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I Love You Always and Forever, Mom R.I.P by x2rc096 I Love You Always and Forever, Mom R.I.P :iconx2rc096:x2rc096 7 9 No Name Dude by x2rc096 No Name Dude :iconx2rc096:x2rc096 3 3 Pancake Donnie by x2rc096 Pancake Donnie :iconx2rc096:x2rc096 10 0 Doodle Doodle by x2rc096 Doodle Doodle :iconx2rc096:x2rc096 3 2 WIP: Monah.. 2018? by x2rc096 WIP: Monah.. 2018? :iconx2rc096:x2rc096 6 5 CE: Powers Can Be Annoying Sometimes.. by x2rc096 CE: Powers Can Be Annoying Sometimes.. :iconx2rc096:x2rc096 10 11 Bored Doodles? by x2rc096 Bored Doodles? :iconx2rc096:x2rc096 10 13 Happy B-Day Lupa! by x2rc096 Happy B-Day Lupa! :iconx2rc096:x2rc096 4 7 Prize Drawing by x2rc096
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I'm still alive. Things have been, and still are a roller-coaster of emotions. I miss my mom DEARLY. I sleep every night with her favorite stuffed elephant that I gave her months before any of the BS happened. I look at her urn all the time. Scared to move it. Scared I might drop it or something bad will happen. She's not even in there.. It's just her box. Is that creepy? I'm not sure right now.. (sorry if TMI) 
We're getting room mates this month. I'm excited and scared about it. Things are supposed to look up... but every time we think that.. things always seem to go down. There's still so much to worry about.. There's always something to worry about. 
It always hits me at night. The emotions. The worrying. The fear of what's to come. People tell me it's gonna be okay. Is it really?
When will it end? When will we have our time to shine, without something in the background waiting for the moment to ruin it all? 
When will I start to feel normal? (not that I was normal before.. hahaa..)
When will I start to feel like.. i'm part of something?
Like I'm not just someone in the background taking up air and space?
When will I have the confidence to be the person I want to be?
The person I know I can be?
....
I'm sorry.
This was just supposed to be an update post.
Didn't mean to go down this road Sweating a little... 
It's late at night. I'm tired.
Good night everybody.
I've been thinking of MAYBE opening commissions. To get my mind off of things, so I could have something to do, and to also make some points. IF I open them, would anyone be interested? I would probably have them open for a short time.
Hurricane Florence is heading our way. Not sure when it'll hit, but right now, it looks like when it comes... it'll be a category 3 or 4.. most likely a 4..(last update said it would be)
I HOPE NOT!
I'm SO scared!!!
Llama Emoji-07 (Hopeless or Scared) [V1] 

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Donatellosgirl36 Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the faves!
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Ardrich-Keybus Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey there, Happy Birthday! ^w^
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GioRJ-TheBlackNinja Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy birthday :D
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AlexanderArthur12345 Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2018
Happy Birthday.
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:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's August 3rd which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

:iconchampagneplz: Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team :love: :iconchampagneplz:

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Triplet99c Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2018
Happy Birthday! :party:
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Of-The-Vacant Featured By Owner May 30, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
heyo
moved my part of our trade onto tumblr <3
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x2rc096 Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
Okay! I still love it! La la la la La la la la La la la la La la la la  Your style, is so beautiful :heart: 
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<3 <3
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