"There's better than you out there."
"I find other woman more physically attractive."
Those two singular thoughts stayed with her as she laid down every night to sleep. Sleep never came easily for her, she laid awake most of the night wondering why she could never be good enough. It felt as though there was a huge weight in her chest. A breathlessness when she remembered those words. A sinking in the pit of her stomach as her world seemed to swirl all around her, yet there was a jolt of electricity too.
There she laid as the night wore on...her hands idly touching the places she could change if she could. The warning signs had been there from the start but she ignored them. She never meant for her fling to grow into anything more than that. Yet as the days wore on she grew more attached, turning a blind eye to the fact that he did not want anyone to know he was with her. Her life had been a mess. She was already on the brink of a divorce and when he entered her life she saw that there