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Anxiety, depression, and the fear of addiction to pills.

The cure is also the curse. 

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emmathepug13 Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
I love that you're using your incredible talent to raise awareness for important matters, rather than just randomly spewing out useless pieces :) keep it up!
MaggieMoonwall Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2018
Screams at me, was a punch to the gut. I relate to this so heavily. I as forced onto medication as a child. Something was always wrong with me. I was too hyper. I didn't listen. I had mood swings around my period. All normal. Yet my guardians forced drugs down my throat. What they considered a cure all miracle. I ended up a monster who hated everyone and everything. This screamed that for me. Beautiful piece. Thankfully I'm not that anymore but... damn yo.
GremlinCat Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
awesome picture, really like the composition and colors 
Nerea1296 Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2017  Student Digital Artist
Hey...Just saw the exact same pose on this piece, but with a different character :->…
So, I'm not really sure if it'd be considered art thiefting (I think it is)...But I least I wanted you to know!
JoeyMik Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2017  Hobbyist
Damn, this is soooo AWESOME! I love it! <3 You are very very talented!
ecchhyy Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
oh my gosh I loveeeeeeeeee this <3
Wyzzel Featured By Owner May 3, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
I can´t finde words, which matches my feelings good enough, als I saw this!
DeepNoth Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2017
Out control.
TheOfficialLobst Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2017
Well this is quite something
LeWelded Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
The girl is really marvellous, I like it.
KukichArt Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2017
I love your "deep" artworks. Llama Emoji-10 (Shy) [V1]
They're just too amazing.
Anatic Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2016
You are amazing *o*  I'm your biggest fan!
Charlene-Art Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
I know that feeling :(
GiunTrym Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Im in loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee excited Star Butterfly icon excited Star Butterfly icon excited Star Butterfly icon excited Star Butterfly icon 
SarahHeavenBird Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2016  Student General Artist
ErixOliver Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2016  Professional Digital Artist
Very pretty :)
stellartcorsica Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2016  Professional Digital Artist
L3Moon-Studios Featured By Owner May 27, 2016  Professional General Artist
Oh dear...I just found this artwork today even tho I was watching you.

Its sad to hear that a lot have dealt this sickness. I would like to share what I know.

1. a lot feared the addiction of the pills because of the continuity of their anxiety. Its like you cant live without the pills, its not exactly addiction but more of its dependency and mind setting that you need your energy pills to get energize. But please not to worry, while you are taking the pills this helps you relax a bit, and while you're relaxing it will be easy for your doctor to talk to you. Your doctor just needs to know whats in your mind and how your anxiety started. Its like a body x-ray, once the doc sees the problem then they will help cure it.

2. For the pills again, once you feel relieve your anxiety gets lesser, you will also take lesser pills. So dont think too much that you will be addicted to the pills. This "rumor" of getting addicted to the pills is only adding more anxiety to you......So yeah, do not believe in such things. The pills is only for medication purposes, when you're cured you wont need them anymore.

3. Anxiety and depression has a shortcut cure, that is talk therapy. One of the best result is when you talk to very close family or friends who understand you and KNOWS you better inside out. Knows your bad habits as well as your good ones. If you have such people in your life, then try your best to prepare yourself and open up to them about your feelings. But as much as possible, DO NOT talk to anyone who are too negative in thinking, they are not helpful. Especially the forceful ones. Even if they are your parents, avoid them until they ASK the right questions. If by chance you dont know anyone who are close to you, there are good help online, its hard to find them but such helpful people are there. Look for support websites that can help you out. But dont loose hope if you cant find the right person, as anyone of us its really hard to find them from over millions or billions of people online.

well I hope this helps.
GrayScale23 Featured By Owner Edited May 17, 2016
I think this can relate to everyone. :-) nice work
DTG57 Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2016
Nice rendering of the concept :)
Lamentine Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2016  Professional Filmographer
Someone stole this and used this in their manipulation. 
SICK by sacchine
AdaEtahCinatas Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Awesome :blackrose:
Only-s-Daughter Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
The caption. it is so true. 
FreaK--OuT Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
wow..... I loved your artworks /o\
Kizzzzziiiii Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2016  Hobbyist
theknitter Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Just Stunning.
ketsamachan Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2016  Student General Artist
nalmas Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
escapism-alda Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2016
love this! defiinately can relate.. <3
PetalPotions Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I definitely know all of these feelings. The fear of addiction is the worst, because it drags anxiety and depression along with it.

In mid 2014, I started having head pain that wouldn't go away. Never once has it gone away to this day. After a year of seeing well over 20 doctors, some in other states, i've found a doctor that has actually helped me and is continuing to work with me instead of giving up like the rest. That's not the point though... Part of the help I get is the medication I need to go on with life and not be in pain, which is an opiod. 

I know it helps me stay alive, but I live in so much fear that i'll get addicted to them. It's such a vicious cycle. Know that it helps, but feel like i'm going to get addicted, but knowing that it helps, but fearing that i'm going to get addicted...

