So. It’s been awhile since I’ve done anything here. I have some bad memories. Many regrets. Things I feel like I shouldn’t have done or said.
I feel constantly afraid of things, sometimes logical, sometimes illogical.
I’m so afraid. My compulsions to avoid things I feel are dangerous possibly may affect my friendships. And my fearfulness when eating has made me very thin.
Things really have changed for me, and I don’t think for the better. I just want to go back to the way things were. I wish I didn’t have to keep distracting myself to keep myself from scaring myself. I’ve just become quite an emot
I will miss you, hall-jj. You are an amazing artist and I hope you keep drawing, even if we won’t be able to see it. You deserved a lot more credit, the art you submitted was really good. I hope the best for you.