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Night_Dreamer by zelta Night_Dreamer :iconzelta:zelta 8 10 Gone_by_the_Wind by zelta Gone_by_the_Wind :iconzelta:zelta 4 25 Back_to_Serenity by zelta Back_to_Serenity :iconzelta:zelta 22 81 Dancing by zelta Dancing :iconzelta:zelta 1 30 Deepest_Dream by zelta Deepest_Dream :iconzelta:zelta 1 18 Symphony by zelta Symphony :iconzelta:zelta 4 13 Lantaurus_Wall by zelta Lantaurus_Wall :iconzelta:zelta 5 23 Alaska by zelta Alaska :iconzelta:zelta 2 19 Sinful Soul by zelta Sinful Soul :iconzelta:zelta 8 33 Valar by zelta Valar :iconzelta:zelta 0 11 Moment of Wisdom by zelta Moment of Wisdom :iconzelta:zelta 2 16 TheBirth by zelta TheBirth :iconzelta:zelta 1 5 Lunatic v2 by zelta Lunatic v2 :iconzelta:zelta 6 20 Mirror of the lake by zelta Mirror of the lake :iconzelta:zelta 0 13 Cosy Moment by zelta Cosy Moment :iconzelta:zelta 6 14 Cagey Path by zelta Cagey Path :iconzelta:zelta 1 3

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It gleams in the light.  No recollection of what it is.  All I know is that it hurts my eyes.  Even when the lights are off.  I'm still not sure why.  Maybe it's not the gleam that doesn't gleam in the dark.  Maybe, just maybe, it's the needle that protrudes from my retina.  That could be what's causing the pain.  If not, then it must not be in yet.
I find that the faster i run, the slower i move, and the more i must do, the less gets done.
If there is any way for it to happen, I must find it.  Why? Like I know.  I want to play, i want to make noise, I want to make happinessm for me and for others.  The best way to do that right now is to hide.  Hide in the dark, in a hole, under the bridge, behind the door, invisible to everyone except except those that can truly see.
That group is a minority.
I wish so much, I complain very loud, I do nothing for it.  Mayb
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Extreme Caveness by sp-az Extreme Caveness :iconsp-az:sp-az 1 16 3DA - REACTION by tigaer 3DA - REACTION :icontigaer:tigaer 107 179 Spectral Aurochs by abe123 Spectral Aurochs :iconabe123:abe123 170 150 The World Beyond by skurvy The World Beyond :iconskurvy:skurvy 22 59 The Infinite Unknown WP by Hameed The Infinite Unknown WP :iconhameed:Hameed 44 39
Why, oh why
I cannot stand it much longer.  It grinds my nerves; drives me to the edge of my sanity, the edge of safety.
It's the way it looks that bothers me so.  I do not wish to bear the sight any longer.  It looks putrid, slimy, mushy.  Like raw sewage, it makes me gag; forces my stomache into convulsions.  I would rather go blind than view that horror every night.  It is across from me, moving, changing, pushing my towards insanity.
The sights are not the only hell.  There are also terrible sounds.  The noises are grotesque, like some creature feasting on the dead.  The snapping of bones, the tearing of meat reaches my ears constantly.  I cannot bear it.  Just as i would go blind ather than see it, I wold go deaf to escape the noise.  
I ask myself questions. Why must i endure this?  Why must I endure this hellish torture, night after night?  
Why, oh why
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Chaotic Twilight by p-51 Chaotic Twilight :iconp-51:p-51 45 55 The Light by steve-o-mac The Light :iconsteve-o-mac:steve-o-mac 90 80 Visual Spectrum by i337m1k3 Visual Spectrum :iconi337m1k3:i337m1k3 11 25 Terragen - Erat by tigaer Terragen - Erat :icontigaer:tigaer 1,434 554 Red Leap - Wallpaper by dinyctis Red Leap - Wallpaper :icondinyctis:dinyctis 135 58 DemonicWave by viperv6 DemonicWave :iconviperv6:viperv6 33 136



Juhana Alexander S
Current Residence: Finland
Favourite genre of music: Chillout, Classical, Ambient, Electro
Favourite cartoon character: Homer J Simpson


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blackthornart Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2007
awesome gallery!!!!!!
kagrmom Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2006  Professional Writer
Haven't heard from you in awhile.

How are you??

Tromoly4130 Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2005
This is amazing; If I was even 1/100th as good as you are, I'd be happy :rofl:
flamnguitar Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2005  Professional Interface Designer
lovley art :heart: :clap:
yulii Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2005
hi zelta thank you very much..hope your having a happy monday :) !!!!!!!!!!!!!
tigaer Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2005  Professional Digital Artist
thx for all the recent feedback and support! very appreciated! :)
jonjivan Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2005
Outstanding work. And thanks for the comment (3 weeks ago) I'm a little slow :)
Xerces Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2005  Professional Artisan Crafter
you have an amazing gallery. i'm glad i dropped by
yulii Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2005
:hug: :hug: hiiiiiii zeltaa thank you very are ya doing...hope all is well..just glad to be seeing more arts from you again ..:D
cosmicbound Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2005
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