyone.
If you're going through tough times however, and no one else will listen, I will reply as soon as I can, with any answers I can think of. I never get annoyed at people that are going through the same kind of mental hell that I can't seem to get out of.

I hope this bio isn't as bad as I think it is, and I hope you enjoy my work, especially some of the cooler new stuff (excuse the pun about the poem I just released).

I'm an asshole, I'm a prick, I'm mopey, but worst of all, I'm a writer.



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idk, not me?
Favourite Movies
Edward Scissorhands, Clerks., Mallrats, Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, Clerks 2, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Sherlock Holmes, Deadpool, Jumper, Drop Dead Fred, Harry Potter, Crank, Space Jam, V For Vendetta, The Addams Family, Dark Shadows
Favourite TV Shows
Sherlock, Rick and Morty, Battlebots, I don't watch/pay-attention-to much TV
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
THE WOMBATS!!!!BringMeTheHorizon,DeathCabForCutie,Alesana,JohnButlerTrio,GreenDay,Oasis,TheSmashingPumpkins,TheOffspring,Nirvana,Slipknot,PierceTheVeil,AFI,TheArcticMonkeys,MyChemicalRomance
Favourite Books
anything by Matthew Reilly, Harry Potter series, Department 19 series, Dracula, The Percy Jackson Series and other Rick Riordan books
Favourite Writers
MATTHEW REILLY, J.K. Rowling, Will Hill, Bram Stoker, Amelia Atwater-Rhodes, Rick Riordan, Ian Irvine, Heather Brewer, Stephen King, Micheal Grant, John Flanagan
Favourite Games
Metal Gear Rising Revengence, FIFA 16, Guitar Hero Live, Pokemon Moon, Bioware games (Mass Effect 1, 2, and 3 as well as Dragon Age origins and 2)
Favourite Gaming Platform
Playstation (although i own an Xbox), 3DS
Tools of the Trade
my mind, pen (generally a Bic Atlantis or a Papermate Kilometrico), and paper/notepad/laptop/arm
Other Interests
Writing, , playing video games, football (soccer to people who don't know their hand from their foot)
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Site immigration

Site immigration

Hey guys, opinions please Should I start posting poetry on Instagram, Tumblr, or some other site? (Ideas?)

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