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2018 Commission Journal (CLOSED FOR NOW)

Journal Entry: Fri Feb 2, 2018, 3:40 PM
For the new year, I've decided to update all commission information here!
They will be in the order of least expensive to most expensive. Here we go!
My Commissions will ALWAYS be points only! I don't have a PayPal and don't plan on getting one anytime soon. I apologize for any inconvenience.

1: MS PAINT ART (70 Pink Points)
Art of a character in my chibi style in MS PAINT
  Happiness (CLICK ME!) by ZER0--ART  Go Away by ZER0--ART as fragile as a bubble by ZER0--ART

2: ANIMATED MS PAINT ART (150 Pink Points)
Art of a character in the same style seen above, animated like the below
Hair Puller (GIF, Click me!) by ZER0--ARTThe Predator. by ZER0--ARTYou'll Speak Now. by ZER0--ART

3: HEADSHOT (170 )
Done with full coloring and shading, in Paint Tool Sai. Chibi or Normal style options available. (normal is 200  )
Icon by ZER0--ART AT: GaIaxy-Gazer by ZER0--ART

4: BUST SHOT (300 )
A completely shaded and finished piece. Chibi or Normal Style Options available.  (normal is 400  )
Don't look back, Just carry on by ZER0--ART Fight Me by ZER0--ART
Graveyard Spell (Self Harm) by ZER0--ART

Speed Racer! by ZER0--ART Rua Sousa by ZER0--ART

5: 3/4 SHOT (340  )
Kristoph Gavin by ZER0--ART Dahlia Hawthorne by ZER0--ART Welcome to my Antique Shop by ZER0--ART

6: PAINTED CHIBI ( 500  ) (550  ) (600  )
This is very difficult for me to do, hence the high price. Digitally Painted in Paint Tool SAI
Ghostly by ZER0--ART The Faithful by ZER0--ART BunBun by ZER0--ART

If you want a commission, send me a note or comment on this with the following information.

1. A link to a picture of the character (or a detailed description of the character)
2. The character's name
3. If you have a title you would like the commission to be posted as
4. Any other info!
5. The TYPE of commission

I don't have many rules, but I'd like to state the following.

-I'd prefer it if the buyer pays first in full. This is to prevent making art for those who do not pay. 
-I will send updates if the buyer wants. Just send me a discord if you have one! Otherwise, I can send notes. 
-Refunds will only be issued if the product is in initial sketch phases. If the art is near complete, I will not issue a refund. Points can be refunded, my time and effort cannot. Should I be woefully late, I will give a partial refund to make up for that.
-Feel free to ask any questions!

(IMPORTANT) Dear Suicide Faker.

Journal Entry: Sun Jan 21, 2018, 3:12 PM

I hope that my watchers are having a nice night tonight. 
That being said, since last night, I have been in a poor mental state. I want to let you all know why, and I am sharing a letter I have written to an anonymous user. Perhaps it could be you. You will know. Even if it is not you, I want you to benefit from this and learn something. I encourage you to read the whole thing.

Trigger Warning for suicide, death mention, talk of hospitals, and abuse.


  { Dear Suicide Faker, }

I've was panicked for you all night, like so many others were. I never commented on your "Suicide Note" and I never commented on your poor excuse for a followup post. Why? This isn't my first rodeo, dear. I had my suspicions, yet I believed a man was dead for years. I cried real tears for him, as I initially did for you. But, notice how I said "initially." He kept up his act better than you did. 

It could not be more obvious that you are faking a suicide attempt for attention. It doesn't matter to you that those who love you will be sent into panic attacks. It doesn't matter to you that people will cry. It doesn't matter to you that, with the number of followers that you have, you will be manipulating hundreds into worrying about you. All that matters is the attention. I know. Maybe if you knew what it was like inside that part of a hospital, you wouldn't fake being in one. Maybe if you knew, you'd stop. You'd come clean. You'd cut the crap and confess. 
This is the only reason I am telling this story I've wanted to keep to myself. I hope you'll listen well.


Someone had called the police.

I was younger. It's around the middle of August. I lie awake in bed. I got a phone call from the local police department, saying they were looking for me. 
I called back, sobbing. I told them to please not come, that I was fine. I begged, I begged, as if for my life. They said that they were already on their ways.

Police sirens close in on the house of someone they knew was going to make an attempt on their life. They pound on the door, as my parents are unaware of their presence. Panic filled me. I ran down the stairs. I was caught. I pleaded with them to leave again, that it was a lie, that it was a mistake, that I was really fine. They knew I wasn't and came inside. I was humiliated. My parents were furious. I'll spare details of what everyone said, because it still shakes me and I'll leave it at the fact that papers were filed, and I was told that I needed to go to the hospital. I was sobbing. I quickly got dressed before the police took me to my local hospital. 