So, this piece speaks on a personal level with me. It captures the feeling of everything perfectly.
t-r-a-n-c-e Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2016  Student General Artist
This hit hard. I can relate. Well done. 
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umlando Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2016
eerie and evocative, visually beautiful and full of loss
irisv-c Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2015  Professional Traditional Artist
I Love this, you did a beautiful job! :clap:
BatCat200 Featured By Owner Edited Nov 14, 2015
Amazing as always!
im worried about going on medication but I'm going to have to anyway (my mums making me to help my anxiety)
i love the fact that you do art on serious matters such as this
keep up the good work!
Airyciel Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2015   Digital Artist
i really LOVE the artistic way you talk about important issues!
MariusForbid Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Jeez i love your art.. this one is so good!
Larathain Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2015
What pills do you fear to be addicted to? Curiously...
JenniferWeekley Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2015  Professional General Artist
How did I miss this one?! Gorgeous painting and a good visual representation of the struggle mental illness and medication/side-effects brings to people's lives. 
Oulana Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Super awesome!!!!!Stare 
DrawingOfBen Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2015
awesome! I love it!
LaFlem Featured By Owner May 25, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Good,so good !And that illustrate perfectly how you become trapped when you are ignorant enough to take the chemical drugs provided by the so call "modern" medicine.
Removing only the symptoms without the causes of those,the patient need to take therefor medication again and again,and each time in more massive doses because of the adaptability of the body.
But the causes are still there and create new symptoms all the time,the western medicine make me want to throw up and remove some heads from their shoulders,it's an evil system who trap ignorant people's and basically turn them into powerless drug addicts,without healing them of course,like that the patient need to pay and pay again until he is eventually so weak and so overloaded with chemicals than he end up by dying.
Educate yourself people!
Chinese medicine,Native American medecine,and many others use plants and different gentle technique mostly for prevention and are mutch more reliable than the corporate bullshit,money hungry Western Medecine.
saicing Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Calm down, Paul! China's just as corrupt as the west, and has always been.
LaFlem Featured By Owner Edited Sep 23, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
A medicine using natural plants,acupuncture,acupressure,massages,heat, specific alimentation,specific practice and exercise,before even than the patient turn sick is infinitely less corrupt than a medicine using artificial chemical drugs...once the patient is sick,making in sort to make him even more sick.
Cottonera Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2015  Student General Artist
I think you need to calm down a bit, some people do in fact need medication to manage while they also get psychiatric help. Its not for everyone, and some people react badly to certain medications. But that doesn't mean it should be discarded all together. (Source: I'm a mental health patient who uses a combo of exercise, eating well and anti anxiety medication and psychological techniques.)

Also traditional medicine isn't always the best route. It can help no doubt if theres actual scientific proof behind why it helps. But there is a LOT of natural medicine that is pure quackery. (ie using black salve to treat cancer being an common example.) I'd also like to point out that its not 'western medicine' but actually modern medicine. If you rejected all so called western medicine you wouldn't have vaccines, antibiotics, hayfever medication, pain relievers to make surgery less painful and survivable, or important medical marvels such as pacemakers, cochlear implants, hip/joint replacements, or the chance to have your organs replaced if they fail (ie kidney failure being a common example.)
LaFlem Featured By Owner Edited Sep 23, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Ha ha sorry if I seem a bit pationated or even extremist.
I learned recently than it's a trait of my personality to provoke and throw picks at people,no wickedness just a way for having a reaction,and talking about what no one is brave enough to talk about,a way to shake the status quo and the taboos.
I don't reject everything of the modern medicine,just what's wrong.
Chemical drugs,chemotherapy and chemical treatments,chemical pain killers are doing nothing good,even if it seems so at the beginning.

Cancer is the perfect example for see the kind of scam which is going on.

Cancer can be cure through canabis oil (more than enough proofs of that now) or even less expansive, by simply fasting and eating aliments who contain natural anti-cancerous elements like grapes,carrots,ginganber,turmeric and many more.
Cancer is caused by an overload of acidity in one's body,often caused by the way oneself is alimenting (too much meats,sugars,food with chemicals,food lacking nutrients), by stress and negative emotions and many other factors who help the release of acidity in the body (yes stress is one of them).

Anyway according to modern medicine the best way to health cancer is to overload your system with basically they inject in your bloodstream a massive dose of really nasty chemicals.....are you guys fucking retard to allow them to do that or what?

The cancer may be gone after a couple of chemios yes (everything is gone...your hairs too) but the cause of it is even worse than before....Ho yeah i forgot to precise than you have to pay 10000 dollars for one Chemiotheraphy and than they ask you to do many.

See what I am talking about here?
AngieMyst Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Well said!
sadistic-virile Featured By Owner May 16, 2015
So beautiful! I wish you would submit it for print. I'll love to buy one. 
UntoldPromises Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Amazing! So deep and powerful. Well done!
Aincha Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2015
Please please make it a wallpaper
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