Kiss Me With A Bullet
You kissed me
Or so I thought
Never did I guess
It was a land mine
I thought you'd
Always be there
Never did I imagine
I'd be left,
Broken in the dust
Why didn't you finish me
It could have been done
Id be gone
Had you not missed
Had you shot again; Now,
Kiss me with a bullet
But please don't miss...
Am I really okay?"Hey. How are you doing today?"
Alone. Miserable. Depressed. Misunderstood.
Sad. Desperate. Abandoned. Hopeless.
Terrified. Reasonless. Sorrowful. Ugly.
Stupid. Loser. Scarred. Loner.
Disgraceful. Pitiful. Hated. Watcher.
Hater. Homeless. Loveless. Unworthy.
Retarded. Bitch. Slut. Afraid. Alone.
OneI have a life threatening illness
Severe and Major
It's threatened my life on more than
A few occasions
Dark nights it lingers over my shoulder
Whispering thoughts into my head
One tragic accident away from death
One slip, one night I feel too...
One cut too deep, One slice too thick,
One pill too many, One jump too far,
One step off a curb, One shot in the dark,
One word too many hanging from your lips
One comment too far, One life lost,
One thin piece of rope, One chair kicked,
One river too deep, One knife too sharp,
One pool of blood too large, One bad day,
One teenager added to a growing statistic,
One family torn apart, One school shocked,
One neighborhood mourning a hidden struggle
It only really takes ONE
Open your eyes.
Reach out One hand,
Say One genuinely kind thing,
Keep One thing in your thoughts,
Tell One person what you've seen
Tell One person how you feel, what you suspect
Open your mouth Once
Save ONE life.
The pain in your eyesYou look in my eyes,
And with all your heart,
You tell me to stay my feelings,
With my broken heart and,
Tears in my eyes,
I say with all my strength,
The only way to kill my feelings is to rip out my heart,
You look at me not caring,
I grab my dagger,
And plunge it into my still broken heart,
You look at me with terror in your eyes,
You lunge toward me,
But it was too late,
You catch me as I fell,
I look in your eyes,
Such pain is in them,
I stroke your tear filled face,
This is what you wanted don't be said,
Goodbye my love,
My heart still beats for you
MonsterFar from bright lights, lost without hope
River of tears stream down my face
Curled into my shell to disappear and mope
Trapped inside my own secret place
Monster posses my mind and my heart
Who grabs onto my chains, leaving me in pain
Leaving me to suffer and to fall apart
Slicing his fangs into my vein
Manipulate my friends to believe in your lie
Crying each and every night, all I loved is destroyed
This monster wishes I curl up and die
This monster hides under my bed
Who's rattled my windows and shaking the floor
Each night I wonder what have I said
To make you torment me
To make you wish that I were dead
Wish It All AwayThe depression sinks in,
The numb feeling a distant memory,
The pain pierces my body,
Sinking into my bones,
Like a biting wind.
It slowly takes over,
Pulling me under,
The light too far away to see,
My entire world.
How could he....
Why would he....
It controls me.
All the while,
Wishing for a corner,
Just to curl up in.
Curl up in,
And wish away the past,
Wish away the pain.
Can i pretend this never happened?
It may be the only way to get through the day.
To wish away the past,
To wish it all away.
I wish i could go to sleep,
And wake up,
Never remembering a thing.
Non of the bad,
Non of the sad,
Just to start every day afresh,
I'm curled up tight,
Each new wave of pain,
Leaving a brand new wound,
To turn into a shiny new scar.
I hold myself tight,
A look out at the night,
Wish it all...
I am Dead but...I am dead but
I am alive
I am hurting but
I have killed
I am dying but I am strong
I am going
But I'm already gone
I have chosen the path I am on
I am the singer in my own song
You were the wind that carried me forward
And let me go so I could move on
This Glass HeartWhen you let go of my hand
I felt a little crack appear in the corner
of this glass heart
when you didn't meet my eye
I felt two more splinter
in this glass heart
When you turned away when I saw you
this glass heart started to bleed
When you finally told me
you no longer loved me
this glass heart
SmearMy blood smeared on the wall
See how far i can fall
Blood oozes from my open flesh
It seethes across my skin and tattoos bloody chains there
They writh and twist
I must cut them away
Slice, slice, slice, my tortured body
More contorting chains come into existince
Slice, slice, slice away the chains
They slither across my skin
They find my neck
Everything is goin black
I can't breath
No, i can't go now
Not until she knows
Death's scythe falls