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About Varied / Hobbyist Core Member Elizabeth Marie ColemanFemale/United States Groups :iconcreatures-of-yugure: Creatures-of-Yugure
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Mo Turnaround Sheet - Animation Homework by xZethanyx Mo Turnaround Sheet - Animation Homework :iconxzethanyx:xZethanyx 2 0 Snowdrop's Thoughts - WFTW Thoughts Meme by xZethanyx Snowdrop's Thoughts - WFTW Thoughts Meme :iconxzethanyx:xZethanyx 8 3 Snowdrop 2019 by xZethanyx Snowdrop 2019 :iconxzethanyx:xZethanyx 5 1 Snowdrop | WFTW by xZethanyx Snowdrop | WFTW :iconxzethanyx:xZethanyx 11 3 Snowdrop Medallion 2019 by xZethanyx Snowdrop Medallion 2019 :iconxzethanyx:xZethanyx 8 1 Draw This Again - Lani by xZethanyx Draw This Again - Lani :iconxzethanyx:xZethanyx 0 0 Lani 2019 by xZethanyx Lani 2019 :iconxzethanyx:xZethanyx 3 2 2018 Summary of Art by xZethanyx 2018 Summary of Art :iconxzethanyx:xZethanyx 5 0 Elida Medallion by xZethanyx Elida Medallion :iconxzethanyx:xZethanyx 4 0 NCH | Character Sketches by xZethanyx NCH | Character Sketches :iconxzethanyx:xZethanyx 4 1 My Dragonsona Evolution by xZethanyx My Dragonsona Evolution :iconxzethanyx:xZethanyx 3 0 Collab - Caelilin by xZethanyx Collab - Caelilin :iconxzethanyx:xZethanyx 6 0 NCH | ''You are a memory.'' by xZethanyx NCH | ''You are a memory.'' :iconxzethanyx:xZethanyx 9 2 NCH | Liz's Stats by xZethanyx NCH | Liz's Stats :iconxzethanyx:xZethanyx 3 0 Black Tourmaline Necklace by xZethanyx Black Tourmaline Necklace :iconxzethanyx:xZethanyx 3 0 Lil' goth witch. by xZethanyx Lil' goth witch. :iconxzethanyx:xZethanyx 6 0

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Research in the mountains by rah-t Research in the mountains :iconrah-t:rah-t 187 6 Sisters by Redan23 Sisters :iconredan23:Redan23 89 3 Tortise And Hare[PA] by 5YM1 Tortise And Hare[PA] :icon5ym1:5YM1 14 3 experimental by weremars experimental :iconweremars:weremars 15 9 Finally Home by Moon-Steps Finally Home :iconmoon-steps:Moon-Steps 9 6 l Flower Girl l SC by Tuffy2001 l Flower Girl l SC :icontuffy2001:Tuffy2001 7 1 [TWWM] Auree by TrollGirl [TWWM] Auree :icontrollgirl:TrollGirl 110 11 [TWWM] Patron by TrollGirl [TWWM] Patron :icontrollgirl:TrollGirl 131 10 [TWWM] No Esks On The Moon by TrollGirl [TWWM] No Esks On The Moon :icontrollgirl:TrollGirl 257 27 Fairy by MantaTheMisukitty Fairy :iconmantathemisukitty:MantaTheMisukitty 32 2 Purple Radiation Commission by ccrabapples Purple Radiation Commission :iconccrabapples:ccrabapples 12 2 Earth Steals Hecate's Thunder by FoxDragonLover Earth Steals Hecate's Thunder :iconfoxdragonlover:FoxDragonLover 15 4 I have Chose To Prove Myself - TA by Valiant-I
Mature content
I have Chose To Prove Myself - TA :iconvaliant-i:Valiant-I 2 0
One Ear | War For The Warren by ocellifera One Ear | War For The Warren :iconocellifera:ocellifera 19 1 WotW - Ferru by VampireSelene13 WotW - Ferru :iconvampireselene13:VampireSelene13 28 19 WotW | Tyto by AdderLovely WotW | Tyto :iconadderlovely:AdderLovely 18 3

Commissions

Full Character with Background Commission
You may commission absolutely anything or any character you can think of as long as the requested commission is within my skill level.

Please include the following information in your commission:
-Reference(s) (Descriptions work as well. Just be thorough! ^^)
-Details - pose/expression/background/etc...

