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1. But I Love Him
"I love you," he says. I look at him through the hazy mist of tobacco. I rub the lit embers into my leg, making it flicker and evaporate. The perfectly horrible sting makes me flinch.
"Really?" I ask.
"Absolutely."
I roll my tongue in my mouth and keep my gaze on his blue eyes. "What do you want?"
"Ecstasy." His lips are on mine and I'm on autopilot. Suck. Nibble. Swirl tongue. Touch.
Kiss.
Ecstasy might mean sex for some couples but that isn't what he wants. That comes after. When he's so in love with life, he'll fuck anyone.
"Come on," he whines after I push him softly away. Softly, because if I push too hard, I might think I'm angry. Angry that he's an asshole who doesn't really love me and angry that I'd even think that. Of course he loves me. But if my body feels angry, my head will, too. "You're rich. You can get some."
"My father's rich and he hasn't visited in ages."
"So you visit him." I rub the cigarette harder against my thigh, digging a hole and failing to
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HAHAHAHA SO I’VE BEEN NEGLECCTING THIS JOURNAL Y/Y?
Well, here’s a fun survey to fill out <3
Took from  :iconhana-aoi:

1.ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
WELL. I have maaaaany scars. I got one near the knuckle of my right thumb by getting scratched by my cat and then picking at it for AGES until finally it healed (miraculously).

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
LETS SEE… I have a wall dedicated to my favorite hockey team (WHOOT WHOOT WOLFPACK!) + various awards [B  -shot for being full of herself-

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
It’s a pantech and it’s pretty boring. It’s got a slide out keyboard and a slide out numberpad. I swear one day, I’ll break the darn thing.

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO?
Seriously, all kinds. I know that a ton of people say that and don’t really mean it but really. I do. I love country, pop, all forms of rock and alternative, punk, folk, New age ectt… the list goes on and on. Though… I’m not a big fan of rap or blue grass; though both have some decent stuff.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
:D I do. About 5:30 in the morning. XD my poor mother.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
Ugh, to have this damn Bigfoot essay DONE and OVERWITH. I keep procrastinating though (like with filling out this survey) but hey! Who needs a passing grade in English anyway :’D

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
So many thins. Probably the good times of when we were children.

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
I really can't decide. My life I guess.

9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
XD there’s so many. I love the smell of autumn the most though. Pumpkin, fresh apple pie, the crisp leaves… I love it. I just wish I could smell it all year round.

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Anyone would get claustrophobic in a very small space with lots of people. But in other situations, no, not really.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED OF THE DARK?
]’x Yes. I hate the dark.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
Uhhh, honestly I have NO idea…I got a good smelling one for my brother for Christmas though…That reminds me, I need to get some perfume…

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON SOMEONE YOU ARE ATTRACTED TO?
Hmm, on guys I do like the longer hair, but I can’t stand the waaay too long look. I prefer shorter hair. Unless they’re growing it out in a ponytail. I have a thing for well-groomed men, with long ponytails. ^^

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
Pretty much anywhere. As long as they do it in a romantic and hilarious fashion, the place doesn’t really matter to me. As long as it’s not, ya know, over a text message.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
Coffee.

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
So many. Pepperoni, Sausage, Bacon… well any type of meat I guess!

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Uhhmm, how about something sweet? Like Nutella…? Damn it. Now I’m craving some Nutella.

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
I have no idea :heart:

20. DO YOU SPEAK A FOREIGN LANGUAGE?
Hmmm French. Seeing as how I’ve been speaking it for over 4 years.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX):
Goodness gracious, I don’t remember? Probably something from my brother.

22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
I love everyone :D

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
:’D No but sometimes I wish I was.

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
XD I’m not really a label kinda person.

25. WHAT`S YOUR DREAM CAR?
Porshe, I guess. But If we’re talking unrealistically…. A hovercraft lambourigini. :D

27. WHAT IS ONE OF YOUR DREAMS?
Become an herbologist/famous singer with a secret identity.

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
Tell them! Let them know in little things, little hugs and I love yous and doing things that you don’t have to do for them.

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
99 :D

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
adlfadjfsa I think blondes are super pretty. But brunettes have a certain vibrancy.

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL MOST OFTEN?
Uhhh Call? My mom? Text?  Momo XD

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
People who can’t admit when they’re wrong.

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE US?
BERMUDA. QUEBEC  CITY. PARIS.  :’D I’ve lead a good life so far.

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
God… so many… Umm, my sensitivity to things that really don’t matter to other people but matter to me.

36. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE?
Paris! I’ve wanted to live there ever since I went to France. It’s so beautiful.

37. FIRST JOB?
XD I worked for my dad in an office at his company. I made phone calls, answered phones, filed things, wrote important stuff on little note cards… I didn’t really enjoy it except the obvious advantage of seeing my dad all the time.

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
<.< yes. But I don’t really like them at all.

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?
:’D checking dA, while I was supposed to be writing an essay.

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
liposuction. >8[ *pinches belly/butt fat*

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
I didn’t want to work on my essay anymore :’D

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
… My hair/face/boobs. XD I’m so going to hell.

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
Lawl, it’s only fun if it’s illegal~~ Just kidding! I’d probs still drink it til the Po-po caught up to me! >:U  -rebel-

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
:’D Money, legit. The Full Moon Manga series. >.< I want that the most I think.

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
3, I think. Two boys and a girl, but we’ll see what pops out.

