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Wilvarin-Liadon

aka sena hyeleth~
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Hello, It took me long to decide on this and I'm very anxious about this, but I don't see any other way to get through this without asking for help. It's been a few years since I've started my first GoFundMe, and a lot of things have happened since. Thanks to the raised funds and the support I got through commissions I was able to improve my health condition, but as a result of the overwhelming stress and mental issues, I wasn’t able to draw for two years and had to deal with panic attacks whenever I tried to. Years later I still try to work on the commissions, but the financial situation I’m in puts me into a position where I’m not able to survive if I keep focusing on these art-debts. Since I barely am able to cover rent and afford food*. I am asking for help to refund the people who’s commissions I haven’t been able to deliver yet, so that I get a chance to start all over again and earn my money fairly. This doesn't mean I'll stop working on these commissions while I hope to
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Gonna give you all an update because part of me feels like writing this out. Some of you might think "Oh yay nice, she finally draws again, guess that means she has recovered" (others don't think anything at all, which is cool of course) and it's sweet that you've been thinking of me and that you were worry, I appreciate this dearly, yet honestly I'm far from recovery. I am overly happy that I'm able to draw again, I struggled so much with it the past three (four?) years, it was painful, and I'm glad that I was able to get over my anxiety or whatever the hell that was and am finally back to draw MLP related stuff again without being in physical pain from doing so. But. My mental health is a wreck. Every day is a huge challenge to me and art is just a tool to escape existence. And tbh I don't think that right now I'm in a position to achieve full recovery, since my eating issues and the fact that we often can't even afford food is dragging me down as much that it requires a lot of
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Today I woke up, saw a message from an old friend and it gave me the strength to finally break the silence and return. Hello to all of you, I apologize for disappearing like that, especially considering that I was hoping to return to art when I last wrote here. I had a breakdown and was trying to recover from the stuff I've been through. If I'm honest I don't think I recovered yet, but I was working really hard on getting stronger. The whole time my demons and I were on our own, fighting each other and yet trying to coexist. It was and remains crazy. For a very long while I wasn't even able to hold my pen anymore, I had to deal with panic attacks every time I tried to draw and send updates to customers. The growing fear that I'll fail and disappoint y'all got stuck in my throat. I was choking on it. Suddenly everything around me was making me anxious. People. Sounds. The light even. Due to a disorder I barely eat and wasn't outside for almost a year now and tbh alone the
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hi

ur art is AMAZING!!!!

i was wondering though, will you be continueing the curse of the elements comic? ( pls do :meow: )

Thank you very much for the nice comment!

For now, I'm afraid, I'm not able to keep working on it, but if I'll ever get the chance to return to it again, I'd love to continue it.


Can't make any promises, unfortunately. But thank you so much for showing interested in it!

Hey you! Yeah you! YOU ARE AWESOME! !!!YOU ARE LOVED!!! AND YOU CAN DO ANYTHING you set your mind to :heart: :heart: ^-^

(spread the love)

thanks a lot for the kind words! Stay safe and positive! >:3

HOLY FUCK IS YOUR ART GOOD

thank you , Sniv, for casting that smile on my face ;-; <3