YokoSama

OH and a big HAPPY NEW YEAR'S to everyone! *tosses hands up in the air* One is Like never post journals anymore haha. Would anyone read them if I did? Or with all of DA's updates do you like the staus boards better? They to me feel like a ripoff of facebook and twiter but I guess thats all about how you use them? I think they are probably good if you going to start an art stream or something like but IDK for the average user how useful they are. Do you use them? Two I dont fave and comment on arts I watch as much and I really should. With that I wonder if thats a me thing or does anyone else catch themselves doing that? Im like, I watch them so I know I like their work. Then I realize that they cant see the pieces I like to keep and look at. So I am going to try and comment and fave a bit more on people who I already Watches stuff. :nods:

Three....I dont think I drew anything for any of the big holidays this year. Like a smaller thing for Halloween but nothing for any of the other holidays

Four I think I am in a bit of a rut. Like I draw the same things, or well the some OC's. I like my OCs but nothing really comes to mind anymore. This isnt new form me, I look back at my older stuff and see all these ideas and stuff and now my ideas all come from someone or something else and less of my own. IDK what to do about that *shrugs*

idk thats about all I had,lol just some brain dump stuff

HOLY SHIT! I have hit a quarter of a million views on my page *coughs* only took 14years *coughs* This...this deserves some sort of special art!! Since yall are my beautiful watchers who got me to this point what would you like to see? All suggestions are open! I will collect them and then make a poll to see what yall would like for this momentous occasion.

Things change, thats about the only thing that is constant in life. So I will be staying here. Just FYI.

A heaviness and a gaiety rest on my heart. Na a sense of something ending holds tight to me.

I finished the last book of a series I have been reading for the past 13 years. And it truelly is the last for even the author passed away not long after finishing this last book. It was not a sad ending, and like all the other books, it kept the suspense until the very very end. But it was a happy end, the desired events did happen and in a way that fits the series as a whole. It left my satisfied but also sad for as I said it was the end and no more would I read about the accounts and further adventures ofJacky Faber. 

A chance book my veiled eyes found in my high school library. A series that might of had far more influence over me then my conscious mind ever gave to it. A girl tossed out to the streets of London to fend for herself in the late 1780's decides to join a sailing vessel and see the world. But not as a girl, no she hides that fact and goes as a cabin boy....and that's just the beginning. There are 11 books in this series and in each one you go visit and see a part of the world and history through her eyes. Sometimes hidden in plane site as a lad, others overlooked as a girl, but always an adventure. By then end she had travest all the seas, and been all mannor of things from spy, solider, pirate captain, British naval leutenent, French solider, spy for both, River boat runner, bull rider, modle, convict, trapiese artist, and so many more things that the author skillfully weaves as of course the natural progression of life events for this young woman for when the series drew it it's close she had yet to reach her 20th year even. Yet that whole world knew of the name Jacky Faber in some fashion. She even had run in with important people and things in the past, a very short trip on the Pequot, the battle of Trafalgar, taking a carriage ride with Bonaparte, having dinner with King George, dreaded pirates of both the Caribbean as well as feared Chines junks and a dip down to Australia. You just never knew where Jacky would head to next and why; but you always knew there would be some cute lad- there to try and tempt her away from her one and true only James Fletcher- and adventure with a lot of excitement to come along too.

I am sad that I won't read any new accounts and adventures but I will always have the memories and books to go back and reflect or reread. As well as take a piece of the Jacky can do spirit with me into everything I do! I think she would approve of that.