So, Umm, H-hi. This is my first time making a vlog, and I'm really shy, but I'm gonna try my best! Up until recently, I wasn't really, you know, a girl. I always wanted to be one, but thought it was impossible. Even if I did hormones and got the surgery, I could never bear children, nor did I have the childhood or upbringing of a girl. I hated it! I was 32 years old, and had just gotten laid off from yet another IT job. Apparently I wasn't fast enough. My problem was that I cared too much about the details, and thus took longer to do my work. No one cares about details anymore, only speed! Ugh! It's totally not fair! I hated IT, I hated mysel

Part 1 - The Trip Here we were, it was Thursday before the big convention in the next state over, And I was just about done packing. I normally don't do out of state conventions, but this is like the biggest convention in the entire area. This convention was going to be great, because I had the perfect cosplay planned. See, I'm planning to do a crossplay for the first time ever. I'll be crossplaying my favorite character from Touhou project Reimu. I had to pull a lot of extra shifts at my job, to afford this, and I am so broke, I had to volunteer at the convention to pay for my badge, and room with 10 other people, but it will be so worth it