Painting-Paiges

Hello, I am here to rant, where none of my real life friends can read this. There is a select few in my life that i sincerely care about, and would do absolutely anything for them. We talk, we laugh, we hang out, and sometimes there is a couple people where I don't see them, talk to them, or hear from them, but whenever they get back into the world, it would be like nothing changed. There are others, whom I like but are not very close. Then there are the people who I have nothing in common with, and the fact that they try to talk to you all the time and all they say is 'whats up' or 'oh nm, u' gets on your nerves, and they wonder why you do

It's been forever, hasn't it? I've been busy with almost nothing. I work full time and I am attempting to save money so I can get my own apartment. I feel like I am halfway over with my life and I am so disappointed at where I am at right now. I know I have a lot more time with me, but I want to be better and I am so impatient. I want to be a writer, have my books on the market, paperback or kindle version, whatever. I want to draw and doodle and get paid for it. I want to come up with awesome ideas for people's tattoos, and I want to sell my drawings! I want to own a bakery, I want to help my grandfathers dream come true. I want to do this,