I wouldn't go so far as to say
that you're making me feel a certain way.
I wouldn't dare tell you just what I'm thinking
but I can assure you that it has me reeling.
Has me reeling.
Would you like
to come out?
Take my hand,
There's a whole
world out there.
Waiting to be seen.
I want more
out of this.
There is a place that I must go
but I don't want to do it alone.
There is something I really
want you to know.
But I find the right words are
buried in snow.
Buried in snow.....
And so our journey has come to an end.
It certainly has been scary and strange.
But who can say they saved the world
with a smile on their face?
It can be so hard to stay strong.
You held up your head for so long.
And all the while humming the tune
to your favorite song.
But like all good things that must come to stop.
It sure does get lonely at the top.
But the sights that stretch out beneath,
make it all worth it for me.
Though I did not want you to leave,
it's been many years since it seems.
Sometimes I look back and
feel it was all just a fleeing dream.
And though forgetting you is what I fear,
I'll remember this for all my y
So you've come to visit my home
a place you've never once before been?
That striped shirt, that cap, that hair.
Something strange is definitely happening here...
I hope you don't find me strange or forlorn
but I think I may have possibly seen you
somewhere before maybe.
What is happening to me?
It's almost as if you came from my own dreams.
Young boy so far away,
safe in bed can you hear my voice?
A dear friend and I are trapped.
We need your help and we need it fast.
You must brave the storm outside,
use your wits and your genius mind to survive.
You must survive!
I am praying for your safety and
it will be so nice to meet yo
Since I first met you I knew right away that you were going to be special to me.
From that moment I felt something
So special I’ll never forget.
And now my eyes are open and I can see so clearly now, this is the start of something great and I can't wait to live it out.
And ever since that day, my life has never been the same.
It's like being awake the first time. I feel alive.
And it’s all thanks to you. And here I tell you now, my eyes couldn't look upon another, my hands will only hold each others, my heart cannot love anybody as it loves you
You’re mine always.
Well oh we met,
oh quite some ago.
We hit it off
as good friends usually do.
And there we were,
sharing our lives and
our stories and
Fast forward a few years
I cannot say
that things have changed.
The prospect of
you and I being an item
was never true,
never a reality.
Yet here we are
so happy together,
sharing our lives
and our future.
I know things haven't always been perfect
well they rarely are.
But I can say with confidence that we're perfect for
yes perfect for each other!
Hard to fathom.
Hard to get.
Hard to learn
What if I don't want any of those things?
What if I don't want to learn about the birds and the bees?
What if I don't want responsibilities?
What if I don't want to spread my wings?
I want to live one by one
to forever stay young
with no need for twenty one.
Now wouldn't that be fun?
I don't want to grow up and learn how to drive.
Get a job and go to school
that doesn't sound like the life.
I only want to live life you see!
I want the whole world to revolve around me.
Why can't life be all about fun?
Don't want words of wisdom, who needs them?
I want to live on
We all have something we're guilty of.
Prove me wrong.
There are some things that we see as just unforgivable.
But how many of those things can
you say that you're
completely innocent from?
I did a bad thing to you I know.
And turned away.
You shut yourself out from my truths and my apologies.
I can't blame you however.
would have done the same.
But if you choose to return back from the blue
for better or worse I will welcome you
with open arms.
And if you choose to come back for me
I know it will be quite a return indeed.
I know it
I feel it
You saw it
I've seen it
Two different fates.
Two different lives
destined to be lived apart.
Two different worlds
When will our lives start?
One goes up
other goes down,
one walks left
while the other walks right.
be talked out
we must let the coin decide.
Oh brother I do
wish the best for you
in the life you get.
One will live a life of freedom,
one in chains.
call it in the air.
Heads for me.
I just hope you're happy.
The cold came rushing in.
It quickly enveloped me.
It not only took this one soul,
Everything in just
one fell swoop.
It all happened so fast.
No one saw it coming.
Or did we just turn
Now we're left
in what we
saw from miles away.
did we just sit by
and let this happen?
Stepping out of the shadows here they are
they found us once again.
How long did we get away with it this time?
Not nearly as long as usual!
This is starting to get old really fast
this can't keep going on.
Day in, day out, it's the same question:
will this be the last day I see the sunrise?
Something needs to happen.
We need a miracle.
We need something to end this vicious cycle.
I'm tired of looking over my shoulder all the time,
wondering have they found me yet or am I safe for another hour?
This can't carry on any more.
This is no way to live.
Pardon me if I'm sounding crazy but frankly,
I'm tired of running!
Why did w
I don't know how this could be.
You question my loyalty?
It's so hard for me to see
how you think so low of me.
Is it really so easy
to assume the worst of me?
I just don't think it's fair
you don't see how much I care.
I wouldn't do.
What's going on?
This isn't right.
Can't start over,
can't get a rewrite.
Life's moving on.
Like or not.
You despise them.
On them you cast blame.
Yet more times than one
you mention their name.
You bring them to mind.
And stop your life.
Listen life is filled with heartbreak.
It has anger and it has pain.
You don't need me to tell you such a thing.
But what can you do when all's said and done?
Revenge and resentment.
They are merely illusions.
They will make you blind
to your life passing you by.
Let go of rage.
Let go of hate.
They make you blind.
Oh God in Heaven please grant you the strength
"L's coming!" Mello came in. "No one told us!"
Near looked up from his little puzzle of a farm with little chicks on it. "I knew. Watari told us a long time ago," said Near.
Mello was silent for a moment. His jaw dropped. "Really?" He slumped. "No one told me...Why is he here anyway?"
"He's going to take care of us while the caretaker is out. He thinks its a good idea if we hang out with him to evaluate who he wants to pick. It was his idea."
"This wasn't my idea, Watari," said L as he walked in the Wammy House corridors. He was on the phone with him.
"It's the only option we had. The caretaker didn't find anyone e
Whew, where DOES the time go? I know the top of my screen says 9 years, but I had been browsing the site a full year before I signed up for an account. So I think now is a good time to address my 10 years on this website. For a place that I don't do too much on anymore I do still visit frequently and see who has liked and commented on my previous work. It's funny how the real talents who have only been on this website for a year or so have exponentially more views and comments than I do. But that's okay. I didn't come here for the fame, just a little exposure is all. As you can tell, I do still upload lyrics from time to time. I have also upl
So I guess I'll be updating once a year now? I don't know. I regularly come to my page for updates yet never seem to take the time to write a journal entry. I don't even know who reads this anyway. But whatever. Moving to California after I graduate in May to be with the love of my life. I'm going to miss Texas so much. I hope you're all having a great life.
Wow, honestly when I wrote that last entry, shit was really going down. The problems that were fixed since then are directly relevant to my situation now and without getting into the specifics here, I just want all of you to know that you have to take things as they come. Don't slow your life down trying to please everyone and being the best. You'll be a better person for it.
That being said, numerous problems that I've had in the past are still very real today only now I can't attribute it to just some teenage insecurity. I'm an adult now and I have to accept the things I cannot change. It's a hard thing to do. I know it's irrational, wrong