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Thanks for the memories

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Thanks for the memories

A roaring fire burning at the back of my head And a calming river in the middle of my heart Immune to the flames, my thoughts so calm Unaware of the water, my feelings ablaze The fear of opposites and paradoxes Almost as fierce as the need thereof Wanting the world to revolve around you And praying that it doesn’t so Telling the tales of how it came to be And knowing it was all it was No secret passages to quench the fires Neither desire nor need to search Countless possibilities to build a dam And even more reasons not to A calming river flowing around in my mind And a roaring fire storming inside of me From paradoxes to revolv
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Counting sheep

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Counting sheep

Drowning in the will to come up and Dying to evade my death Crying to be ever smiling and Choking for a breath Distance me from universes Too far up to climb Destruct my former entity To go back in time The balcony of our existence Thrown into the sea Countless hours drifting by Could this ever be? Let your song illuminate me in The shadows of our sun Leave your thoughts behind and meet The end where we've begun
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To the moon

T

To the moon

your thoughts are a sweet mystery hidden in plain sight a language unfamiliar scribbling's way too tight for me to understand them all I really wish I could will you ever tell me? I promise I'll be good to the dreams for far beyond and the worries of the past be gentle though, and please don't force I know I'm way too fast in wanting you to tell me all I know it's much too soon we cannot even see the stars and I already want the moon
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Dedication to my world

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Dedication to my world

I. To the one of the past in which I could believe though choose not to for everlasting regrets II. To those in distant places closer than could ever be but pushed away for envy and despair III. To the everpresent never gone yet distant still do not bother for you will never know IV. To the one that deserved in which I could confide but shouldn't have for betrayal was near V. To the one in the present who is surprisingly alive how can it be for logic was long gone VI. To who I'll never be afraid again and torn but never mind for history ever haunts VII. To the person called you strong and crazy confident
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Don't

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Don't

Don't get your hopes up If you know they'll drop again It won't be worth the shot No matter if you can Don't be afraid To mend your own heart It's no use to try and Forever keep your guard Don't slip away into that world of hope It's gonna be much more Than you can ever cope Don't be defeated Before you tried your best It's bound to be broken That pain inside your chest

You knew

Y

You knew

There was one thing I feared, and you knew it There was one thing I really hated, and you knew it There was one thing that hurt me the most, and you knew it There was one thing I trusted you wouldn't do, and you knew it There was one thing I told you, one thing I needed, and you knew it: You knew it, yet went ahead and did it anyway Thank you for breaking all those promises Thank you for tearing down all the trust I had Thank you for letting me relive the worst yet again Thank you for keeping me waiting until I couldn't anymore Thank you for making me that much stronger, making me realise: You despised him, yet became him in the en
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Past

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Past

The past is the past That's what they said The past is the past No reason to be sad The future is tomorrow Today a glorious gift Prepare for tomorrow It will give you a lift Don't wonder about yesterday It's never to return Embrace the coming day That's what you need to learn Behind you is Forever Gone In front of you Success Bear the pain and be it gone The pieces of your mess The past is the past Whichever path you took The past is the past Don't you dare to look
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Thanks for the memories

T

Thanks for the memories

A roaring fire burning at the back of my head And a calming river in the middle of my heart Immune to the flames, my thoughts so calm Unaware of the water, my feelings ablaze The fear of opposites and paradoxes Almost as fierce as the need thereof Wanting the world to revolve around you And praying that it doesn’t so Telling the tales of how it came to be And knowing it was all it was No secret passages to quench the fires Neither desire nor need to search Countless possibilities to build a dam And even more reasons not to A calming river flowing around in my mind And a roaring fire storming inside of me From paradoxes to revolv
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Counting sheep

C

Counting sheep

Drowning in the will to come up and Dying to evade my death Crying to be ever smiling and Choking for a breath Distance me from universes Too far up to climb Destruct my former entity To go back in time The balcony of our existence Thrown into the sea Countless hours drifting by Could this ever be? Let your song illuminate me in The shadows of our sun Leave your thoughts behind and meet The end where we've begun
0Comments