Additional characters are 3 USD more. (Ex: 3 characters total would cost 2600 Points or 26$.) PLEASE NOTE ME IF YOU WISH TO COMMISSION MORE THAN ONE CHARACTER!

You may pay with PayPal if you so wish.
paypal.me/LizColeman18
Full Character Commission
You may commission absolutely anything or any character you can think of as long as the requested commission is within my skill level.

Please include the following information in your commission:
-Reference(s) (Descriptions work as well. Just be thorough! ^^)
-Details - pose/expression/etc...

Additional characters are 2 USD more. (Ex: 3 characters total would cost 2100 Points or 21$.) PLEASE NOTE ME IF YOU WISH TO COMMISSION MORE THAN ONE CHARACTER!

You may pay with PayPal if you so wish.
paypal.me/LizColeman18
Crack/Ship Children
You may commission absolutely anything or any character you can think of as long as the requested commission is within my skill level.

Please include the following information in your commission:
-References for parents (Descriptions work as well. Just be thorough! ^^)
-Details - poses/expressions/etc...

Minimum/standard is one son and one daughter. Additional characters are 2 USD more. (Ex: 3 characters total would cost 1900 Points or 19$.) PLEASE NOTE ME IF YOU WISH TO COMMISSION MORE THAN TWO CHARACTERS!

You may pay with PayPal if you so wish.
paypal.me/LizColeman18
Upper-Body Character Shot
You may commission absolutely anything or any character you can think of as long as the requested commission is within my skill level.

Please include the following information in your commission:
-Reference(s) (Descriptions work as well. Just be thorough! ^^)
-Details - pose/expression/etc...

Additional characters are 2 USD more. (Ex: 3 characters total would cost 1900 Points or 19$.) PLEASE NOTE ME IF YOU WISH TO COMMISSION MORE THAN ONE CHARACTER!

You may pay with PayPal if you so wish.
paypal.me/LizColeman18
Character Head-Shot Commission
You may commission absolutely anything or any character you can think of as long as the requested commission is within my skill level.

Please include the following information in your commission:
-Reference(s) (Descriptions work as well. Just be thorough! ^^)
-Details - pose/expression/etc...

Additional characters are 2 USD more. (Ex: 3 characters total would cost 1900 Points or 19$.) PLEASE NOTE ME IF YOU WISH TO COMMISSION MORE THAN ONE CHARACTER!

You may pay with PayPal if you so wish.
paypal.me/LizColeman18
Line Art Commission
You may commission absolutely anything or any character you can think of as long as the requested commission is within my skill level.
YOU MAY NOT COLOR IN THIS LINE ART OR USE IT FOR ANY PERSONAL USES UNLESS EXPLICIT PERMISSION IS GIVEN!

Please include the following information in your commission:
-Reference(s) (Descriptions work as well. Just be thorough! ^^)
-Details - pose/expression/etc...

Additional characters are 2 USD more. (Ex: 3 characters total would cost 1400 Points or 14$.) PLEASE NOTE ME IF YOU WISH TO COMMISSION MORE THAN ONE CHARACTER!

You may pay with PayPal if you so wish.
paypal.me/LizColeman18
Sketch Commission
Cheapest commission.
You may commission absolutely anything or any character you can think of as long as the requested commission is within my skill level.

Please include the following information in your commission:
-Reference(s) (Descriptions work as well. Just be thorough! ^^)
-Details - pose/expression/etc...

Additional characters are 1 USD more. (Ex: 3 characters total would cost 700 Points or 7$.) PLEASE NOTE ME IF YOU WISH TO COMMISSION MORE THAN ONE CHARACTER!

You may pay with PayPal if you so wish.
paypal.me/LizColeman18

When it comes to plot in a rp group, how likely are you to participate in the story? 

63%
10 deviants said Likely. I like for my character to have at least some kind of influence.
19%
3 deviants said VERY LIKELY! I usually prefer to play as a main character that has direct influence.
13%
2 deviants said Indifferent. I could care less whether there's a plot or not.
6%
1 deviant said Not likely. I rarely - if ever - participate in the story.
0%
No deviants said Very unlikely. I actually prefer there to be no plot/story line in an rp group.

Falling in love with yourself.

