xRanshka

Honestly this post is long, I need to let out this because I am highly done of some users behavior.

You know I was very happy because I was getting my motivation back to make things in metasequoia and share them back. Like when I did that outfit for my friend, it made me realized how I missed do 3D modeling and make outfit for characters. With the director of my place of work being highly shit to the employees and some of day employees who are extremely annoying, going back to modeling and sharing again would have been a 'zen' place to relax like I used to do when I joined MMD back in the days. Thought I could do that again not caring about what any users shit is going on but damn here it goes again, always the same problematic group, the same jobless shitheads going back for some more. Between the stalking, defamation and harassment, take your pick. At some rate I will think every year some take turn to piss me off.

You can’t be friend with anyone, or at least, you need to have the approval of that group or you are hunted down. Like they are important of some shit. They will find any shit they can find about you to put in a what? Post ? DNU List? I don't know. Like the fact I am friend with someone they hate and been harassing for months for shit they done too aka NSFW with vore fetish on TDA model. I saw their renders and they did the same fucking shit but you know, move them away and screenshot an empty folder bam you are so clean (also it's better to attack in group to feel important).

As I already stated, I find nothing wrong by doing NSFW if it's between consent adult and no minors, vunerable people, or anything dangerous and privatly (young people online, sadly hardly secured), and kink shame, really? Just, those renders were private but they needed to ashame her, attacked her personally for I don't know reason, so put them on public to call her out because of that, the only point was to humiliate her literally. Technically the only problem was the TDA rules. So what? We're back at that? Witch hunt people over TDA rules, in 2026? Maybe some doesn't read any post or doesn't follow anyone but this is a real harassment and the fact it's so well accepted is crazy, and the level stalking is amazing. It's pro level bro. I mean they are proving how they have no other shit to do aside being online 24/7, thanks your parents for the food, electricity and home please, but going to stalk all time her and their friends profile just to screenshot any shit they find problematic, how they constantly need to reply to anything even on shit that isn’t about them.

Oh yeah, that too, for example like I said I made an outfit as a gift to help her remake her models but what I didn't expect was the design was made by an artist for an adopt. I take down the post and apologize to the artist who were cool about it and on my friend side message them, explained them how it was inspired and apologize. For real, the inspiration is heavy but never was the attempt of stealing, the art is everywhere on pinterest so if there's not source or name that problem can happen so it's not only for her. Yeah that's it, just post taken down for both and apologies but for who it's not enough? Yeah, those jobless twats who still goes to the artist to say we are stealing and even goes around saying so. This was not about them, it was between the artist and us but they needed to put their nose into it and add this as "proof" of being baaaaad. Oh I'm sorry, they are so perfect they don't make mistakes. Omg we're all an AI we can't be imperfect and make mistake. Gezz the fall must be hard when they do one pixel wrong.. Which is crazy because since them I never had so many people blocking me because of their DNU filed with nothing but lies and defamation, no proof, just "trust me bro". Then again, they can act like they are shocked but it's just being fascist.

Here's the list of what I'm accussed of (warning funny):

- Harrassment: So right, prove it. They don't know a shit of what is harassment, I lived it and I know what it is. The constant insults, pushing on the corridor like you're an object on the way, the moquery, the whole posts about you with lies and shit, etc. a small part of what I had. That's not what's happening to them, they are just playing a victim where none of this happens to them but on the other hand they are bullying my friend and too bad, even their deleted posts still exist.

- Stalking: That's what they are doing on checking on my profile to see if I do anything that can "fill" their deadass posts, like for the outfit. I bet my ass there's no log on the statistic because guess what? I don't give a fuck about their pathetic lives. Got my own to take care of and sorry but if that bother them, just stop posting in public but go ahead screenshot that it's the only thing they can do.

- Stealing outfit design: It was explain on top but if my render is still on their posts I will take the posts down and trust me it will be down. Hot takes but since they compared the art and my outfit, ooooooooooooooh what's that a second one made by one of them, what's your excuse? They did stole the design. Ah damn uno reversed. That problem with the artist was not their damn buisness so fuck off.

- Problematic: Awwww man, I am problematic but for what? I don't know. Oh shit is it because I breath the same air? Terrible man...

- Supporting AI: It's not like I stated multiple times I'm against it, even on my profile... But okay, where did I do AI? I'm waiting. I also find it very funny because they used GenAI for designs, on MMD renders (at least I saw two), uses ChatGPT, are on DeviantArt who's a pro AI website but nooooo they are against AI. Keep pushing maybe you'll get it one day..

I shouldn't be here emptying my back on a post and spend my time on my hobbies. I know.. 'But then do it Ran'. I swear I will. It's just very frustrating to be put in shit because some decided to, just for having a friend or having different opinion and I'm not the kind to let shit happening on my back. Everyone can make mistakes, like I did a lot, I rather be with someone who does them and fix them, but seeing this trash behavior still happenning. Nah. Blaming the community isn't it, it's those people to blame who makes it toxic. I highly miss the time where I share my render, models, to friends without worrying of what others think and I shouldn't live with the stress of what people think after I say this. I also miss sharing with people I lose contact, I saw my past messages and I had lot of fun, I saw how I felt light in my head. I'm just going to finish my 35412th discord server and post there (dls and other stuff). What's the point of deviantart anyway? I rather let those trash rot in this place. I hope I will make new friends and even if possible talk to past ones. I'm sorry for some if just cut out contact or never gave news, I never had anything wrong with you and sorry for that annoying post :')