I need to get things off my mind I think. Get thoughts out of my head since there's a lot of them in my strange head. And a fair bit of them have been bothering me as of late.
So, where to begin?
I don't feel like much of an artist lately. I haven't been drawing much at all. In fact the one thing I've been trying to draw I keep feeling as if it just looks terrible. I've tried multiple times but I just never like how they sketches come out. I have other ideas for drawings too but none are fleshed out, they are pretty rough ideas, and when I try to figure out how to go about drawing them, I end up staring at a blank page for far too long. Not
K first off. Don't worry about the mood. I just wanted to use the dude with the scythe. Just had to get that out there.
Anyway, there are a few things about myself I really dislike about myself. Now I'm sure everyone does but for me there are just things I either hate myself for. Perhaps for the wrong reasons but whatever. And some are things I'll be honest I do n;t ever feel comfortable talking to anyone about. So I've started to try and change some of those things. Kinda rewire my mind. or parts of it anyway. For lack of better words, I'm trying to change myself, or at least those aspects of myself I dislike the most. I've already done a f