"...But in this heart of darkness Our hope lies lost and torn; All flame like love is fleeting When there's no hope anymore...." Hope (Apocalyptica feat. Matthias Sayer) Sometimes there are moments in life, when it seems that it is emptiness inside. It grows and every breath becomes very painful, because it takes more and more place. It needs to be filled with something. Third part of me life I tried to fill it with self injury. It helped for a while. Pain refreshed thoughts and it seemed like everything was Ok, it was something inside of my chest and the pain from the cuts was better than nothing. Now I try not to cut myself, even if I w...