   con, you're honestly one of the greatest, nicest, strongest people i've know. you're so caring, understanding, kind, honest and just simply amazing. meeting you almost doesn't feel real, because someone like you can only exist in dreams. it pains me so much to see you go through all these awful things, since you don't deserve any of them, but the simple fact that you were able to make your way out of those dark moments is one of the many reasons why i admire you. i admire you so much. you're so strong, connie. you're so strong and inteligent, and you always know what to say, and how to make me happy, and how to make others happy— you mean the world to me, con. you've done so much for me, and i just wish i had enough words to express that love— you make me feel loved and cared about, and god, how i hope i can make you feel that way too. i honestly don't think i'd be the same person without you at this point in my life. and i don't mean that i'd be better off without you, i mean i'd be so much fucking worse without you. the simple fact that you're there for me stops me from doing some awful things, it helps me deal with my anxiety, it makes me valid and loved, and i simply need you so much. i've never had a connection like the one we have with anyone else, i could literally trust you with my life, because you've never failed me. you're always there, and you're always supportive and you're just so amazing. i swear, if you don't come here first, whenever i get enough money i will visit you and i'll constantly shower you in the love you deserve for the amount of good you've done. you deserve so much, connie. you're way more than a best friend, you're practically my sister, and for me, it's a miracle that i've found you. i love you and care about you so much, con. don't ever forget that, okay? ❤ |