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the day i grew up (you said grow up, kid)
the day my parents left me
i stopped seeing anything
but white
white walls
white floors
white curtains
blocking out white light
my heart was full of colors
but i never looked in
i was scared that if i opened up my chest
i would bleed out color
all over my sanitized sinless room
i would bleed and bleed and bleed
until i drowned
choking on mostly blue
that whatever color belonged to the sky
would just fall like tears from my eyes
I put all my brushes in a box
and checked every few mins to make sure it was locked
i buried my head in waves of music
and never learned how to read an analog clock.
I told myself I was a dreamer
and hoped my life was sleeping
that'd id wake up tomorrow
and my heart wouldn't be screaming
that my father would stand up
so my mother would stop screeching
They asked me if i was happy
i told them 'im so happy i could sing'
cuz they didn't ask me for the truth
and somehow how i knew it wouldn't change a thing
The day my dad died
I wished i could kill the world
i woke
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calling
There's an exorcist waiting for my phone-call
begging me to take you out of my baby-heart
ive been pacing and pulling on my index finger
crying asking daddy to pray for me again
but jesus never gave me the assurance i needed
placating those prayers with broken smiles and nods
"thank you."
for trying
but i still feel like i'm dying
forcing the cold tingling devil from overcoming my body
the worst feeling i know
the one creepy thing i never show
there's an exorcist waiting for my phone-call
begging me to let out my demons
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Into the strange
Deeply sad I am an anchor
Without the weight I'll float away
I live in a bubble
Of disconnection
and emotional decay
I knock on glass
but it makes no sound
I scream - LET ME OUT! -
but silence says nothing,
there's no one around.
I'm so used to feeling lonely,
that it's become my friend,
I feel it watching me,
with distant affection
I say nothing to you
and so you have no clue
that some days I'm going to kill myself
and other days
I'm just blue
I don't want your help,
or a lending hand
you don't know how to listen
and I don't know how to trust
You see,
I'm a doubting thomas
I doubt anyone
is as sincere as me.
It feels good when I'm
given things straight
I don't like your comfort,
you give it because
it's what friends should do
it's fake
I might be really picky,
maybe inside a little mean
because inside I'm full of wrath and violent rage
but all you see is steam
I hold myself in,
so you don't feel the heat.
But truly I'm losing
my sense of intimacy
I'm only half of the person
that I am
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I am an experimental, freelance, self-taught artist. If I'm curious, I'll do it. My style and focus varies, as I am constantly trying new things. I work with emotions and conceptual ideas. It's not about taking photos, it's about telling stories.


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CaseyDN Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2019  Hobbyist Photographer
Happy Birthday Liz!

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Kaiser-969 Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2019
Happy b-day!!! :party::iconcake-plz:
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AnnaZLove Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2019  Hobbyist General Artist
Many thanks for watching! In love  
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MysticDuskaStudios Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
welcome to :iconliterature-showcase: !
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TheMan268 Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2018  Hobbyist Photographer
 :boogie: :party: :iconfuncakeplz: Cake FOR Bday by KmyGraphic :iconfuncakeplz: :party: :boogie:
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