Ive done very little of anything artistic past few years. I'm like stuck. The thing is, I have loads of these pictures collected.. When I watch a movie, or browse the net or whatever, I often see these images that catch my drift. And I love them, and they speak to me, and I take a screenshot or save the picture. And store them all. And I want to draw them more than ever, paint them, visualize them and bring into life and they flash in my thoughts. But somehow I just never get to it.
My lifes been a bit messy, I've been heartbroken, loosing friends, still missing my dead cat (hehe how goth did that just sound, but no really), overworked, tire
A lot has happened since I first registered in here. This whole summer has been a whirlwind. In subjectively speaking and in the weather too. It has rained so much up here, that the fish started to die in the rivers.
My dear 16 years old sweetheart died on cancer on 8th of june, and I have been devastated. Little before that I managed to get into a school, electricity as a major, that applied with the stress of the badly sick lifecompanion, frighting veterinarian (yes, its a cat) bills which I couldnt afford and everything else allmost took the best of me and my immunity crashed -> my health was terrible and I had hard time to keep up with t
hehe I dont have the slightest idea what this fella is talking about I haven't made any statements about adhd-people. hope your not dumb enough to refer and make a deal about my sig which is a silly joke I like a lot cause I'm a light technician myself. What comes to my knowledge about adhd-people you dont have even a tiniest clue how much I actually know, you dont even know if I'm adhd-person myself, so please dont make stumpy assumptions out of thin air like that, you are not telepathic enough