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Et bien MERDE tout un CHIARD pour retrouver mon mot de passe sur DA
MERCI DA pour m'avoir ignorée,  pour n'avoir répondu à AUCUN de mes emails, AUCUNS de mes tickets !!!!
Je suis inexistante ! Ah oui !!!???????? Allez tous vous faire foutre !
Et encore c'est trop beau pour vous ... vous me faites chier, ça tombe bien je suis constipée
accro a la morphine, bande de gnoufs ... nioufs ....

Vous n'êtes que des incapables et des fumistes! et c'est si peu dire ...

Je suis vraiment très fâchée !!!!

Un petit portable sur lequel j'étais toujours loguee "in" me permet aujourd'hui"hui de revenir sur mon compte.

Toutes façons je sais bien, je peux écrire ce que je veux et n'importe quelle merde, de toutes façons rien de moi, pauvre petite conne, ne vous atteindra .... je peux dire ce que je veux ... Hein !!!! N'est-ce-pas ?

Pour ceux qui me suivent et qui m'aiment et surtout Fans de mes bébés :

Doodle, Doudou, ma Douce ...
N'est plus...

Tout est arrivé  si vite : Lymphoma Insulinoma, paroi de  l'intestin ou de l'estomac amincit par le prednisone ... fissure ... et gaz plein le petit vente .... intoxication ...

Et merde , franchement j'aurai voulu que le vet me gaze avec elle et me pique dans le cœur  pour m'injecter cette mort rose en plein cœur.

Oui je suis restée avec elle tout le long et si pacte avec le  diable avait été possible ...

Insipide
Je voudrai mourir ... eux sont tous morts ...
La maison vide, le lit vide, tout est vide
Néant
Les souvenirs ... Ah! Ahhhh oui les souvenirs ...
sont comme  des poignards dans le cœur ....
La Mort rose, mais pas assez rose
parce que je ne meurs pas moi!

Ostie je suis toujours en VIE avec mes souvenirs !

Qu'est -ce ça donne ?

Tue moi espèce d'ignorant
Chien sale d' ecoeurant
Je veux partir moi aussi!
Pour être avec elle
Pour être avec lui
Pour être avec eux

Toux ceux qui me laissent des souvenirs
Qui ne sont tortures  
Et sel sur mes plaies

Douleurs
Je pourrais souffrir mille maux
Cracher tout mon venin
Vomir mes tripes
Ah oui ouii ouiiiiii
M'écarter les cotes a mains nues
et
M'arracher le cœur

Mourir !
C'est ça de t0ute façon la vie ... c'est juste mourir
Un petit peu
Un petit peu plus chaque jour ...

Chaque jour est trop long...
Ramène moi mes bébés

Et en plus t'es sourd
RAMÈNE MOI MES BÉBÉS !

MORT!
Je meurs déjà
Insipide?
Mon âme sent les patates pourries
Un corps vivant et tout pourrit  en dedans

LE TEMPS
Laisse le temps ...
le Temps fait sa besogne et la souffrance s'adoucit
VA DONC CHIER MAUDIT TABERNACLE !
MANGE DONC D' LA MARDE !
Ostie temps de merde ...
Tu m' ecoeures !
Va donc chiez ... allez tous chiez et beurrer vous au nom de Saint-Temps !

Nirvana
Vous n'avez rien compris !
Je suis certaine que vous n'avez rien compris ...( soupirs...)
Allez ... allez ..... ALLEZ !!!
Combien d'entre vous ont trouvé le Nirvana juste en enfouissant sa tête
Dans la fourrure d'un furet  ?

Je le savais !

Combien d'entre vous a respiré, humé ... la queue d'un furet ?

Je le savais, vous n'avez rien compris...
 
ON VIENT DE M'ENLEVER MON OXIGENE !
Ma source de vie...
Je ne suis plus ...

RIEN



In English ? Depending how is the interest I will do the translation.
If someone understand what I feel and want to translate ... tell me ..







 
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With a broken heart, just to let you know my lil Bear, Petit Ours, left us yesterday morning after a long night of seizures. I bring him to the vet at the opening door to help him to cross the bridge, to stop his pain, scream and fear.

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Lil Bear - October 18 2004 - March 08 2013

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Three entries Three winners, even with only three entries it was so hard to decide who will be the first, second and third winner. I Love the final work of the tree contestants. Each one is different, original and has its own style.
I am happy to have running my first contest yukkabelle.deviantart.com/jour…?, it is a great success because Edwin, Jake, Christian did take it seriously and have done  a great work with fabulous results :heart:

Thank you so much for all what you have done :hug:

3D Exhibition Contest winners

:clap: :clap: :clap:Congratulations to all of you :clap: :clap: :clap:
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:winner: First Place xcEmUx :iconxcemux: with
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Panorama
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Gallery Contest Entry Panorama by xcEmUx



:winner: Second Place galacticfan :icongalacticfan: with
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:winner: Third Place vaD-Endz  :iconvad-endz: with
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Their promise prizes


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:w00t: Christian xcEmUx :iconxcemux:

