Yeah....so it's after midnight which means Valentine's Day is over. Thank the Gods! I have to say that this year has been the hardest on me, with not having someone to "be mine". And I wasn't around friends today to joke about being single on Single Awareness Day.....so it was even worse....I woke up today just wanting to cry....Then my mom tells me were going out to dinner tonight as a family (my mom, my aunt, my brother, my niece and nephew, and me) and I was like 'Oh goody I don't get to see friends cause we need family time'. I know I shouldn't be hard on my family its probably as hard on them as it is me....but today I just couldn't stop
So I am falling in love with my boyfriend....i already fell for him now its just more serious.....and i find out he loves someone else....i have no clue why hes dating me then but sometimes I hope that I can change his feelings and some how make him fall for me....I know that i care so much about him that I will not and refuse to be the one who will break this relationship off.....
Ok before you start to hate the guy please read this:
When I am with him he makes me the happiest person in the world. I feel like nothing can bring me down. When i have to say good bye for the night it kills me cause I just want to be with him and make him happy