It was very late at night. The place was cold and eerily quiet. It was white. The police were talking on their radios, reporting that I was in the hospital. I was searched for a weapon. Even then I was not trusted to wear my clothing and was made to change into a hospital gown. The gown was white and had pink and blue flowers on it. My belongings, including my phone, were placed in a paper bag, with my first name written on it in black sharpie. I sat in a small room with my mother. She repeatedly asked me why I did it. Why I said anything. If I was actually going to kill myself. She was very upset with me. I had no choice but to lie to her and tell her that I was really fine. For some reason, I felt like that would make her less angry with me. That was the first of a hundred lies I had to tell that night to get out of there.

Eventually, a nice woman came into the room. She had a clipboard and told me that she would be talking with me soon. She said that a nurse would be there to take me to a different part of the hospital. I hadn't calmed down in the slightest by the point that the nurse had come. She told me to sit in the wheelchair. I did. She pushed me along the hallway, and I was just sobbing. As we got closer, I heard muffled sobbing.  I hugged myself tightly, tightly to the point of self-injury as we slowly reached our destination. It was horrifying.

I was guided to a room in between two closed rooms. There were about 6 rooms at that end of the hallway, and four were closed. Then, mine was too. I heard the other's crying too. One, a male next to me was crying out "I want to die, I don't want to live anymore." over and over. The girl to my left me came out of her room at some point, she was probably my age. She was softly crying too. I just didn't want to be there. I was scared, I was depressed, and I was just sobbing loudly. I covered my ears and hoped this nightmare would end. Occasionally, a woman would come around and offer a blanket to the people in the rooms. I was the only one that took them. I needed something to hold onto, and my mother wasn't there anymore. I assumed that she was talking to that woman from before. 

Time went by slowly. Very slowly. Minutes felt like hours. No, years. I wanted to leave. I wanted to go home. I wanted to go. I contemplated what I would say to this woman when we talked. I knew she was going to ask me questions about my mental health. I knew I would have to lie. I was so ashamed of what I had done. I was tired, and scared, and needed to go home more than anything. The woman finally came. 

She wheeled me into another room, where almost as if I believed it, I lied. I told her that I didn't mean it. That nothing was going on, that I wasn't depressed, that I wasn't suicidal, and somehow she believed me. I lied over and over again, everything I said was a lie. The truth stayed inside me like it had really up until now. I was shaking, and I was still sobbing. I don't think I stopped crying once that night. The man from before was still yelling, louder. It's stayed in my mind. 

They told me I would be let out in the morning. I didn't sleep though. I didn't use my phone, or talk to anyone. My phone, like my other belongings, was in the bag.

When I got home, I had no privacy. Everything I did became a matter of public record to my doctors, to my family, to my therapist, to everyone. All eyes were on me, and I got asked every day "why?" And every day I lied.

I'm still scared of the sirens. 

Ashamed. Pitiful. Depressed. Panicked. Sobbing. Horrified. Lying. 


And yet, you would claim you went through what I have? That everything would be just fine? That after you make an attempt on your life, there's just a quick trip to the ER and then you go home? Back to social media? Back to the people who gave you the attention you wanted? 

There's a reason no one knew about this. 
I never published a suicide note. The police found me quickly. No matter where I lived. I never made updates from the hospital. I wasn't able to. My family members never had access to my account. They don't even know it exists. I wasn't able to talk on here. I wasn't able to have a private life for the rest of the month. My parents watched me like hawks. The only thing I was able to do was to sneak the occasional drawing to post on here and respond to comments when they weren't around. What did I post about? Normal things. I pretended I was fine, really. Nobody had to know about my attempt. 

If you still want to do what you do for attention, and fame, and love, you truly are pitiful. You are willing to take advantage of the most vulnerable people out there. That is sickening to me.

You doing this to your friends is abuse. You are abusing them. Death is no game. 

The best thing you can do now is cut the act and confess to your followers. I will forgive you.

I do not want any response from you. If this applies to you, you know what you need to do. Do the right thing.

  Wishing you the best, 

Disclaimer: Please do not be worried about me. My story took place years ago, and I am currently in a mental state where I will not take any such action like that again.

(OPEN!)Black Horn/White Horn Q and A

Fri Jan 12, 2018, 10:24 AM
Alright! So, I know that technically Solaris had the most votes, (at 2... xD) but the opinions were so spread out that I thought that I should have it open for all my characters.

Who's open for questions?

There aren't really any rules I'm gonna put in place. You can ask as many questions as you would like, to as many of the characters! The only thing is that I am releasing some entries telling some of their stories, and I may forshadow, but if your question is avoided, don't get hurt. Answers may be vague if questions call for spoilers.

That being said, ask away!

skin by momma4na


Tue Jan 9, 2018, 6:39 PM
1. Choose some of your OCs
2. Make your OCs answer these questions
3. Tag other people
4. Add one question of your own.

1. Solaris
2. Piper
3. Myrina
4. 000
5. 418

And here goes the questions:

-A. How old are you?

Solaris: I am 30 years old!
Piper: I'm 13.
Myrina: My papers say I am 25, so I'll just go with that.
000: Uhm....I...I am .... an adult...
418: 15.

-B. Do you want a hug?

Solaris: Ah, if that is what you want, it is what I want, my friend! I can only see a positive outcome from this action!
Piper: Hm.....aha! Yes. I would like a hug. (Solaris: Piper, stop pick-pocketing!!)
Myrina: Please do not touch me.
000: Yes!! Please, I haven't had a hug in so long, ple-.......No.
418: No.