:bulletgreen: feature in my journal and in a Deviantart News

:bulletgreen: one Year DA subscription (or egal points)

:bulletgreen: from :iconsaperlipop:   3-month subscription

:bulletgreen: from :iconvaledhelven:  Journal features and Stamps

:bulletgreen:  from :iconhanafae:  Journal features and Llamas



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:w00t: Jake galacticfan :icongalacticfan:

:bulletgreen: feature in my journal and in a Deviantart News

:bulletgreen: 6 months DA subscription

:bulletgreen: from :iconvaledhelven:  Journal features and Stamps

:bulletgreen:  from :iconhanafae:  Journal features and Llamas




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:w00t:  Edwin vaD-Endz  :iconvad-endz:

:bulletgreen: feature in my journal and in a Deviantart News

:bulletgreen: 3 months DA subscription

:bulletgreen: from :iconvaledhelven: Journal features and Stamps

:bulletgreen:  from :iconhanafae:  Journal features and Llamas




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Groups who have supported my contest :heart:

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Marie-Agnes aka Yukkabelle or Yukka :heart:

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:iconrhaynes37: Helping Ferrets Shelters & Rescues ... Raffles & Auctions ! :iconrhaynes37:


All my friends know that I am totally devoted to this gold creature : Ferret ! It is why this news is about Ferrets, but what I am writing here can be applied to any Shelters and Rescues not only for ferrets but for other animals and also for those community groups who are helping humans in need.

The first part of this article is about how I help the Ferrets Shelters & Rescues with what I have in my hands : My photography.

But YOU, if you want it, you can also help them, and I will explain how in the second part of this article. So go and please read if you are interested . I  don't want to sound presumptuous, I just wish motivate people to see how it can be easy to donate or to help and bring them to participate in a way or another.  At this time I see shelters closing their doors, due to the bad economy which struggles them.

Don't forget : To donate is to receive ! How gratifying can be to know that what you do is useful !  
And by sharing what I do I hope to show you that it is possible.

Deviantart is a big community regrouping Artists, we have so many big talented persons here. Some are known and some others don't ...

Does happened to you to feel sad to see your Art giving you nothing motivating ? You know your Art is good, but ... to be on the market is not easy, people haven't money, there are competitors, advertising costs money and time.

To give up is sometimes the more easy way for us to stop frustrations ...

But if your Art can at least be helpful ... Why Not to continue ?


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So what ? ... Yes I give my Art, it is a donation.

Of course, I admit that I must to have my photo printed out and also I must to ship it to the winner or to the organizers. It cost money, but believe me it is worth for.

Organizers of events put my photos on raffles and on auctions to raise money for help Ferrets Shelters & Rescues to pay the high veterinary 's bills  and for all the care ferrets need :  food, beddings, laundry soap, products cleaner, litter, news paper litter pellets, pee pads, paper towels, gas for trip to the vet clinic,  treats, vitamins, supplements, toys,  and much much more ! All ferrets owners know how expensive is the care of ferrets, so imagine when it is for many ferrets !


I have retraced since the beginning who received my photos as donation and which photo was donated. I invite you to read the following of this in my blog that you can find here :

:bulletred: marie-agnesphotography.blogspot.com

ENJOY !!! As Always :D


AND NOW .... and what about YOU ? How and why you can help too :heart:

Why do they need help and will always need it ?

Sadly a lot of ferrets are abandoned for many reasons, some has been even abused and it happens to see horrific stories. For some, previous owners discovered that to have a ferret as pet, isn't for everybody, or there is also the new human baby who is coming, or a moving in a new apartment where pets are not allowed, in sad cases previous owners who is very sick (it is the story of my little Doodle, her previous mom is fighting a liver cancer. Doodle was given directly to me by her previous mom) and there is also owners with the bad economy and hard time to get a decent job, who have no more money to pay for the care of their ferrets.
Many reasons, each case is different, but for the "more fortunate" ferrets, there is hopefully  great people with the biggest heart  to rescue those little ones. Ferrets need a lot of care. Often very sick, in bad condition, treatments and vet care are so very expensive. Shelters don’t receive money for what they do. They are all volunteers. Many of them have a day work, and all their free time goes to their rescued little ones.

The ferret community try by what they can to help to rise money for to pay the big vet bills, the food, the vitamins, supplements, litters pans, news papers pellets for the litter pans, beddings, hammocks, baskets, laundry soap, paper towels, cleaning products, even a dryer's machine,  and more ...

Raffles & auctions are ones of great and pleasant solutions for to help a shelter to raise money.
But there are also the "frolics" where all ferrets people meet each others, with their owns ferrets or not (it is depending the event rules).

All ferrets must be up to date with their vaccines and recently negative ADV tested !

What is "Frolic" ?  :  It is a family day all of fun and pleasure. There is all kinds of funny games, involving ferrets and humans.  Human food, cookies, cakes, sandwiches, snack, beverages,  a little fees for the entry, vendors, raffles, auctions, silents auctions. Sometimes veterinaries are invited and will give informations about medical things or about everything ferret ... People will be dedicated for nails trims, ears cleaning for the ferrets, for a small fee. There are also all kinds of contests for what you can register your ferret for $1 or $2 : the most big boy, the most big girl, more tiny boy, tiniest girl, longest tail, costume's contest ... And everybody are putting there hands in those funny events, and in the end of the day money will been happily counted and will  be used for the benefit of the ferrets Shelters for who the event was organized.