Tue Jan 1, 2019, 5:04 PM
A wise goth once said that happiness - when you're depressed - is like a dog chasing a car. You are the dog and the car is happiness. You chase and chase this car for ever, but you have no idea what to do with it once you have it. It stops for you to catch up every once in a while but its not long before it takes off again. You only ever have it for a moment.

Happiness is not something you just obtain and have forever. Happiness is a state of being that can come and go. It's comprised of, not one big thing, but many little things. Happiness, when you're depressed, is a constantly fleeting emotion that always manages to escape you. Happiness comes from the inside out, not the outside in. Happiness comes from you, literally. It's a chemical reaction inside your brain.
No amount of expensive things or pretty lovers or happy friends ever seems to make me happy, because at the end of the day I am always reminded that I am me. I don't often like myself. I'm constantly reminded that I am this horrible, ugly, disgusting person that I don't want to be.

You only get one body; one face; one skeleton; one skin. You have to learn to love it, because its the only one you have. If you don't, you quickly find yourself in a whirlwind of self hatred and discontent. Learning to love yourself - when you initially hate yourself - is the hardest thing you can possibly do, but its worth it. Without a doubt, it is the hardest climb.
Fall in love with yourself as if you were an entirely different person. What does the best (not perfect) version of you look like? What do they sound like? What do they wear? What do they buy? What do they talk about? Would you love them for all of their bad parts as well as their good parts? Would you take care of them? If they had a self harming problem, what would you say to them?

My goal for 2019 is to fall in love with me again. In order to do that, I have to begin seeing myself as the person I am inside - not the person everyone perceives me to be. While we're all concerned with our value in other peoples' lives, what others think and feel about us is none of our business and it serves no true value. It doesn't matter. What does matter is what we think of ourselves. We are who we decide we are, not what others tell us we are.

My best version of me is beautiful - on the inside and on the outside.
She is a crybaby and she knows it. Crying is natural, after all.
She wears all kinds of gothy, dark stuff. She wears whatever the hell she feels like wearing because she likes the way it makes her feel.
She listens to all kinds of music, most of it being alternative progressive rock.
She loves her friends.
She is protective, creative, and artistic.
She is chubby with a lil squishy tummy and big, thick, strong thighs and she loves every inch of herself. She is safe and comfortable in her own body.
She takes care of her sensitive, pale, freckled skin.
She eats when she is hungry - not because she is bored.
She is her own best friend.
She loves nature and animals.
She takes good care of all living things.
She likes to spend time with nature and takes lots of refreshing walks.
She loves the rain.
And rabbits. Can't forget rabbits.

That is the version of me that I could fall in love with. I want to spend time with this me and get to know her better. She won't let past self hatred or past lovers or past events define her any more. She doesn't need to be anyone she doesn't want to be. She loves to take care of others, but she has to take care of herself first.

2019 will be my year to let better me come forth. Better me is sick and tired of sitting in the time-out corner all because the evil voice told her to. Better me has a brand new pair of combat boots coming in the mail ripe for kicking negativity's ass.

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UszatyArbuz Featured By Owner 20 hours ago   Digital Artist
ThankYouForTheFav by UszatyArbuz
and have a lovely Sunday :love:
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Akymari Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the favs! <3 ( ^ v ^ )
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kaoru-kamiya Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2018  Hobbyist Photographer
hello! thanks for the :+fav: :thanks:
Somebody left the gate open by kaoru-kamiya
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Misical Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2018  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav !
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UszatyArbuz Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2018   Digital Artist
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Cosmic-Fox99 Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2018  Student Digital Artist

Hello!! I don't want to bother you, but I need to tell you that!! I have a friend that lives in an abusive home, she need help… It doesn't need to be money, my friend has a Youtube channel, any subscriber will help a lot because she really needs it to prove her abusive parents they are wrong! Just help her please!! You don't need to watch every video, just subscribe in her channel:

www.youtube.com/channel/UCetOe…

Thanks and have a nice day 

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Sunshineshiny Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2018
SunI hope shine some light to brighten your day- I wish you will be forever happy! Sun 
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Norles Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2018  Student Digital Artist
Thank you for the fav Kao Emoji-57 (Kawaii) [V3] 
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herkidpatrol Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Nah, Screw it, I’m watching you now.
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xZethanyx Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
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I AM HUMBLED! Thank you so much!!

Might I ask exactly what convinced you? X))
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