-C. Have any bad habits?
Solaris: Bad habits... Doubting my visions, I think. That is a bad habit I deal with.
Piper: I mean... I guess I bite my nails sometimes..
Myrina: No.
000: I eat.
418: No.

-D. You a virgin?
Solaris: Yes, yes, I am! There is someone I am searching for- my aglanii
Piper: Uh, yeah.
Myrina: No comment.
000: ... I don't know.
418: Yes.

-E. Have any kids?
Solaris: No. no. But I have Piper, and she's troublesome enough, haha! Perhaps when I find that person, I would have a few.
Piper: How... no! No I don't have any kids!
Myrina: I don't have any kids.
418: No.

-F. Favorite food or drink?
Solaris: Fruit, lots of fruit will make me very happy. Fruit, fruit juice, fruit snacks... wait, do they exist in this realm? Perhaps my visions are misleading me...
Piper: Whatever Solaris makes for me. He's good at cooking. Not much else though.
Myrina: Water. When you're thirsty, you drink water. That's the only thing that can really quench your thirst. Everything else is probably laced with chemicals that make you more thirsty so that you buy more.
000: I'm... not...
418: I don't care about those.

-G. Killed anyone?
Solaris: How horrid! I would never do such a thing. It goes against everything I stand for. Kill and kill yourself, They say.
Piper: Why would you ask me that?! Of course I wouldn't do that!
Myrina: In rebellions, the ones who wrongly enslave must die. That is fact.
000: No, never. I wouldn't... I can't!
418: No comment.

-H. Hate anyone?
Solaris: One should not hate. There is no reason to do anything but love and care for all souls that cross one's path. Doing anything but displeases me.
Piper: I don't really hate, but.. I get mad at people sometimes. Like.. my parents. I'm mad at them for abandoning me. I want to know why they thought.... why they thought I wasn't good enough for them.
Myrina: Yes. I hate the people that stole my family away from me. Who kept them caged and watched them as though they were animals. Who didn't let....her go.
000: No...No...
418: Yes.

-I. Any secrets?
Solaris: I'm sure that somewhere in my soul, I have something I haven't told anyone, but none that I can remember.
Piper: Yeah, I got some! But...I'm not telling you.
Myrina: Yes. I'm very secretive, I think.
000: Yes, I do, I've been trying to tell someone for so long, but...!
418: No comment.

-J. Love anyone?
Solaris: Romantically...yes, and no, my friend. I have heard their voice countless times, and it shakes me! But... I have yet to meet this person. I feel as though I should love that person, but I can't be sure if they really are... aglanii, you know? As for friends, I love each and every person I meet.

Piper: Romantically? Uhhh... no. Not at all. And I don't wanna! I'm just a kid, I got time. But... I like Solaris. Don't tell him... but I read his journal, and he talks about this person he sees and how much he really wants to find them. I want to help, and I'm kinda getting people to check him out if that means anything.  Platonically, I have a few friends in the villiage where we have our "home base." They're kinda nice when I get to see them.

Myrina: I loved my younger sister. That doesn't matter though, does it? It didn't matter to anyone else.

000: I love you.

418: No.

-K. What is your job?
Solaris: Ah, I've been waiting for this question! I am a travelling fortune teller. I make money by sharing my premonitions with those who ask for them. It's a very satisfying job to tell someone good news! As for those whom I must tell bad news, I try my best to comfort them. It is in my job to do whatever it takes to comfort them. It can take a toll on me, however, I know that I must put my gift to use. I have a need to take care of these people.

Piper: I kinda work with Solaris, cause I have some kind of talent too... but it's not as strong as his. Mine is more of...something silly if you wanna be amused. It sucks I guess, but it pays. Not a lot. But it pays.

Myrina: After escaping, it really was difficult to find a job. There are so many people that think I'm much too "disturbed" to work, or are too busy feeling bad for me to remember I'm a person. There was one place where I was able to find work, though I'm sure it's just a temporary thing. Right now, I work with weaponry.

000: ...

418: None.

-L. One thing you want to happen in the future?
Solaris: To find that person. I feel as though that would fill this hole I have in my heart.
Piper: I kinda want to get rich? But I also really like sleeping...
Myrina: I want my sister to come home.
000: I want to be free.
418: I do not wish. I am given, or I am not given.

-M. Who's your best friend Why?
Solaris: Ah, my best friend... that would be my companion, Piper. She and I have known each other for quite some time, and I really consider her to be my family. As a parental figure, I know that I can't crumble around her though... but that keeps me strong.

Piper: I dunno, Solaris? He's kinda cool I think. Lots of people volunteered to take me in. You all know how people are with little kids. "Ah , she's so cute! Hja would be proud" but like... Solaris wasn't like that. He shows his love for Them and for others by doing because its the right thing and not because someone would be proud of him, you know? I like that. That makes him cool and also my best friend.

