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Hi everyone. If you wondering what this artwork is about, lemme start from the bottom to the top.
Basically, I have been through some rough sht because I lost some of my good friends, and they booted me out of discord. I didn't mean to act like a asshole, I was just enrage and depressed of how I was forgotten and left behind. So now, I think they dislike me around and wanting my life gone. They don't talk to me no more.They gave me advises every now and then, but I end up throwing it in the trash can. The reason? I thought they would turn down on me, and it never gets solved.
I have been lashed, yelled, insulted, and chewed out by the same people who were trying to help me, and I have ruined it.
I became on hiatus on discord for 2 or 4 days, and some ppl noticed my discord name was to "Commit Suicide." I tried to do that to make the others happy, since they moved on to popular artists and don't care about me no more.
I called a good friend of mine a liar, a insult and stuff, and I have disrespected him alot. I tried to get along with him, but things won't work out. So now, I don't even know if they don't care about me or my life anymore. The main reason? I was tired of dealing with art beggers on twitter. That's what made me lash out on my good friends instead of the assholes who were just using me to get free art. I don't know what to do now since they won't talk to me anymore, I felt cold inside. like I am ready to take my life away.
You know what should I have done? Get a therapist, or get the hell off of social media. If I did that, who would talk to me? Who would laugh with me? Who would-(Yeah you get the rest.) Sure I have been an asshole in the past, but I am trying to improve myself. But I make things worse every. single. time.
I also scared them about to how to make a bomb in real life. I just wanted to know how criminals make a bomb on TV, that's all. My mom did get worried about me asking that, because she wanted to know If I was gonna make a bomb, to kill myself.
All I wanted to was to get noticed, loved and cared about, and this is what I get: Hatred.
I don't know what to do anymore, it's all my fault. I gotta take the blame and stop blaming others for this sht.
That's all I have to say. I will probably move to another website/community were people will never see me again since they hate me and wanting my life to end.
My folks were just looking out for me, and dislikes it when I have to deal with assholes online. How the hell am I gonna make this right?
The song:
Hi everyone. If you wondering what this artwork is about, lemme start from the bottom to the top.
Basically, I have been through some rough sht because I lost some of my good friends, and they booted me out of discord. I didn't mean to act like a asshole, I was just enrage and depressed of how I was forgotten and left behind. So now, I think they dislike me around and wanting my life gone. They don't talk to me no more.They gave me advises every now and then, but I end up throwing it in the trash can. The reason? I thought they would turn down on me, and it never gets solved.
I have been lashed, yelled, insulted, and chewed out by the same people who were trying to help me, and I have ruined it.
I became on hiatus on discord for 2 or 4 days, and some ppl noticed my discord name was to "Commit Suicide." I tried to do that to make the others happy, since they moved on to popular artists and don't care about me no more.
I called a good friend of mine a liar, a insult and stuff, and I have disrespected him alot. I tried to get along with him, but things won't work out. So now, I don't even know if they don't care about me or my life anymore. The main reason? I was tired of dealing with art beggers on twitter. That's what made me lash out on my good friends instead of the assholes who were just using me to get free art. I don't know what to do now since they won't talk to me anymore, I felt cold inside. like I am ready to take my life away.
You know what should I have done? Get a therapist, or get the hell off of social media. If I did that, who would talk to me? Who would laugh with me? Who would-(Yeah you get the rest.) Sure I have been an asshole in the past, but I am trying to improve myself. But I make things worse every. single. time.
I also scared them about to how to make a bomb in real life. I just wanted to know how criminals make a bomb on TV, that's all. My mom did get worried about me asking that, because she wanted to know If I was gonna make a bomb, to kill myself.
All I wanted to was to get noticed, loved and cared about, and this is what I get: Hatred.
I don't know what to do anymore, it's all my fault. I gotta take the blame and stop blaming others for this sht.
That's all I have to say. I will probably move to another website/community were people will never see me again since they hate me and wanting my life to end.
My folks were just looking out for me, and dislikes it when I have to deal with assholes online. How the hell am I gonna make this right?
The song:
Yeah
Everybody knows that I'm breaking down
Everybody knows I ain't fakin' now
Everybody knows my heart's vacant now
Yeah, she hates me now, I made mistakes, but now
I don't ever wanna be alone, I don't really ever feel at home
On my own, in the zone
That's the only way I know, feelin' low
'Bout to blow back up, here I go
I will never let the doubt creep in
Gotta pop a couple more Aspirin
I don't think I'll ever let you in
Easier to break it off as friends
I don't really understand myself
I don't really understand, need help
I don't wanna be left on the shelf
Couldn't even hear me if I yelled
It's so cold outside
I'm alone, I'm alright
It's so cold outside
I'm alone, I'm alright
Yeah, let's go
I don't wanna break down, always feel like I could break now
But I never let it take me to that place now
I won't ever let my thoughts get away now
I got better things to do, picking fate now
I just wanna be the best, call me great now
I don't know if I'm okay or insane now
I remember better days on the playground
Hoping I can find my way to a better place now
Even when I'm feeling down, I fight
Even when I don't know what is right
I'ma pick a side, and I'ma take pride
I will decide my fate and I
Will never let them tell me who I am
If you try to shape me, I'll be damned
Planted on the ground is where I stand
Never give up, that was always the plan
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