Trigger Warning: contains mentions of self harm and suicide attempts... It's official. I've been a year clean of not self harming myself, and it's been 1 year and 7 months since my last suicide attempt. Life still sucks, and I do sometimes get thoughts to relapse, but I remain clean. I'm on antidepressants now and will be going back to therapy when I can. I will always have depression, anxiety, and PTSD, but I'm getting the help I'll need and things are starting to look up. I actually look forward to the future in hopes of everything I want to do. To celebrate I'll be doing a drawing of my self sona and that'll be my main focus for the next while. If you wanna join in on the celebration, feel free to draw any of my characters with the prompt of "Things are looking up". Come November 10th, I'll choose one drawing that really touches me and I'll do a drawing, AND a custom character as a prize. My characters can be found here: