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:iconx-jazzy-b-real-x: "dear self,

i have this inevitable tendency to over analyze, to say too much, or not enough. i say the wrong things at the wrong time. i am too honest at inappropriate times and keep my mouth shut at times when i should’ve said something. i am always clumsy, always tired, and always wanting more." ~ tumblr

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Personality Type: INTP

INTPs seek patterns and logical explanations for anything. They love new ideas, and become very excited over abstractions and theories. They love to discuss concepts with others.

INTPs are very tolerant and flexible in most situations, unless one of their firmly held beliefs has been violated or challenged, in which case they may take a very rigid stance.

INTPs are likely to express themselves in what they believe to be absolute truths. Sometimes, their well thought-out understanding of an idea is not easily understandable by others, but the INTP is not naturally likely to tailor the truth so as to explain it in an understandable way to others.

The INTP is usually very independent and unconventional. They are not likely to place much value on traditional goals such as popularity and security. They usually have complex characters, and may tend to be restless and temperamental."

Life Path Number: 11/2



11

"There is so much going on in your psyche that you are often misunderstood early. You have more potential than you usually give yourself credit for. You galvanize and stimulate every situation you enter. You inspire people, but without conscious effort.

Ideas, thoughts, understanding and insight come to you without you having to go through rational thought processes.

You possess great abilities, but indulge in much self-reflection and self-criticism.

You may be frustrated, largely because you have extremely high expectations of yourself, but these expectations can be unrealistic and end up preventing you from accomplishing anything.

You can be very impractical, envisioning a skyscraper when only a bungalow is required.

As an 11 Life Path you are a highly charged version of the 2, and possess similar characteristics and talents, as you can be extremely tactful and diplomatic. However, when you feel you have been jilted, you can react with devastating artillery, using personal criticisms vindictively to wound your enemy.

2

The keyword in your nature is peacemaker.

At least, until you're pushed to your limit.

You are extremely emotional, perceptive and a bit standoffish or cold towards outsiders.

It takes a while for you to let others in, for others have to earn it.

These qualities are both your strengths and your weaknesses, for while you have enormous sensitivity to your feelings and those of others, the same sensitivity can cause you to hold back and repress."




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I know what you're thinking: "Since when did you even say you had a surgery coming up?" I never did because my entire health wheel has been spinning out of control in 2018, so picking one health scare to talk about -- be it mental or physical -- is like reliving an icky time. I talked about hopefully getting back on board with commissions during Christmas Break because I knew that I'd be okay by then. But, just in case of (insert whatever giant cock-up here), I think I should give an update on how my recovery has been going.

Wisdom Teeth Extraction 

I recently had four impacted wisdom teeth removed. One had been infected for months due to being impacted according to my unfortunate miner, but I didn't realize this because I had zero toothaches during all that time. Looking back, I was ill and underwent "traveling" migraines like a mofo so often that I know this pushy little guy had plenty to do with them. Thanks to the fact that I only correlated "wisdom tooth problem" with "dental pain," I only realized something was going on when it shattered. 

The other impacted wise guys hadn't surfaced completely, but they were cutting flaps of gum very oddly. Being so far back in my mouth wasn't helpful. The safest option was to remove all of them to prevent further problems. Unfortunately, I fell ill again before my surgery. That caused my weight to dip much, much lower than what would be ideal for my height, and I was already on the low end of the spectrum.

I'm pretty sure the wisdom tooth and my high "dental anxiety" were the culprits. I honestly did not have space for rescheduling this, so I went on with it. I came out of the surgery okay, but the follow-up? Fuck. I'm sorry, kids. I don't mean to curse, but fuck. 

I didn't respond well to the antibiotics, which was no one's fault. You don't know what you can't take until your body reacts to it. Sometimes what you could take in the past suddenly becomes incompatible with your system. This incompatibility, compounded with me already being ill and having a lighter stomach than what I needed, almost caused me to black out. I came down with the fever, heart palpitations, chills, body aches, migraines, and nausea all at once, while having my face blow up from the actual surgery, which I was still somewhat bleeding from.

A little tall person like me can not take all that. I threw up my medication and tried to get into the shower, but I couldn't stand for jack, so I just sat under the water in agony. My mother took the reins and tried to help me climb out of it. At that point, I was a noodle. My eyes were rolling back; I couldn't lift my head; I was just a noodly noodle. I don't even remember how we got it all under control.

I remember watching my mother cry because she wanted to take me to the emergency room. That whole day was spent with me not being able to walk or eat the softest food supplements, however. I had to get a different prescription from my sweet tooth fairy, and right now, I'm doing okay on that. I feel good and alive compared to that day. Hungry, too!  