Myrina: My sister. She was so good, and so little, she had so many wishes. Even when we were imprisoned , she had so much hope that she could be a ballerina. That's all she ever wanted, was to dance. I loved her determination. She was my light. But she went out, too.

000: You are! You...You talk to me, and that must mean you like me at least a little bit, right? Right? You like me, so I like you, that's how I should live!! That's how..

418: I don't have a best friend.

-N. Hobbies?
Solaris: I enjoy drink mixing, actually! Quite surprising also that I have a love for hair styling! I always know what a person desires!
Piper: Uhhhh, sleeping. And messing up Solaris' braid. He gets super mad for a split second before going back to normal perfect him and its the funniest thing I've ever seen.
Myrina: I like dancing. It's something I've taken up recently...
000: What is that?
418: No.

-O. What are you going to do when this tag is over?
Solaris: Hm, I'll probably head off to rest, so that I can prepare for my sunrise meditation.
Piper: Take a bath. I dunno, I just kinda want to all of a sudden.
Myrina: I'll take a walk and think about things. You've made me emotional.
000: They'll probably have to take me back into my room... my favorite thing to do in there is... hm.. uh...
418: Whatever I'm told.

-P. What is your eye color?
Solaris: Golden Yellow! Like the flame of a small , weak fire...
Piper: Yellow.
Myrina: Orange.
000: I don't know... Pink??? Red. Blue!! 47????
418: I don't care.

-Q. Are you good? Or bad?
Solaris: I would like to think that I am good, however... It is so easy to do the wrong thing sometimes. I think it is less important if someone is good compared to  if someone can forgive them for the times when they are not.
Piper: I think I'm alright.  I dunno...
Myrina: What does it matter? The good and bad both die unjustly.
000: I'm...uhnm....good. I'm a good boy! I promise.... I think...
418: I am perfect.

-R. If you could get anything right now what would it be?
Solaris: Hm... The ability to not want more of life than what I make of it. Reward is the end result of effort. I should not want to be able to blindly wander into fortune. When one works, one knows that they are ready for the result that they want.
Piper: I think I want some food. I'm hungry.
Myrina: The tools to free the rest of them.
000: Food!! I'm... very hungry!
418: I do not ask. I am given, or I am not given.

-S. What is your greatest fear?
Solaris: My greatest fear... isn't about something that would happen to me, is that alright? ...My greatest fear is that something should happen to Piper.
Piper: I lose Solaris.
Myrina: She's dead.
000: Melissa. Oh! No, I didn't mean it, I'm sorry!
418: I do not fear.

-T. Does your name have a special meaning?
(answering these out of character because they have real life meanings)
Solaris- of the Sun , named this because of the day that I first created the character concept. This was the day that the total solar eclipse was visible in North America. This date is also his birthday!

Piper- Strangely enough, she is named after a hedgehog. After wandering onto hedgehog care videos, I watched a video about the hardships an owner who bought hedgehogs that were prone to getting sick had. One story was about a hedgehog named Solara who was not able to breed, so she acted like a surrogate mother for the babies that were born where the parents would not take care of them in the place where they were kept. When adopting her, this person was encouraged to get a companion for Solara so that she could continue this behavior. She did, and this smaller hedgehog was named Piper. I found the name Piper very fitting for Solaris' companion!
Myrina- Similar to Marina, meaning of the sea

000- Unknown name

418- Unknown name

-V. Any siblings?
Solaris: I do not, not that I know of anyways, haha!
Piper: I don't know. I don't have parents to ask...
Myrina: Yes.
000- Uhmmm... no...?
418- No.

-W. Where do you live?
Solaris: I travel , friend!
Piper: I travel with Solaris, so ...
Myrina: I live at my workplace.
000: Uhm...
418: My room.

-X. Do you find yourself attractive?
Solaris: Aha, I think that my physical form is attractive, at least a little bit...
Piper: Yeah!  I look cool.
Myrina: No. My scar drives people away. They couldn't have been bothered to mark me anywhere else.
000: No...
418: Yes.

-Y. What's the stupidest thing you've ever pulled off?
(I interpret this as being a thing that could've gone wrong that actually went fine idk vague question)
Solaris: Ah, the days of my youth... like the scent of an almost-burned-down building...
Piper: I didn't die when my parents abandoned me, thats pretty cool
Myrina: Hm... swords... I almost cut off my left hand once, fun story.
000: Yes.
418: Everything I do goes perfectly.

-Z. Any last words?
Solaris: Work hard, have no regrets!
Piper: I'm tired.
Myrina: Not really.
000: Help.
418: No.

Entry 1

Fri Jan 5, 2018, 3:49 PM
0:00 AM

My name is Melissa s̵̴̢͚͚͉͇̦̩̗̰͍̼̦̖̰̠͢ of ;̢͚̠͇̘͘͜͠a̡̛̰͓̲͔̝͕̤̠͚̦͙͎̬͙͎͘d̸̡̨̰̻͚͕͎̼̳̯̼ͅe͏̶͉̹͎̦̻̦̠͚͚̲̠͚̣͈̭̮̭ .

