My beloved, Peter Pan
I fell in love with the way your eyes glittered with times unknown
i fell in love with the way you smiled of mysterious things
i fell in love with your childish ways,
as if you were my peter pan,
a child held captive by time
But i see you followed me,
as time dragged you along its crooked railroad,
through out the cold winters and the short summers,
It was all those times that i didnt get to see you,
i expected you in red.
And so i ran through the pathways leading to you,
it has always come down to this.
It's like i run in circles,
all passages and all tunnels lead to you.
But fate is not real,
which is why im surprised you came,
took your chair,
and sat right next to mine.
You are simply a ghost trapped in my reality.
I thought i once knew you,
but you're invitations were a false notice,
and i really should have burned them then,
but i didn't,
and so you slipped in.
So i think,
is a little bit disturbing.