This is probably the scariest thing that's ever happened to me, though. Pain and strife are not for me, I tell you. I'm a baby. 

#wisdomteeth #dental #dentalgag #healthissues #healthcare #scary 

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TorySteller Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Hope you have a Merry Christmas, sis!
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MiniRuri Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
i absolutely ADORE your take/interpretation of the Sonic art style!!

It's wonderful! ♥ ♥ ♥
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SoundDemon6 Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2018  Hobbyist
Hey i have a question
what made you stop doing sonic and boondocks art, i'm asking cause that was actuation my favorite of the stuff you did especially the boondocks art and will you ever have plans to go back to doing either?
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MLG-ChicieSFM13 Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2018  Student Digital Artist
I love your art so damn much!
Way better than mines ;-;
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SonicAimblu19 Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2018  Professional Artist
OMG I SUPPORT YOU DRAW ELSA X FLYNN :heart:

Please draw moreeeeee ,i love disney art
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ChocolateFlykuu Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
omg i love your sonic art so much! i support your art for years! i was like 6 when i saw you sonic art ^^ and i still love you ! finally i found your DA ^^ ♥♥♥
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lillie2333 Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2018   Digital Artist
hello:D (Big Grin) :D (Big Grin) :D (Big Grin) :D (Big Grin) :D (Big Grin) 
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Technophiliah Featured By Owner May 21, 2018
I really love your style- your line work is so awesome! 
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Xx-PimpNinja-xX Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Can I ask if you still do commission?
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Trackforce Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2018
Thanks for the fav! That makes me wonder, are you a fan of Disney's Descendants too?

I actually just recently bought and watched the two movies this month with my parents and I enjoyed them (despite some flaws in regards to the Disney canon). I got introduce to them with the animated shorts and then got curious to see them after the Nostalgia Critic review.

I see no problem with them overall (minus some questionable character development in the sequel and the unfortunate implications of just how "Good" the Disney Princesses really are but that's a whole other discussion Roll Eyes  ..) and honestly I think the fandom was asking for this what with that stupid "Disney High School" fanfics and fanarts.

BTW, there's a mention of Rapunzel having a daughter, Gothel having a daughter named Ginny Gothel and even Eugene's old buddies (and your favorite criminal twins) the Stabbington Brothers having sons too. I know, it raises a lot of questions (who's Gothel's Husband?) but not as bad as what the fandom has done with them before.
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Shiroi-majo Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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Panrill Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2017  Student Digital Artist
Heya, I thought I would check up just to see if you were doing well. Understand if you have things outside DA keeping you occupied, whatever they may be I hope your at least coping and things are going smoothly for you. Wont be long until Christmas! :heart: So we all have that to look forward too haha.
Cant wait to hear from you again, stay safe out there. :star:
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EbbiTheTigress Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2017  Student Artist
I know a lot of people do this, but please let me know when you don't want me to make a base and when you do. It helped that you told me not to make one. Thanks and have a good one. :3
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Cyber-Godess Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Shadow and Ella the hedgehog kiss by ellathehedgehogform  Someone recolored your art.
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katkat1234 Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2017
You are an INTP? oh. so basically a mini god. :3
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Nyanoo Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2017  Student Digital Artist
do you have a tumblr? because this person has been claiming your art as theirs but i can't tell if it's actually you or someone i need to report
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VCTheAnimeArtist Featured By Owner Edited Jul 5, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hello! Just saw your art and loved it! Hope you're doing ok. 
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guroko Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
<da:thumb id="687115401" format="200H"> this person is reposting your work a lot.
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Trackforce Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2017
Wow I can't believe that brat talked that much about Jelsa comments.deviantart.com/1/4770… 

I mean I blocked because I saw him as the prime example of what a Jelsa fanatic/troll is, I had no idea he when on to talk that long in the comments. But I was tired by that point. Honestly I would prefer to punch him the face then to debate him. But if anything, At least I can use him as a mindless manservant to my evil version of Jack Frost in my fanfics.
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ChronosGemini Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2016  Student General Artist
thank you for all of the favorites <3
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leonrock84 Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2016
hey yo 
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SteeKira Featured By Owner Dec 17, 2016  Professional General Artist
Hey, just letting you know this post is going around on tumblr: enchantedrosebunny.tumblr.com/…

I made sure to credit you.
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SakuraHusky Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2016  Student Artist
excuse me miss but someone by the names of "Yesenia the hedgehog" and "Anie rose" recolored your amy rose pictures

heres a link to Yesenia: plus.google.com/u/1/1019299289…
(click on her profile pictures and see what I mean)

heres a link to Anie:plus.google.com/u/1/1036898372…

(just look at her profile pictures and posts and see what I mean)
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Trackforce Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2016
Have you seen the first teaser for Tangled The series? www.youtube.com/watch?v=uV4E7k…
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