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1. I haven't known you long, but you're sort of a mentor to me, even though we're the same age. You've seen so much more of the world, and you've brought a new kind of knowledge that I can learn from, and I try to absorb it like a sponge. At the same time, I have come to know that you're as human as I am, not that ethereal, elfish being I saw you as before. But, despite the faults I know you possess, that makes you all the more dear to me. You seem so distant sometimes, and that frightens a lot of people. It used to frighten me, but that was before you opened up into the bright, caring, strong, but ultimately quiet person I know you to be.

2. We haven't even known each other that long either, and yet I feel like I've known you all of my life. From that tiny little link that brought us together, we've grown something grand and ridiculously fun. I know you're working a lot this summer, so we don't get to talk much, but we never seem to drift apart. You have the peculiar talent of being able to cheer me up even when I'm at my gloomiest. You make me feel so happy and alive, when I'm bickering back and forth with you and ranting about the most random things. And one of the best things? You never judge anything I say, no matter how off the wall or fucked up it may be.

3. I would do anything for you, you know that? I know sometimes it seems like I'm always quiet, and contrary, and neurotic, and don't want to talk to you; I may tend to be quiet at times, and I know I'm contrary and neurotic, but I always want to talk to you. Sometimes I'm quiet because I don't want to bug you if you're busy. You're one of my best friends, and I love you. I hope our maniac carnival never sees an end. You've taught me so much in the years I've known you, and thank you. I wouldn't be who I am today without you. I can't even express all the things I could say here, because I'd be rambling on and on for the rest of my life.

4. I miss you so much. I know you're really not that far out of my reach, but I'm more introverted than I seem at first glance. I want to call you, but I'm afraid of my own lack of skill at phone conversations. You're one of the major pillars of my life, and I don't want to lose you.

5. We don't talk hardly at all anymore. You've moved on in your life, and I wish you all the happiness in the world. You deserve it. But sometime, you should come back and plot devious plots with me.

6. Sometimes, you make me mad enough to kill, but I love you anyway. Our friendship is a little strange, having transformed from one thing into another, but... I feel comfortable in it still, it at least so far. Sometimes, I'm a little afraid of you. I want to make you proud, but occasionally I feel like nothing I do can ever please you. But you're another one of those major pillars, and without you I would topple.

7. We started off as enemies, and then became friends. Now, without you knowing it, we're almost back to being enemies again. I like you, but... I don't think you're healthy for me. It breaks my heart, the way we and all the others have drifted apart. I wonder sometimes if the better days I remember ever existed. I still have fond memories, whether they're real or not. I think, now, I don't really care one way or the other; we were friends, once, and that's all that matters.

8. You were my best friend, once. I loved you with all that I had, and you threw it away. We are arguably "friends" now, again, after I finally grew up and forgave you and stopped angsting about the fact that I couldn't control the outcome. It makes me laugh, now, to see how pathetic you've become; perhaps that's just my own arrogance talking, but... I am so glad I escaped your clutches. I wish the best for you, but I want no part in your nonsense. You can't even see past my smile when I'm lying through my teeth; does that make me a bad person, or you?

9. I've admired you a long time from afar, and was always sad that we'd drifted apart. I think that will change, now. If I ever seem like I'm distant or aloof, I assure you I'm not doing it on purpose. I'm just shy, despite how little I seem to be at first. I can't tell you how glad I am that a little twist of fate threw us together again.

10. At times I'm not sure if I love you or hate you. But I think, ultimately, despite all the times we clash over stupid things, and all the times we drive each other up a wall, I love you. I hope you love me too, no matter the natural rivalry between us. You're one of my greatest friends... even if we always feel like we have to beat each other at everything.

11. You're one of those people who I'd never have thought to be friends with, save for the anonymity the internet gave us at first. That's not to say I dislike you... It's simply that you're vastly older than me, and halfway across the world. I can't tell you how much I value your insight, and I hope you're doing well. I love talking to you.
Eleven random musings directed at eleven people who are close to me, or have been at some point. In two months or so, I'll come back and do it again, for the same people.

I ganked this from :iconartheeria: , who got it from :iconebony-snow: .

The rules:

+ List 11 things you want to say to 11 different people.
+ Don't say who they pertain to.
+ Feel free to comment, but don't confirm or answer anything.
+ Never discuss it again.
Artheeria Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
:heart: Thank you for letting me nosey, sweetness.
Artheeria Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
*le sigh* As always, big fail with typing.
Zap-Ardendaeas Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2009  Student Writer
You're most welcome. ^_^ No worries about the typing.
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