It's strange to see the differences
It's strange to see this life
I'm trying so hard to understand
For what these strangers strive
I don't know why they would do things
Exactly the way they do
I do things in such other ways
Like back home with my crew
But people here don't seem to get
My what and why as well
So maybe I'm not that alone
Still waiting for the bell
These lessons here don't seem to end
Continue in the next room
Without the bell to break them up
Keep spreading out their doom
Save me from this life
'cause I can't live it this way
Take me away from here
I don't care what others say
I just know I want to leave
Get away from this hell
I can never find my place
I don't take what they sell
All those words about a life
I'll never be fitting in
All these so-called solving methods
They'll never work for my kind of sin
Whatever they say won't make it better
Just more complicated for me
I need to flee from all these people
So I can be who I need to be..
I can't take this anymore
The smile gets too hard to fake
Feels like I'm drowning in misery
Ruining everything I make
I don't want to go on like this
Need to pack my bags and leave
Leave this life of guilt and pain
But would anyone believe
It's not their fault, I'm to blame
They're wonderful and nice
I just don't know how to bear
My own damned body and mind
How could I explain but not tell why
When I feel the need to talk
Whatever I'd tell them would be false
I just need to know how to thank
..let me go
I need to do this
Why am I feeling so bluntly alone
While I'm surrounded by people
I'm suffering daily, losing my hope
Figuring I'm not myself
I didn't feel like this before
It's something of the last year
Leaves my throat and eyes so sore
Cause crying eases the pain
As some of you might know, Sonata Arctica's webshop went through a clean-up, and they got rid of alot of the classic, older products... Remember the horribly-designed but eccentrically adorable anti-mosquito shirt of Tony's? ... It's gone! But worse than that, the layered Unia shirt that is just outright beautiful (And only as old as 07) is gone... I can't even begin to imagine why.
Ok, here's my horror story involving that discovery and why you should care! (You can skip to the next paragraph if you just want to know why to care :rofl:)... When I discovered Sonata Arctica, it was during the Unia album phase, and I came to really really love
I stole this from google :)
[ ] - Dust scares you.
[ ] - Your mother had more than 2 children.
[ ] - You are a smoker.
[x] - You drink a lot.(water, some soda, finlandia when able, some beer)
[x] - You like to write.
[ ] - You are religious. (Only to the earth, it's spirits and entities. It's energies.)
[ ] - You like to burn candles. (Only if Roleplaying)
[x] - You prefer juice or water over soda.
[x] - You have ridden a horse.
TOTAL SO FAR = 4
[ ] - You have done drugs.
[ ] - You are currently a drug addict.
[x] - You are very artistic.
[x] - You like stuffed animals.
[ ] - You are attracted to shiny things.
[x] - You have e
Part of my finger got chopped off today.
For those that don't know, I started a new job recently. FINALLY. I work in the deli section in a local grocery store... and today, the deli's meat slicer got the best of me, just before my shift was over. :cry:
I lost the top right corner of my right hand's middle finger, so no drawing or piano for me until the 9th of September. I had to get three stitches and a splint. :|
Peggy (my boss, awesome woman) drove me to the town's only doctor/clinic... but the stupid place closed at noon. GO FIGURE. So we go back to the workplace to contact management and my dad shows up to get me... we go home, and aft