So this kind of feels like an OOC type journal. Most of the time I post contests, never any art or at related things....really not good with those lol.
Okay so the reason I'm even writing this journal, well I've hit a point in where I don't know...I feel like my life is pretty worthless. It's not art related, but it's kind of infected the rest of my life too. I look at my friends and I stop myself from speaking up about my issues because, I don't feel my issues or feeling can really do anything, but make things worse. So I've ended up bottling a lot. However it's getting hard to hide it anymore because now my body is showing and I can't hide