This is the first entry in my study of the creature marked 000, with a capture date of 
≠̨̯̼̫̩͟ ̵̨̀́́ at s̵̴̢͚͚͉͇̦̩̗̰͢  PM.

The subject is currently immobilized in a room that is medium sized with white walls and gray carpeted flooring. I am watching his movements through a one way window. He seems to have sensed my prescence, however. He has been staring at the "mirror" for a while now, the only other movement being occasionally turning his head to look behind him. Note the possibility that he enjoys looking at himself.

The subject is notably anxious. The distinct tail that this species is known for seems to be in an extended position. This action is observed to be a defensive behavior, as the tail is a weapon. Perhaps he is frightened by the new environment he has been placed into? Or the capture process has still left a mark on him. Either way, 000 seems sensitive to change on any degree. 

The next test I would like to do is providing him with food. I believe that he will not accept food yet. Many of the specimen I come in contact with do not immediately. they do not trust us.

They always come around.

skin by momma4na
So, I would like some more points so I've decided to open some customs now that I have more free time!

Have you ever wanted your own gem? Well, you've come to the right place! Our gem kindergartens are of the absolute highest quality, and the lowest price! We have been known across homeworld to create the widest variety of gems available to date!

They'll be priced as follows!

Single Gem!- 30 points!
Two Gems!- 50 points!
Every gem after that is 20 points!
Fusion of two gems!- 50 points!
Diamonds!- 60 points! (Very rare, so very pricey!)

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Step one! Pick a gem!

-Quartz (Amethyst, Jasper, Rose, Carnelian, Agate...etc)
-Sapphire (Padparadscha)
-Lapis Lazuli

Step two! Decide gem placement!

-head (nose, forehead, eye, cheek etc...)
-torso (heart, stomach, upper back, lower back etc...)
-left arm (shoulder, hand, etc...)
-right arm (ditto)
-left leg (thigh, knee, lower leg, foot, etc...)
-right leg (ditto)
**Decide all gem placements needed if fusion**

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Wassup! I'm 15 now! Since its my birthday, I guess I gotta put up a list of things for gifts and stuff bc I know some of you like to do that sort of thing (please dont feel like you gotta)

1. Art of ANTi or my persona, Zero! Even doodles mean a lot to me
2. Points! Points are always p cool!
3. Core! You don't need to, really, aahhh aahhh
4. Get commissions and customs from me! Do work get moneehhhh!
5. Make a boopsona for Project-For-Tomorrow and The-Boop-Group !
New people always make me happy. :0

Anything is a lot. Thank you all so much for sticking by me through my large absence this year. I'll try to make it all up to you, by staying on the site and being more active.
What are monitrons?
Lookie Here! : diabolic-diabeetus.deviantart.…

** PRICES **
Monitron- 35 Points
Uncommon Traits- + 5
Rare Traits- + 10

**To Order...**
Note :iconzer0--art: this information!


Example by DAvD0S

Name: DAvD0S
Form: Fortalimb Developed.
Status: Scanning...
Personality: Outgoing, Caring, Listener, Quiet.

Center Cracked Screen - Rare.
Glow Aura - Common.

...But read the rules first!

Monitrons require some reasonable attention.
So, do not buy one/make one, and not use it.


Once you have ownership of your Monitron,
You may:
Draw it.
Role Play with it.
Give it a backstory.
Ship it.
Use it as a mascot for your page.
Trade it for other Monitrons.
Give it away to a loving home.

You may NOT:
Re-sell it.
Trade it for another species/art.
Abuse it.


A Monitron can only have:
No more than 1 Rare trait.
No more than 2 Uncommon traits.
A Monitron cannot have more than one trait from the same category.

You are allowed up to TWO personal decorations.

A Monitron's heart must be WHITE and the rest of it's screen must be ONE COLOUR.

I want nothing more than to continue the work of my friend, and make the world better! We are always open to new members and provide a safe environment to help each other through whatever may come. We will gather together for projects sometimes and other fun creative things.

Please consider and spread the word! :)
Thank you and have a wonderful day today!
Does anyone know if I am allowed to continue selling Monitrons?
Or, is there anyone I can get permission from?
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Today, my friend passed away with one dream he left for us. 
Now some of you can stand there and ask why I want to make a dead man’s dreams come true, but, the task is so simple… How could I not?
His dream was to make this world better than how it was when he found it.
I ask of you…not to be a superhero, or somehow change the world in a day… But I ask you to be kind.
Just for today, I want you to read this, and do a nice thing.
Hold the door open for someone.
Compliment someone you love, or a complete stranger!
Instead of sending a hateful message to someone you dislike, go to someone you like and send a nice one! 
Call up an old friend!
Or just brighten up the world a little bit with your smile.
It’s the little stuff that can help his dream come true. Please spread the word.
Repost the journal and add your name to the list below!


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Mon Apr 18, 2016, 2:28 PM

1. Choose one of your OCs.
2. Your OC must answer every question as truthfully as possible.
3. Journal title should be "OC Interview".
4. When you’re done, tag as many people as you wish.
5. Have fun!

