Dec 10, 2017
I start work tomorrow and I don't know if I'm more scared than happy, because I'll finaly have a consistent income to start saving up for my life projects and support my family. But at the same time, this is going to be my first job ever; I'm going to be the youngest member in my work team (with an age gap of at least 10 years) and I'll have to move to the US for a whole month.
I am terrified because I've never been away from my family for more than a day and I am also not accustomed to the American way of life (for example, meal times, transportation, measurements, gestures...).
As a person suffering from social and generalised anxiety this sounds rather like a nice challenge that will help me grow as a person and improve my English (I suck at speaking it). I just hope I don't have any breakdown while being away for too long.
It is for this reason that I have decided to close untaken commission slots and take some time away from the Internet after I've completed the requests I have not yet finished ^^
Nov 21, 2017
Thank you for all the comments I've received in my pictures; I've read them all and, as always, I am grateful that you took the time to express your thoughts on them (´｡• ᵕ •｡`)
I apologise for not being as active as I said I would be. I just graduated from university and haven't been able to find a job yet so I'm having a hard time trying to adapt to a free schedule and work as a freelance at the moment.
Life has been good to me so far; I am not ashamed to say that I've had 3 depression relapses during the past 7 years but I am now feeling motivated and stable and willing to continue to work on getting better.
I've learnt so much from people and bad experiences and I've also learnt to believe in my own skills and hard work.
I have had the chance to work as an intern in a place I have always wanted to work at and learnt a lot about publishing, graphic design, community management and communication. There are so many people I admire and I am glad I have had the fortune to befriend most of them. There are others I don't actively talk to as much as before that I still admire and watch from afar. I have also have the chance to go to places I have always wanted to go to and for everything I am grateful.
As for personal projects, I still plan to work on them after a very long hiatus.
Even though I am now feeling more confident of my abilities, I still struggle with my own insecurities. I'm just trying to slowly become more resilient at my own pace.
Commission slots: closed
Commission information here.
Art trades: closed
Tag Rules by jeff915
Rule #1: Answer the 13 questions the person who tagged gave you, and make your own 13 questions!
Rule #2: You cannot not tag anyone.
Rule #3: You gotta tag 13 deviants.
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Questions asked to me
1. How do you feel about time?
Scared. It's such an abstract conception yet so palpable.
2. Are you proud of your progress this year so far?
3. Favorite season and why?
Autumn. It makes me feel warm and as if the pace of things slowed down. But I also love summer because I love sunny days, tropical climate and smells!
4. If you could share one piece of advice with your past self of 5 years, what would you say?
Trust your own judgement and don't let anyone make you feel worthless. You don't owe anything to anyone.
5. If you could be anything other than a human, what would you be?
A fish. I love the ocean.
6. Be honest, do you sing and dance about when no one is around to music? (lol I doooooo)
Absolutely! I also talk to myself and my pets xD
7. What is one thing you like about yourself?
My ability to enjoy simple things.
8. Favorite animated movie(s)?
The Road to El Dorado is my guilty pleasure. Also Disney's Mulan and Hercules!
9. Is it easy for you to stay on task or do you have to kick yourself to get things done?
It's hard for me to get started, but once I've started my apprehension forces me to get it done.
10. What do you think about humans as a species?
We are capable of doing better. The way things are up to this time I'd rather us to be extinct.
11. Do you believe in ghosts?
No. However, I would love to see one and have paranormal experiences. I really am into horror and spooky stuff!
12. 3 favorite animals? GO!
Cephalopods, cnidaria and spiders!
13. Do you remember any recent dreams you've had? Tell me one!
I dreamt about a Sonic Adventure remake last night. I'm sorry, I just can't get over the feelings I have for that game ;v;
1.- Where would you like to live?
2.- Warm or cold climate?
3.- What is your preferred hot beverage?
4.- What is the subject you like to talk about the most?
5.- Do you consider yourself as an introvert or extrovert?
6.- What are your three favourite songs of all time?
7.- Mention one guilty pleasure of yours.
8.- What's your favourite fruit?
9.- Are you carefree or rather anxious?
10.- How do you feel about gender?
11.- What language would you like to learn?
12.- What is your favourite manifestation of art?
13.- If you could do anything right this moment, what would it be?
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