Wish You AwaySome day I will wish you away
The pain you have caused tears me from the inside out
And yet you stand infront of me today
Telling me you have changed!
I told you once that the hatered I felt towared you is real
Nothng you can say will change my mind
Once before I did love you
But on that once faithfull night
That all changed
The blood on my knife could tell you that
Her screams brought me nightmares
YOU said that it wasn't real
YOU said it was only a dream
But I know that is WAS real
I know that you are nothing but a lier
But the pain in my heart is real too
It aches for your arms around me
Your comfort words brought me peace when I was scared
I lust more your soft voice
To once agian sing me to sleep
I want you to know that
I may hate you
I may never want to see you agian
But at the same time
I love you with all my heart
And that will never change
So I may never wish you away
It's stupid. How can I love you, when we just met?
I guess it was how you just went on and on about how I should love life.
But, it was so annoying. I told you so many times to shut up.
And yet you went on. not even paying me any mind.
You agian appered before me the next day.
I was so captured by your peppyness, that I forgot your name.
Then, it came to me. Your name that is.
It's strange. You are the light in my dark sky.
To bad that this is the end.
I know I will never see you agian.
Stolen_7Okay. This wasn't the weekend I had planned. His father dragged me down the path to his car. Then tossed me in the back, like tossing in a backpack full of nothing.
"You see Sam? You will never win. You fought the law, and now the law won." He snickered.
"Dad?" Frank asked running up to his fathers side. "What are you doing?"
"Called throwing out the trash son. She is a wanted criminal, nothing but a nasty theif."
I snorted and sat up. (Which was hard to do with the stupid hand cuffes.) "Cleaner then you are. When was the last time you took a shower 'Sir'?"
"You be quiet." He snapped, throwing me a nasty glare.
"Oh. Okay. So i can't say anything? Oh yeah! The right to remain silanced. Now I remember."
"I said be guiet!!"
"Dad stop! She didn't do anything!" Now it was Franks turn to argue.
Sitting back I smiled. This was going to be good. Father agianst son. Nothing better.
"You wanna bet boy? She stole a wii system. A 400 doller wii system!!"
"SO? People get murdered everyda
I had to say, my parents were annoying now. I was happy when we were safly in his house. Dropping to the couch that sat infornt of a large window I watched her hummer leave. It was disturbing, I liked it the way it was before. Feeling someone waching me I slightly turned. Frank leaned agianst the far wall, smiling at me.
"What?" I asked irratated.
He shrugged and began to come closer. "What are you going to do now?"
"Huh? W-what do you mean?" Now I was starting to feel very uncomfortable, nervise. Something was up, and what ever it was, i didn't like it.
"You are now a prisoner in my house. So what are you going to do to get out?"
I shrinked back into the couch. Not liking what I got myself into. "Your not going to do anything to me."
He smiled and stopped his advances. "You're right. Come on, let's get some lunch." Skipping off he headed for the what might be the kitchen. When he disappered I sat shocked. He was jokeing? That dark look was fake?! WHAT THE HELL?!! "Sam! Are you comeing
Broken I couldn't take it any more! I had to be with him. Ever since I stopped drinking, I craved him. But how could I do such a thing to Jamia? She was such a nice girl. And she made he claim to him first. The symbole of thier faithful and unfair love was the ring. That terrable ring!
Sitting in the booth I glared down at it. Wanting to rip it off.
"Sam! Are you listing?" Frank asled thumping my head.
"Huh?! What'd I miss?" I blinked, surprised.
"Ah,Sammy." Mary sighed, hugging me. "You are so oblivious sometimes."
Frowning I pushed away and pouted. Mikey laughed and pushed the basket of fries toward me.
"He said, you need to eat something or you're going to get sick." He explained. "Tha was some preformance you had."
"Yeah. Phenomenial!" Frank grinned. " I loved the way you guys were so comfortable up there."
Blood and Tears
I frowned at the tears on your face.
Wanting to wipe them away I cried tears of blood.
Take the time to help me through.
Through the pain and suffering.
Could you take the pain of my suffering?
Could you see the saddness in my eyes?
I seen it in yours.
I seen it alll in the way you moved.
The way you smiled that fake smile of yours.
the way you said you loved me.
I knew for a fact that it wasn't true.
And yet I still believed.
I seen the tears.
I've tasted the blood.
I felt your pain.
Could you take my bloody tears?