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Heart Attack
It felt like someone just shot me in the heart.
The pain kept spreading till it affected every part of me.
I couldn't move,think,or breath I could only feel was pain.
My friend knew something was wrong, and asked if I was alright.
Everything grew silent and everyone started at me as they grew silent.
I closed my eyes, as the pain started to get more intense.
I fell off my chair and landed hard on the cold floor.
I could only hear the faint sound of someone screaming my name over and over again.
That was the last thing I remember I remember before it all went black....
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I tried to stand though the pain. But all it did was drown me in sadness.
I try to call for help, but the only  thing anyone did was ignore me.
The friends I had were  fake, and my family doesn't care about me and they all wish I would drop dead.
I held back all my tears for years, all that did was amplify the pain inside.
I try to tell myself I'm here for a reason, but..... I new that wasn't true.
I come home to an empty house and think " why do you hate me god ? What did I ever do to you ?"
There's no place on my arms that don't have a scars, I cut in deep so they purposely wouldn't heal.
One day after being beat up by some bully's, for no reason  . Sitting behind the school, holding a gun in my hand.
I thought I couldn't take this abuse anymore, and held the gun to my head.
Then someone I haven't seen before, came up to me. He held out a h
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I'm many thing, but normal is not one of them, and I'm absolutely fine with it 😁


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Cosmic-Crackers Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2015
thanks for the fav :D
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Thanks for the fav :)
smilyimp Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2015
Thank you for the fav :blushes:
jgtcreateflb Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for faving, and Merry Christmas! ^o^
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Thanks for the Fav!!
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Thanks so much for the Fav on How it Ends darling! ^^
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Ambilia-Scriba Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2013  Student Writer
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and here is a llama for you <3
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