I will choose my persona--(the beep boop one, btw)

1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname?
My Identification Number is currently {0418} and my name is ANTi.
Past names include...[ACCESS DENIED]

2. Interesting... what's your current age?
My body is designed to have the appearance of an 18YR OLD FEMALE.
My true age is unknown.

3. Uh-huh. What's your favourite food?
I am provided with many different foods I decided are GOOD.
The MOST GOOD OF THEM is definitely STEAK.

4.And your favourite drink?
WATER is a drink I find to be GOOD. Preferably,

5.Confession time! Who's your crush/lover?
My PARTNER is No. 1127. She is the reason I continue towards my GOAL
of REBUILDING what the VIRUS destroyed.

6. Oh.. I'm sorry...But, uh, have you twooooooooo?
Shared DATA? Yes, OF COURSE. 

7. Who's your favorite author?
I am assuming you mean "AUTHOR" as in the writer of a human relic,
"BOOKS." I have never come into contact with a BOOK. I have read MANUALS, however, and I MUST SAY
that MY CREATOR was TALENTED at his craft.

9. Now what's your biggest fear?
FEAR? Have you any idea why I FEAR what I FEAR?
I would like to KEEP THIS TO MYSELF.

10. Any siblings?
OH, that was LONG AGO....


11. Almost done, it's only twenty questions. Who's your hero?
Perhaps MY CREATOR is my HERO. 

12. Okay, who's your worst enemy?
"ENEMY" is not in my DATABANKS. SYNONYMS would be

13. Huh, alright. Now who's your best friend?
My BEST FRIEND is my PARTNER, 1127. She treats me well. She is my LIFE. :heart: 

14. Interesting... What would you do if you met your creator?
I have come into contact with MY CREATOR. He was a BRILLIANT MAN.
He saved my LIFE. He is MY FAVORITE HUMAN.

15. Okay, I'll contact him right now. Done! Now, what was your worst memory?
The LIGHT, the FLASHING in front of my "EYES."

M͡-͎͚̩́Y͉̥͍̻̱̬ ̳̩͎̞̼̕C̠̗̮̜r̰̹E͏̗̠͓͕A̟͙̖t̼̤̞̤͉͉̘OR̲͔̹̮'̨̭s̡̘̞͍̦̘ͅ ͙C̦̦̠͚̙͍̯O̝̬̱͝<̨͉̬RṚ̷͓̬͈̤̱̮R̬̻̩̪̬̻͓_̭̮̩̱̭̣͟Ṟ̵̥̙Ŕ̤̱>̘̤̰͉P̶̗̻͙̭S̡͇E̪̜̭̰͈ ̝̝͇̮ON͕̱̤͎̪̣͕͞ ̞̝͎̭̪͢T̨̙͚̺̞̻͍̹_̪̬̫HE̟̝̖̬̰̥̰ ̩̩̥͕͍̭͠G̝̮̯̪͎̥ͅrO̸̞̮̤U̱͞n̴̺D͎-͚͟-͔̫-͕̙-̩

OH. I was DOZING OFF, for a SECOND THERE, wasn't I?
16. What's your worst nightmare?
WORST? Nightmares come into contact with me very often. MAYBE, even 
EVERY NIGHT. The WORST of them would be the
DEACTIVATION of ḙ͞v̨̭̗e͈̱r͚̹̭y͇͍͉̗̲̣o̱̮̹n̻͓̤̞̣̤͙ẹ.͓͈̤͔̪̪

17.What's your life-long dream?

18.What would you do if your life-long dream came true? 
LIVE. I would LIVE in the WORLD intended for me to LIVE in.

19. Okay, where's your favourite place to relax?
I would have to say ANYWHERE with 1127.
I LOVE her. Anywhere's GOOD with her.

20. Last question! What do you spend most time doing?
I spend my time PLANNING.

to b͎ͪͪ̎̓͂̀͋r̸̻̰̤̤̳̬͙i͎̟ͫͬ̑n̵͆̀ͥǧ̶̬̰͎̗̗͉ ͊͊̿ͣ̑͏̬b͙͈̬͍ͩ͆ͭa̛̬̾ç͙̪͚̮̹̜̘kͬ̒ͯ̈́̇ ̩͔͖̝̜̐͒ͧͫ͂̈́̚e̙̠͎͂ͬ̍̾̎̈́̋͘v̨̹̹̳̰̰̣ͯ̓̿̏̿̉ͧͅe̮̳͚͉͍̙ͤ̅ͪ̓r̗͇͍͙̋͢ͅͅy̩̽ͯ͒͂̌t͓ͬͨ̀̅̈̽̓ĥ̯͐ͯͣ́͆ī̫̳̓͋͜n̰ͥ̌ͪ̿ͥ̑ģ̥̝̮̻̻̙̟ͬͭ͆ ̣̌̓̋ͪ͡ṱ͈̤̖͎̋̆͛̈́͜h̞͋a̰͂͜ṫ̺̱̼̲͔̯͖ͪ͂̋̅̌ ̞̼̠̫̯̟̈́̄̂̿ͥ̅ẉ̵̙̗͓̰̅̏ͨ̈ͦa̼̬͇̯̦̖̔ͣ̉̐̔͛͑s̟̝ͮͯ̄ͅ ̟̱͓̖͙͈͛ͮḻ̢̽̉ͩ̂oͦͫ͏̣̩̳͕̱̼͚s̙̬͍̯̯̈́̿́t̳̣͇͈̻͂ͨͮ̀

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Guess I'm 14 now.


