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Cacteens - my MYO design by yamiivix Cacteens - my MYO design :iconyamiivix:yamiivix 7 0 I'm back to drawing? TKB - Bakura/Akefia - Sketch by yamiivix I'm back to drawing? TKB - Bakura/Akefia - Sketch :iconyamiivix:yamiivix 6 1 Candy corn nubs by yamiivix Candy corn nubs :iconyamiivix:yamiivix 2 0 Vixxel - Commission by yamiivix Vixxel - Commission :iconyamiivix:yamiivix 4 3 George by yamiivix George :iconyamiivix:yamiivix 4 2 Jane - Ver 2 by yamiivix
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Dex by yamiivix Dex :iconyamiivix:yamiivix 3 2 Mercy - Commission by yamiivix Mercy - Commission :iconyamiivix:yamiivix 7 6 Karkat Painting by yamiivix Karkat Painting :iconyamiivix:yamiivix 4 2 Happy Birthday! by yamiivix Happy Birthday! :iconyamiivix:yamiivix 5 14 Sketch Request for c-bubbs by yamiivix Sketch Request for c-bubbs :iconyamiivix:yamiivix 12 4 Request 1 - Morgana for llsensi by yamiivix
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Bow Divider Black by Sukiie
Trans Pride Stamp by oceanstamps Transgender heart by Tiny-Forest-Prince [LGBT][PIXEL] Transgender Shiba Inu by Lepedi
Genderfluid Pride Stamp by oceanstamps genderfluid heart by Tiny-Forest-Prince [LGBT][PIXEL] Genderfluid Shiba Inu by Lepedi
Greysexuality by UsagiGami Graysexual Shibe by Lepedi
Bow Divider Black by Sukiie
My favorite Pokemon!
Banette Stamp by 404fggt 354 Banette by UsagiGami
Jolteon Stamp by Porygon-Z 135 Jolteon by UsagiGami
105 - Marowak by Marlenesstamps 105 Marowak by UsagiGami
The Love Of A Mother Stamp by kalot3000
Bow Divider Black by Sukiie
Stamp - Tablet User by firstfear Stamp - Paint Tool Sai User by firstfear
Bow Divider Black by Sukiie
Native American Stamp by Chiminix
Stamp: Goddess by 8manderz8
Bow Divider Black by Sukiie
I'm really not all that into Homestuck anymore, but fuck it:
Maid of Heart 2.0 by UsagiGami Heart by UsagiGami
Heart GIF by UsagiGami Heart GIF 2 by UsagiGami
Witch of Rage 2.0 by UsagiGami Rage by UsagiGami
Rage GIF by UsagiGami Rage GIF 2 by UsagiGami
Prospit Dreamer by UsagiGami Prospit Dreamer 2.0 by UsagiGami
Bow Divider Black by Sukiie
Fun stamps c;
UNGOOLIEVABLE Stamp by qg2004 Flavio Stamp by qg2004
Dun Dun Fan Stamp by qg2004 Katie Goo Fan Stamp by qg2004 Dun Dun and Leafy Fan stamp by qg2004
I love Pirates Stamp by StampMakerLKJ YGOTAS: Mr.Tweetums :Stamp: by LauNachtyr Ishizu YGOTAS Stamp by AutumnEmbers ATTENTION DUELISTS by Magica-28 Thiefshipping Stamp by aceIy Yugi by AzureRikkai

Ah, yes. #Aesthetic stamps.
Bleep You Stamp by qg2004 Red Converse by UsagiGami C'est la vie by UsagiGami Fire it up by UsagiGami shits lit by lapis-lazulie Desire by UsagiGami - Stamp: Nights for wi-fi, days for sleeping. - by ChicaTH Nocturnal by Toy-Soul Wings by UsagiGami Dandelion (stamp) by ELLlOTT

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  • Listening to: my dog bark at nothing
  • Reading: over what I wrote
  • Watching: shazam
  • Playing: ...shazam...
  • Drinking: PUMPKIN SPICE, B*TCHES

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Don't be a douche

This has been a PSA
Anyone wanna watch me struggle over this art hole?
I can try to stream on Twitch, I'm still learning streamlabs obs tho so there might be some tech difficulties...I'm also very shy.

But if you're interested, my Twitch is twitch.tv/vixinated

If you're interested in keeping me company while I suffer internally, gimme a follow and you'll know when I go live. I also post updates here if I am streaming and the program isn't causing any problems for me.

I'll be working on owed art and designs!
Also, comment and let me know if you're interested? Or if you even see this status update? Since I have an extremely small outreach ^^;;
Remember how I was really depressed and unable to do anything?
Well, my bipolar decided it was tired of being in depression and now I'm in manic state. So that's a thing. I may actually be productive, which is a very frail silver lining, but mania is never good. I'm super hyperactive, I take on a ton of things thinking I can change my work and my whole life so easily with all these plans in my mind and in reality, it'll be less than a week before it ends and I crash into depression again.

If I could have a stable mood, all the time, that fluctuates only at normal times, that would be fantastic 👌
I owe 3 MYO designs, 1 commission, and 3 gifts.
I am literally in such a bad place that I cannot even force myself to draw. It's awful and having bipolar sucks extremely badly because in periods of mania I have energy, I'm more upbeat and alert (albeit extremely easily distracted), and the entire world seems possible! I can do anything!
Except that's not true, it's my brain lying to me. Then when it drops and depression hits?
Everything I started sits collecting dust and the weight of owing things on my shoulders is so hard to bare I can't even manage it but I don't know what else to do, so I just feel absolutely horrible and like complete shit 24/7, and there's nothing I can do. I come off as this lazy, awful person who says they're going to do things and then either takes 10,000 years to actually DO them, or just drops/doesn't do them at all and wastes everyone's time at my own emotional expense all the while.

I just want a normal life. Even if my life went back to being what was considered "normal" to me, before becoming severely mentally ill and suffering multiple traumatic events I now have diagnosed PTSD from, it would be better than the hell that I'm in right now.

I have to wake up and realize that I'm nothing, and I'll never be anything. To keep hoping I'll live a normal life is to keep lying to myself. I don't want to lie to myself anymore.
154 days until I turn 23 and have accomplished nothing in 23 entire years of life.
Hooray

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:iconnemucha:
nemucha Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2018
Thanks for watching me Chiyo Fangirling Icon by Magical-Icon
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yamiivix Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2018  Student Digital Artist
You're very welcome! :3 ^u^
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raokuemei Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the watch 💕

it means a lot...
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yamiivix Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2018  Student Digital Artist
you're very welcome!! :D
thank you for taking the time to thank me! ;u; 
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Rilans-Fluff Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2018
Hello there ^.^/,

Thanks a lot for your fav. I'm glad you like my little sunbathing merman. Have a wonderful day!
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yamiivix Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2018  Student Digital Artist
I did! I was a lovely piece x3 plus, I love my mermen haha c: No problem!
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Agent505 Featured By Owner May 31, 2018  Professional Writer
Thanks for the fave :)
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yamiivix Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2018  Student Digital Artist
You're welcome! ^u^
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Torikii Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch!
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yamiivix Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2018  Student Digital Artist
you're welcome! ^u^
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