That is for money and fun, but we can also help Shelters & Rescues by being their volunteers : to come on their place, and to be their "hands helper" : clean the cages, clean the litter pans, make laundries, even to play with the rescued ferrets ... help with the trip to the vet clinic ...
You can be also a "Ferret Sitting", or be a "Family care" in the wait that the little ones find a forever home. It can be good for those who can't have ferrets forever, and will help for the need of "ferret fix" ;)

I think there is never End about how to help out !

Nobody are rich, me neither ... and it is not all of us who have enough money for to be able to give out ... but not everything cost money !

How can you help ?
- Share the words about raffles and events. If you are reading this, it is because you have Internet access, so write a note in your blog if you have one, or cross-post in forums where you belong, or in your journals, your facebook and tweeter ...
It will take just a few minutes of your time and will cost nothing to you. One of your friends or a stranger reader can be interested and will be perhaps able to help out. We never know ! so why not to try it :)

- If you have more time, ask the shelters in your area if they need hands helper, and become one of their volunteers.

- If you have skills or talent in anything : offer it as prizes for their Raffles and auctions and frolics. It is not obligatory to be ferret related, humans need things too, even if they don't need it, they will love to have it. Like I do with my photos (so I must to admit in my case, it costs money for the printer and shipping, and in another sphere it will perhaps cost you supplies, but not always if you have stock at home) so : photos, crocheted, knitting, drawings, paintings, cooking, maintaining their websites, make their flyers, business cards, craft-Art ...

You see ... ! ...  it can be easy ! and I have always thought that a person has always one talent in something.

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AUCTION AND RAFFLE RIGHT NOW !!!


10 days left ! Please help out :iconpenguinpleaseplz:

Two Ferrets Shelters are together holding Auction & Raffle

:bulletred:Kindness Matters Ferret Rescue,  from Georgia :
Owner : Debbie Whorley
Contact :  kindness-matters@comcast.net

And

:bulletred:Ferret Business of Georgia :
Owner :  Juliana Quadrozzi
Website :  www.petfinder.com/shelters/GA264.html


You will find all the informations and also all the wonderful prizes to win on those sites :


:bulletred:Ferret Rescue Benefit Auction   : fbogkmfra.blogspot.com/
Auctions end Saturday, October 29th 4:00 p.m. E.S.T.

:bulletred:Ferret Rescue Benefit Raffle  : fbogkmfrr.blogspot.com/
Raffle ends October 29, 2011

:la: You will have the chance to win two of my photography! :la:
One by auctions and the other one by buying tickets  


Because not all people are Ferrets related, but still want to help out the Ferrets Rescues, I decided to give  a beautiful Landscape Poster.
It is a corn field (?)  from Quebec Canada in a blue/green colors showing delicate and beautiful little pink flowers.

This photography is on the auction page. So if you want it, you need to bid on it !


Only 9 Bids on it ! Last bid at $23 !!!

:heart:Blue Breath :heart:
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Blue Breath by Yukkabelle

And of course the famous poster titled "Breeze of Japan" featuring my Beloved and gorgeous little Nahum ... I miss my baby so much, and still have blood going through my heart, but I am still glad that Nahum can help out other little ferrets.

This photography is on the Raffle page. So if you want it, you need to buy tickets !


:heart:Breeze of Japan:heart:
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Breeze of Japan by Yukkabelle

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The Malayan: Speedpaint by NinjaFerret22 Aren't I sweet. by Akayra Ferret oil painting by Qevna Whats that I See by caringheart269
Kyba by zalazny Saji Icon by Khamisu Appreciation by zalazny Lego el huron by MisterCoqui
One Ball Of Fuzzy Cuteness by Furretz Molly - incomplete. by TracieMacVean Portrait 45 by HeezDedJim
Toby in my Purse by punkchica06 Plushie: Claude the Ferret by Avanii Lin ref sheet by Avanii Flat Tired by JonShotFirst
Furret Chibi by Furretz Key Thief by NinjaFerret22 Art Dump: Ferrets by Cheezzle Watercolor Ferrets by Cheezzle
Mickey kidnapped... by HeezDedJim Ferret by Amarevia The Hoard by chilalisnowbird
Clyde + Bonnie: miss you by yamilink :thumb182050610:
Fluffy Little Ferret by Cadentza Nogu Aqua ferret by Cadentza Chloe portrait by punkchica06 Sad Fuzzy by chilalisnowbird
Just me by Qevna Peek-a-boo by Qevna Little Fretty by Crystal3006 Ferret by Metallica5477
Hey, whazup? by VamNeDam I Smile by adevilsdare Angel Baby J by JennyJennyBoBenny Jack II by Kearna
Itachi by Shizuku-Uzu Ferret Love by xelasminin Ferret picture by FerretGirl007 A Ferret Nap 2 by AtticusKZ

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