To the moon

T

To the moon

your thoughts are a sweet mystery hidden in plain sight a language unfamiliar scribbling's way too tight for me to understand them all I really wish I could will you ever tell me? I promise I'll be good to the dreams for far beyond and the worries of the past be gentle though, and please don't force I know I'm way too fast in wanting you to tell me all I know it's much too soon we cannot even see the stars and I already want the moon
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Dedication to my world

D

Dedication to my world

I. To the one of the past in which I could believe though choose not to for everlasting regrets II. To those in distant places closer than could ever be but pushed away for envy and despair III. To the everpresent never gone yet distant still do not bother for you will never know IV. To the one that deserved in which I could confide but shouldn't have for betrayal was near V. To the one in the present who is surprisingly alive how can it be for logic was long gone VI. To who I'll never be afraid again and torn but never mind for history ever haunts VII. To the person called you strong and crazy confident
0Comments

Don't

D

Don't

Don't get your hopes up If you know they'll drop again It won't be worth the shot No matter if you can Don't be afraid To mend your own heart It's no use to try and Forever keep your guard Don't slip away into that world of hope It's gonna be much more Than you can ever cope Don't be defeated Before you tried your best It's bound to be broken That pain inside your chest

You knew

Y

You knew

There was one thing I feared, and you knew it There was one thing I really hated, and you knew it There was one thing that hurt me the most, and you knew it There was one thing I trusted you wouldn't do, and you knew it There was one thing I told you, one thing I needed, and you knew it: You knew it, yet went ahead and did it anyway Thank you for breaking all those promises Thank you for tearing down all the trust I had Thank you for letting me relive the worst yet again Thank you for keeping me waiting until I couldn't anymore Thank you for making me that much stronger, making me realise: You despised him, yet became him in the en
3Comments

Past

P

Past

The past is the past That's what they said The past is the past No reason to be sad The future is tomorrow Today a glorious gift Prepare for tomorrow It will give you a lift Don't wonder about yesterday It's never to return Embrace the coming day That's what you need to learn Behind you is Forever Gone In front of you Success Bear the pain and be it gone The pieces of your mess The past is the past Whichever path you took The past is the past Don't you dare to look

How to love a girl who can't love herself.

H

How to love a girl who can't love herself.

one.     When she cries herself to sleep     six out of seven nights a week you must     say nothing. You must simply take     her in your arms and kiss her gaunt,     pale cheeks and wait for her to     slumber at the sound of your heart. two.     On the days where she wishes she     were part of the stars, tell her     no. Tell her that there are too many     lights in the sky and that just one     would be forgotten the moment you looked     away from it. Tell her that she is perfect     the way she is: completely human. three.      Don't let her think about the scars      that no one but her can see. If she      says
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Hi all!

I'm Nimke, 19 years old and live in the Netherlands.
I love making pictures and writing poems..
for the rest, I really love travelling, I want to be out of this goddamn small boring country. (and also because I loathe the cold here ^^)
I am happy, annoying, evil, agressive, sweet (at least, that's what i'm told by some, while others claim I only pretend to be...;) ), lazy, hyperactive, stubborn
I love my music (I play flute and sing and of course listen), my bf, my friends, my four cute chinese little boys

I speak Nederlands (nee echt?), English (obviously), Deutsch, un petit peu de Français, y yo aprendo español :)

Favourite Movies
anything from drama, chickflicks to horror :D
Favourite TV Shows
Supernatural, Bones, Fringe, Extreme Home Makeover
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
eros ramazzotti, hoobastank, etc
Tools of the Trade
camera, my mind, the pen
Other Interests
Singing, writing, poetry, photography, music, travel, artz

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Donutboy345Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the :+fav:
xNimkexHobbyist General Artist
You're welcome :)
ShinyHeelsHobbyist General Artist
Thanks for fav:iconlovethesunshineplz:
xNimkexHobbyist General Artist
You're very welcome :hug:
I.. wow. Thank you so much on the favorite!!
xNimkexHobbyist General Artist
You're very welcome dear!
MelodyIannoneStudent Photographer
Thank you for the fave! :)