XoShadyBaby22oX - Writer

I read your story every night, and hope that you are near. I rip out the pages, but my intentions are truly sincere. You left without notice, you left without warning; And you weren't there when I woke up in the morning.All the questions that you left behind, And the answers that won't unwind; I still can't believe that you left me all alone Without the courage to even answer your phone.You always told me that you planned on leaving her, But for how arrogant you are, I knew you would defer. For years, I went along, and believed every word. I lost hope; I gave up; our relationship was absurd.I will never forgive you for all that you've done...

I Quit by XoShadyBaby22oX, literature

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I Quit

Never mind. It doesn't matter. I'm sorry. It's not your faultit's mine. But let's be honest, there's got to be another way out. Even if there was, I'd probably stay behind where it's safe. Don't touch me. Just leave me alone. I'm sorry; I just can't do this, But that alone won't keep me from doing it. Look- I give up! It's not that I don't want to go, I just can't. I'm scared. Don't make me. You're going to make me, aren't you? You were right. I'm sorry. You win. I quit.

Your Words by XoShadyBaby22oX, literature

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Your Words

You put my life on a whole new degree// When I’m six feet under I can still see// That even the most beautiful day has its sunset// Even the happiest little girl has her upset// Even the brightest star begins to fade// Even the most courageous man is afraid// Even the biggest heart stops beating// Even the strapping flames stop heating// Even the most confident has their insecurities// Even the most undeveloped go through maturity// Even the scariest nightmare is eventually awaken// Even the most crowded city is forsaken// Even the most luxurious item dies in value// Even the smartest person has no clue// Even the most perfect rely on a bl...

Pretty Girl by XoShadyBaby22oX, literature

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Pretty Girl

What happens when pretty girl falls down?/ When she takes a hit soo hard she cant get off the ground// When her best friend trades her in 4 some guy// When all she hears is lies// When her heart stops beating// When tensions begin heating// When no one wants 2 catch her// When no one understands her// When everyone is screaming// When she’s left dreaming// When her make-up is smeared// When her conscience isn't cleared// When she's lost in the dark// When she can't find a spark// When her hair's a wreck// When she's sore at the neck// When she lay alone in her bed// When she wishes she were dead// When her life falls apart// When a scar li...

Family Divorce by XoShadyBaby22oX, literature

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Family Divorce

Being born in this world, I was no one’s little girl, Try as I might, Heart still broken every night, I’d lie in the dirt, Pretending to be hurt, So mom would come over, But I had a better chance of finding a four-leaf clover, Alone in a corner I hid, Staring at the other kids, Playful with a smile, That stretched for a mile, “Tag you’re it!” As a boy touched my shoulder a bit, But I was too afraid, So on the ground I laid, Staring at the sky, It’s all a lie, I’m the one and only, That’s cold and lonely, Just a little child, Never reconciled, With family and friends, After all life’s bends, Feeling little remorse, About the family divorce,...

-No Title- by XoShadyBaby22oX, literature

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-No Title-

Footsteps on the street, Hearing my heat beat, Voices in my head, Screaming, “Why aren’t u dead”, Sounds of alarms, Red tears running down my arms, Flashing light, Body just got tight, Lifted in the air, Why so many stares? A sudden jerk, and we’re moving fast, A strange man saying, “It might be her last.” A young boy took my hand, “Don’t leave, without you I won’t stand!” So many sounds, World spinning ‘round, “Take her to main base,” What’s this on my face? Trying to speak, Scared to peak, It was my fault, and my choice, Finally a familiar voice, “We’re loosing her, Mister, Sir, Bring her back!” All went blackA quick little peer, Vision ...

Gone by XoShadyBaby22oX, literature

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Gone

I shouldn’t have to be the one, On my own, not having fun, I thought I found the one for me, But not after you set me free,(chorus 1) Now I no your gone... Don’t leave me here, You disappeared, I cannot trust you anymore, I’m lyin, cryin on the floor, I don't know who I’m looking for, Yeah yeah ooo yeahI try to stand on my feet, But the thought of you makes me weak, I wish I had you in my arms, Telling me I've done no harm,(Chorus 1)You cannot make this all my fault, Your the one who called the halt, I can’t bear to look you in the eyes, You’re exactly like all the other guys,(chorus 2) Now don't 4get to say goodbye... Don't leave me here,...

Friday Night by XoShadyBaby22oX, literature

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Friday Night

It’s another Friday night// Nothing but a street light// It’s a lonely site// But still I struggle in a fight// I fight against my own life// A fight to avoid a knife// A fight to overcome a fear// A fight to hold back a tear// As people are dancing at clubs// Trading in their tickets stubs// Walking down the crowded streets// Sitting in the theatre seats// I sit on the solid curb// With not one disturb// Listening to a far distant talk// Legs and feet to weak to walk// I hear laughter of screams// My mind slowly begins to dream// Dream of a happy ending// Something I’m not comprehending// How could someone be so content?/ While I feel I a...

Cursed With This by XoShadyBaby22oX, literature

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Cursed With This

Buried under all the lies, The only ones who listen, hear my cries, Drowning is my own puddle of tears, Just open your eyes and open your ears, You’ll see reality, And that life is filled with brutality, You won’t believe the truth, When I tell you how life is even when a youth, You’ll wish it were all a nightmare, Then you wake up to find nothing there, But reality is here to stay, Haunts you in the day, Your life is cursed, You remember the worst, Never the best, ‘Till the day you’re put to rest, ‘Till the day, God takes you away, The life is rough, You’ll be a failure if you don’t stay tough, You’ll be bleeding on the street, And dieing...

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