last night i was 2 weeks clean; maybe it was 3.
last night i was so upset i was in dire need to hurt myself.
last night i was so angry i took blades and stroked them against my skin.
last night was the night i felt the pain from taking eleven pills the night before.
last night was me crying on the floor, pouring my heart out to my girlfriend.
last night was me telling my parents 'fuck you'.
last night was when i gave up.
last night it all hurt too much.