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Amanda
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States
NOW ACCEPTING COMMISSIONS VIA PAYPAL!!!

$5 headshots, flat colors
$10 busts, flat color
or $15 busts with shading!!

Hey there! I'm a single mom who draws for fun and enjoys simpler things in life. I'm also a pretty heavy gamer when I can find the time. I have the best kiddo in the world, and he inspires me every day to just have fun and above all, be as patient as an egg. The egg doesn't go out looking for things to happen - prepare first, then sit, and wait for good things to come.

I AM A PUBLISHED AUTHOR ON AMAZON!!
Here's my book, only $2.99! Take a look! www.amazon.com/dp/B07BLL3DV7/r…
Interests
  • Listening to: Twenty One PIlots Vs. Maroon 5: gasoline heathens
  • Reading: The Girl Caught in the Spider's Web
  • Watching: Stranger Things
  • Playing: Monster Hunter Stories, Red Dead Redemption 2
  • Eating: Air
  • Drinking: Kiwi Strawberry flavored water
This time of year, I am usually already depressed. But since I got my stupid ass fired, i've been feeling even worse.  It's like, the more happy I feel about things, the more secure I feel, the harder the fall when I fuck it up or something comes along to yank the rug out from beneath me.  I just want to keep a steady job and make good money to get the things my family and I need and occasionally, the things we want, too.  It's been a bit of a roller coaster.  And today I had to beg my friends to let me borrow a couple bucks so I could grab some things to eat from the grocery store...

When I ask for commissions, it's not to supplement my income. It's to help me get from one week to the next. And I get regularly get zero commissions anyway.  I'm notbegging for handouts, or for business.  I just know that when times get tough, I wish I could count on commissions to get me through. Fact is, I can't.  I wonder how I can make it go ahead.  I'm exhausted. I wish I could just snap my fingers and start a new job at once without the interview - as that's the most stressful damn part for me.

It also doesn't help that I'm so miserable and pissed at myself and the world lately that I can't think properly.  I want to sleep but i can't sleep. i'd RATHER sleep sometimes.  I don't want to be alive any more.  I'm so sick of the fucking hustle, the struggle, the drama, the bullshit...

I dunno... I Just.. thought i'd see myself in a better place in 2019 but it looks like I'm still stuck in the same poor place I was before....

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Clownmonarch Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2017  Student
Thank you for faving my shit bro ; u ;
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yorukami Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yer welcome!
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HeadlessLioness Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thank you so much for the watch hun!:heart:
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yorukami Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're so very welcome! :D
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dr-science Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2017  Student General Artist
i havent logged in for ages but i did today and hi i love u : 3
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yorukami Featured By Owner May 1, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Come baaack!
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yorukami Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
OMG HELLO!!!
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SophieToast Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much for all the favorites :D
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yorukami Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Late reply is late. Thank you.
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