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
:’D sort of. My mom watched this TV show and the hostess’s name was Holly and she thought the name was beautiful. Not nice, but beautiful. So she named me that.

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
EVERY NIGHT <3

48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
My middle one. All the better to flip you off with, my dear <3

49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
Blaah let’s not talk about that.

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Most of the time, except when someone insults it. Then the whole sensitivity thing comes in.

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
HAM.

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Uhhh, LET’S THINK ABOUT THAT? Procrastination maybe?!

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
Oh godddd. :U I plead the fifth!

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Oh definitely. I’m so full of mysyf, that even if I didn’t like me right away, I’d eventually be drawn to my confidence and happy desposition.  

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
PFFFFTT yeah XD

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
Of course. If a creepy looking old man with greasy hair comesup to you asking if you wanna buy a watch, you’re going to skedaddle it out of there. I hate to say this, but a lot of first impressions are made based on looks. However, after you get to know a person, their looks don’t really matter because after a while, you stop noticing.

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
:/ I sorta bottle it up, and then release it on people who are brave enough to approach me. DX I don’t even know how I still have any friends.

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
School. I really love it there. I have no idea how.

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
PFFT, no. It takes a while for me to trust people, but once I do, you better not screw it up, or there’s a good chance I’ll never trust you so completely again.

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
Beanie Babies!!! I never played with Barbies, but I adored beanie babies.

61. WHAT ARE THE FIRST THREE NUMBERS IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
*too lazy to check*

62.
.....

>_>

<_<
Where’d  62 go?

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Who, ME? Never.

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
XD No, but I am excited for when that day comes.

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A MAN/WOMAN?
Oooh god, I am very detailed when it comes to the type of guys I date. He has to have a sense of humor, a cocky smile, and that magic ability to make me feel better and love me more then I love myself. Which is a lot.  

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Hols, Hol, Holly-Muffin, Muffin, Holly-Bolly-Olly-Oxenfreeeee (yes, there are people who actually call me this), Hollis, Short Caucasian girl (Only Tall Asian Boy calls me this :'D).  

68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
:’D I should but I don’t.

69. WHO IS YOUR CRUSH?
XD My lips are sealed. But It’s more like puppy love anyway.

70. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Moose tracks!

71. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU WENT ON A DATE?
*opens legs to reveal cobwebs* It’s been a while….

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
blue, silver, pink, purple, white, and black.

73. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
Um. I have no idea.

74. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
Nothing?

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Sure? But only if they want to.

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Adeste Fideles by Enya.

77. LAST THING YOU ATE?
Dinner, which was pasta + salad.

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
My mom.

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT A MAN/WOMAN?
lawl, their hair, then  when I look at their face I look at their eyes.

80. FAVORITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG?
Too many to choose.

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE:
XD Politics.

82. FAVORITE DRINK?
Vanilla chai <3

83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN:
PIECIES FOREVER MANNN!

84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
Soccer!

85. HAIR COLOR?
As of now it’s a sort of light brown with a red vibrancy. But I’m planning to dye it strawberry blonde.

86. EYE COLOR?
Dark chocolate brown XD

87. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
XD do reading glasses count?

88. SIBLINGS?
One blood brother, two stepsisters and one stepbrother.

89. FAVORITE MONTH?
October.

90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
xC nope. California rolls are as far as I’ll go. Besides. Sushi is expensive! It’s an acquired taste I guess.

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
Uhh, Bring It ON, All or Nothing? XD damn cheerleader movie. It was on ABC.

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
Defs Halloween. I love it! Though, Christmas is a close second, followed by Valentines day, until at last ending with my birthday.

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
No. Shy is not really a word to describe me. But I don’t know if I’d have enough courage to do it. Besides, I’m sort of a believer of the traditional boy asks girl.

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Summer. By far.

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
Kisses! I love kisses! But I hug people a lot more!

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Relationships, definitely.

97. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
XD Momo.

98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Hmm… I’m not sure.

99. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
“Mysteries, Legends, and the Unexplained Phenomena. Bigfoot, Yeti and Other Ape-Men  Edition”  XD Besides that, I actually just finished a whole stack of books so nothing at the moment.

100. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
:P I don’t think so. I know lotsa people who love me, but none who are IN LOVE with me xD

Crap. I can’t believe I finished this whole thing, and not once touched my Bigfoot Essay. I’m sooo screwed.
  • Listening to: Enya

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Favourite style of art: realism and anime
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Silvanne Featured By Owner May 4, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks very much for the fav!! :hug:
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xCheerfulPessimistx Featured By Owner May 5, 2012
:)) you're welcome! Excellent job!
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Gosharoony Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2011
So I'm actually home now and I have all of next week off if you want to meet up :-)
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xCheerfulPessimistx Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2011
yes!! :D
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Gosharoony Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2011
Oy! When are you going to add new stuff? :-D
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xCheerfulPessimistx Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2011
ahaha, soon!!
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Sinnerkaede Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2010  Student Digital Artist
BC WHERE THE HELL DID YOU GO ;A;
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xCheerfulPessimistx Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2010
BC?
D:
SCHOOL. COLLEGE STUFFS.
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Sinnerkaede Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2010  Student Digital Artist
;_; looonggg tiimeee noooo seeee miiinaaaaa >u< *sparkles*
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xCheerfulPessimistx Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2010
D: agreed. you dont go on yahooo chat anymore ;_;
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