Alphabet meme wooooooo

Sun Apr 10, 2016, 6:30 AM

Tagged by: AlyTheAwesome 

A- Available: No
A- Age: 13 (14 in 8 days!)
A- Annoyance: Im annoyed by liars.

B- Best Friend: Pitter--Patter 
B- Birthday: April 18, 2002
B- Brand of cell phone: iPhone 5s

C- Crush: do i need to answer this lol
C- Car: N/A
C- Candy: Starbursts

D- Day or Night: Night
D- Dream Car: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
D- Dog: N/A :(

E- Easiest Person to Talk to: Best Friendo!
E- Eggs: Hard Boiled!
E- Earnings: Look at my name, you'll know the answer.

F- Favorite Month: April/May/June
F- Favorite Color: Black/Green
F- Favorite Memory: Meeting my friend when she was alone at a table.

G- Gummy Bears or Worms: Gummy Bears~!
G- Giver or Taker: Giver~
G- Graduated: Elementary, and this year Middle.

H- Hair Color: Black
H- Height: 5 ft. 4in.
H- Happy: Sometimes.

I- Ice Cream: Mint Chocolate Chip, or Vanilla with rainbow sprinkles.
I- Instrument: I can play some instruments like in the keyboard family, recorders, flutes, guitar not so much. and uhm... I can't read music. I play by ear!
I- Insecurity: weight, hair, lifestyle, art

J- Jewelry: not really. I have one bracelet I havent taken off for over a year though.
J- Job: I work at a schools drama club, for service hours.
J- Jail: No

K- Kids: Yes!!
K- Kickboxing or Karate: I like kicking boxes :3
K- Kindergarten: I met good people. We played house and learned colors that I already knew.

L- Longest Car Ride: 6-7 hours or so
L- Last kiss~like uh...
L- Lipstick or Lip gloss: Lip stick! But not too much!!

M- Milk Flavor: chocolate!
M- Most Missed Memory: My grandpa teaching me how to play golf with a little kid set. He was the best person I knew, so kind and amazing.
M- Movie: Ponyo! 

N- Number of Siblings: 1 and 1/2 (I have a half sister lol)
N- Number of Tattoos: My name.
N- Name: Zero!

O- One Wish: That an afterlife exists
O- One Phobia: Police sirens, lights
O- One Regret: The thing that caused the above

P- Pet Peeves: Being ignored.
P- Part of Your Appearance You Like Best: My figure
P- Part of Your Personality: My ability to help others like talking to them

Q- Quote: "You know that place between sleep and awake, the place where you can still remember dreaming? Thats where I will be waiting, always loving you."
Q- Quick or Slow: Quick~
Q- Quiet or Loud?: Both~

R- Reason to Smile: Seeing my friends happy~
R- Reality TV Show: no
R- Reason to Cry: being scared beyond belief

S- Song Last Heard: Dead to me
S- Season: Spring
S- Shoe: Converse

T- Time You Woke Up: 4:29 AM
T- Time Now: 9:22 AM
T- Time you wish it was: like lol time is an illusion 

U- Umbrella design/Color: Black
U- Under your bed: containers of actually i have no idea
U- Underwear: yellow

v- Vegetable You Hate: none actually so far
V- Vacation Spot: lol my bed
V- Voting: N/A

W- Worst Habits: Pulling hair, something with pencils also
W- Where Are You Going to Travel Next: Grandpa's birthday party!
W- Weather Right Now: Do you all actually expect me to go outside..

X- X-Rays: never!
X- X-Cited about: Going on a field trip with friendos!
X- X-tra Credit for: drawing for the teachers lol

Y- Year You Were Born: 2002
Y- Year it is Now: 2016
Y- Yellow: lol wat

Z- Zoo Animal: me
Z- Zero tolerance for: haha, zero zero, thats me, lol
Z- Zzzzz What time do you go to bed?: like 1am

I taaaaaaaaaag...:
Pitter--Patter RoygbivbronyA02 Zaajona zombieflorist 


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Anti Facts.

Sat Mar 26, 2016, 6:21 AM

I was tagged by KxJin , to do 8 Facts about Anti, but I think I want to have more than that, just kinda, to have a character ref sheet on her anyways. Here we go!

