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I know there's been a lot of negative energy going around in my statis posts right now, but it just won't be able to be wiped off

It's like everything ahead on the road of my life is just a blur

I feel like having no clear goal in every aspect of life right now

I once thought the suffering of last year has been washed out, but the truth is that it still persists

I know it's already time to make a change right now, but my body just physically don't wanna

It's a simple conflict but it just seem so hard to solve

Playing games just makes it worse

Sleeping makes it go away for a short while but it comes back as soon as I wake up

There's a lot of things I need to do but I just get so annoyed whenever I force myself to do them

I know it's wrong and bad that I don't wanna do what I'm supposed to do but there's something inside me that just doesn't wanna cooperate

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CartoonWatcher1234 Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2018
We all face that sometimes dude, we can relate, just hang in there.
Zack113 Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
But just hanging in there isn't enough... We all know there must be action taken to improve myself in order to get rid of all the suffering and loss, because I myself is the root of all the problems that I currently have.

But I just can't seem to focus myself on doing what I need to do. It doesn't just happen sometimes, it almost happens ALL THE TIME, it's just most of the time I don't even give a crap when I definitely need to.

I just suck.
CartoonWatcher1234 Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2018
Dude, "sucking" as you put it is the very nature of being human. We are imperfect creatures living in an imperfect world, trying desperately to achieve perfection.

As humans, it simply cannot be done.

We can acknowledge that we need to improve, we can even work our hardest to do so, but if we live with the mindset that unless we achieve perfection, we are failures, then that will lead to nothing but self-loathing.

Many people are "lazy" by default, and it is a very real problem in the world, it really is. But instead of agonizing over how lazy we are and thinking about how we'll never be able to change, look for a different way to confront the problem. Instead of beating yourself up, look for people in your life who can help you GET BACK UP instead so you can KEEP GOING.

It's called accountability, find someone you can trust who can keep you accountable and keep you on the right track. It is not shameful to ask for help.
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