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zellfaze
Zell Faze
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States
Current Residence: Behind you!
Favourite genre of music: Anything sad, Trance
Favourite photographer: Rachel Tomlinson
Favourite style of art: Photomanip
Operating System: Back Track Linux 3 Final
MP3 player of choice: Anything that actually plays
Shell of choice: Bash
Wallpaper of choice: Something purple
Skin of choice: Eminence.vlt (for VLC)
Favourite cartoon character: Sephiroth
Personal Quote: One day I will rule, you all will see.
Interests
Today I was looking through some of my older works here and it was interesting to see indeed just how much my life has changed.  The last entry I posted here briefly discussed how much my life has changed, but I think it is actually worth reiterating.  In the three years since my last post here, my life has undergone even more changes.

For most intents and purposes I feel like I am no longer the same person that I once was.  It has been interesting, but also somewhat saddening to see the kind of person I was and the kind of life that I led when I put up each of these pieces of art, and wrote each of these journals.  It is disheartening to go back and remember what was going on in each moment.  Knowing that when I created some pieces I was on the verge of suicide, or recognizing my growing obsessions, or seeing just how much of an asshat I was in some of the chats shown.

Since 2010 I have gotten help for myself, gotten out of some intense situations and generally just grown as a person.  I'm still just as crappy an artist as ever, but I have gained a real appreciation for good art and artists, something I definitely lacked back then.

Life is still stressful and of course I still have demons to deal with, but I'm happier and more stable now than I ever was back then.  Given that none of my friends still really use DA I can't imagine a ton of people will read this, but its a good addition to what, to me at least, is a time capsule showing who I was and how I changed as a person growing up.

Here's to another five years of relative peace.

Love,
Haxor ~Zell Faze~
  • Listening to: The Thrillseekers - Dreaming Of You
  • Reading: My old journals
  • Watching: DFTBA
  • Playing: Kerbal Space Program
  • Eating: Networking Cable
  • Drinking: Water

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LeafyTaichou Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Nyah, come back someday :c
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LeafyTaichou Featured By Owner May 9, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the point~:heart:
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JUKeeUS Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2011  Student General Artist
Thank you for the favorite! :D
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zellfaze Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No problem. It was a wonderful piece.
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JUKeeUS Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2011  Student General Artist
:D
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EDGE-The-Mew Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2011  Hobbyist Artist
thx for Deh More Faves! *hug*
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EDGE-The-Mew Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2011  Hobbyist Artist
thx for the watch and fave ^^
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Milo619 Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2011  Hobbyist Artist
thanks for fave :D
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Racheyrocker Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
:)
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zellfaze Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hi! I haven't spoken to you in forever! How are you doing? I should IM you some time. :D
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Racheyrocker Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
I know it's been ages, im good thanks yourself?
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zellfaze Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Meh. I've had a hell of a year. Is your Skype the same it used to be? I'd rather not discuss this publicly since my exact whereabouts and year history have to be kept private from some.
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NeopolitanIcecream Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2010
Helloooo random deviant! I'm gonna give you a llama!
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zellfaze Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hello random deviant that gave me a llama, I'm gonna give you one too!
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NeopolitanIcecream Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2010
thank you! 8'D
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