Basic Statistics 

Name: Anti
Age: Built to appear 18 years old.
Current Residence: Shares residence with Rey, in a BeepBoop storage apartment, until they are needed again.
Occupation: Your best friend and servant.
Talents/Skills: She enjoys singing and performing, though her voice can sound robotic at times.
Significant Others (describe relationship):

Physical Characteristics: 

Height: 5ft6in
Weight: 122 pounds
Eye Color: Yellow
Hair Color: Black and Wine Red
Glasses or contact lenses?: N/A
Skin color: ??? Pale, peachy I guess?
Distinguishing features: Giant scar on the bridge of her nose, going to damage her left eye, wine red in hair, metal on her neck and leg to replace damaged areas
Mannerisms: High pitch/ Low pitch voice depending on mood, constantly checking for messages/calls, toying with objects before her, gesturing a lot when speaking, exsessive eye blinking, crossing legs, twitching violently
Habits: Biting skin
Health: Has high resistance to some viruses, but poor to some.
Hobbies: Cuddling, drawing, learning to program life (she wants to take on the task of reviving her creator's project to bring utopia,and wants to create more Beeps and Boopd)
Disabilities: Extreme paranoia, prone to panic attacks, 1 event in her past can be triggered very easily.
Greatest flaw: Jealousy
Best quality: Is good at almost everything

Intellectual/Mental/Personality Attributes and Attitudes 

Intelligence Level: High
Any Mental Illnesses?: Borderline Personality Disorder symptoms 
How does Character see himself/herself? : Depends on mood. In a happy mood, she thinks she is just fine, if she is upset, she sees herself as horrible.
How does Character believe he/she is perceived by others? Again , depends on mood. It's pretty much the same above.
How self-confident is the character? Surprisingly, high confidence at most times, but at certain times, her confidence can drop to extremely low and stay that way for months, though she will work as normal.
Does the character seem ruled by emotion or logic or some combination thereof? : emotion

Emotional Characteristics

Strengths/Weaknesses: Excels at most things, Intelligent, Supportive, Good Therapist, Good fighter ((melee))/ Emotionally unstable, Jealous, Bad Aim due to damaged eye
Introvert or Extrovert? : Extrovert, she was programmed to be.
How does the character deal with anger? : Not very well, often taking it out on herself
With sadness? : She keeps quiet, or desperately needs others,
With conflict? : Fights it head on
With change? : Is fine with most change
With loss? : AGH let's not go there...
What does the character want out of life? :To make the world better
What motivates this character? : The thought that she has the power to make millions of people happy.
What frightens this character? :  The fact that she will deactivate one day
What makes this character happy? : Making others happy, taking care of people , being taken care of, friendos!
Is the character judgmental of others? : If they deserve it, but she'd never say anything out loud and forget it as soon as she thought about it.
Is the character generous or stingy? : Generous
Is the character generally polite or rude? : Generally Polite.

Additional Notes on This Character:

Anti never shows her eyes
She has a button on her back that brings out enormous black feathered wings from her back
Most of her fighting power comes from her strong kicks, she has more control of her legs and how hard they kick.
She has a beep radar in her system. She will beep 5 times, and it forces any Beep or Boop (or other)  in the range of 2 miles to beep 5 times back, and gives her their location. It is used to locate any other of her kind in case of an emergency.
Survivor of the virus that destroyed civilization, and has the scars to prove it.
Loves children
She's part of an abandoned project to provide love and peace over all; to make utopia,
however, she herself is trying to revive it.


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I dislike how people can assume that because I am 13 years old, I haven't had a hard life, or that I'm fine, and just seeking attention when I speak up and say something for once in a cry for help. Same thing goes for when I make a picture, or writing while in these times and then post them later when I am "alright."

I have a disorder that isn't anxiety or depression. Both tag along with this one. I have a problem where my brain needs to complete behaviors over and over that not only hurt this body, but leave noticeable, embarrassing scars of this battle. I have a disorder that most of you haven't even heard of, which makes it that much worse. Imagine the problems you have being so unheard of that you feel completely and utterly alone in every way thinking about it. Not only that, but so many people will tell you it's just a habit, and the people who don't understand it tell you to stop it l i k e a d o g .

Being a perfectionist at the same time is ridiculously hard. Trying to be perfect doesn't stem from a place of feeling I deserve more, or anything. It comes from a place of giving to others what I feel they deserve, and that's be being a better person to them, getting better grades, protecting people, and..well...when I don't achieve those things, I get very upset, even having panic attacks in public, which are hard to control, and stop. I am an insanely jealous person, and every thing is a contest to me, and failure is my worst enemy.

"But Zero" I hear you typing/thinking. "You're an amazing person, and you're so much better than me! Why are you saying such awful things about yourself?"

No, I'm not, and that </i>  is the exact reason why I'm writing this. I'm writing this because I don't want any of you to think I'm perfect. I don't want any of you to worship me, or treat me like a god. I want you all to know that I'm not perfect, and I'm not better than you.

People often don't know what goes on behind the screen. People so often assume someone's life is great, and they are perfect because they only see them at their best. I don't see myself as higher than any of you. At that same time, I don't want you to see me that way. Just as you have troubles, I have them too.

I might not be an android made to bring about utopia and spread love in real life like Anti, but my objectives are the same as if I was. I am made to spread all the love I can, and help the people that need me. I feel that sometimes, I can't do that because of a false image that I am too good to help, or that I am too perfect to listen to "your stupid problems." I'm not perfect, as I will say again. No problem of yours will ever be stupid to me, and if any one ever, EVER, needs to talk , has a problem, or whatever...


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