Hey guys, it's been a while, huh?
I know I've technically been back for the past month now, but I thought I should probably explain myself, at least a little.
The truth is: School has been kicking my ass like never before, for the past ore-than-a-year I was gone. When I disappeared,
that was really when school was kicking my ass. At the time, I actually barely drew anything more than doodles and I was either
too art-blocked or too depressed to share anything. Most of what I've been trying to keep alive was RPing over on Tumblr*or
you know... my grades. But, obviously, that didn't work out. I've been repeatedly failing my math and French classes** and
last year it really fucked me up, which caused me to fail ll of my classes because I was just... too depressed. Because of that,
I was forced into afternoon classes, until my grades stopped being bullshit, after a year. You can only do max 3 classes in a
session***, so it helped me take my time, only having 3 classes in a week. I have been passing my classes again, actually,
except for French, I just suck at grammar;;;;
I also want to point out that... I've been dealing with Anxiety and Depression almost my whole life, for reasons that I don't feel
like getting into. It sucks, it always did, but drawing helps me relax a lot. Not just that, but also actually going to a therapist,
last year, helped me a lot. For a reason or another... recently, I've been slacking again. I haven't been drawing as much and I
constantly forget to take another appointment to go to therapy and my grades are going down again and I feel awful, at least,
50% of the time. And by awful I mean it ranges between feeling like I'm the Void itself or getting panic/anxiety attacks for
the most minor shit. I've taken 2 classes instead of 3****, and I'm trying to do small things to help me out like going out
more and...... eventually remember to contact my therapist;;;;
Either way, thanks for your patience, like I said in the first drawing I posted since my disappearance, I'll be gradually posting
all of the drawings that I've drawn since I've been gone with the original date I drew it until I catch up to current date stuff.
I'll post them in small bursts because I'm busy because of school or I forget sometimes.
Anyway, don't be like me guys and take care of yourselves rhrtgserhsthdg
*look up "drawn-to-space" I have more muses but, they're side-blogs and I have a page where I put them all on that blog.
**I'm actually a French Canadian so, being in a French school, French classes are obligatory and it's my first language anyway.
***I'm in college now... whoop. Well... actually it's been 3 years but, whatever.
****well, technically 3 because, then I have to do "summer classes" in P.E., but its just P.E. who fucking cares I need to Sport anyway lmao