It's nearing the end of 2018, and I feel like I should write some sort of update. It used to be, I'd only write blog posts when I felt depressed and needed to vent, probably because I don't know what to write about otherwise :XD: (in fact, I've thought about deleting my old entries, but I realized I was just afraid of feeling vulnerable, people judging me, etc). But this year I began to realize one of my biggest dreams, and that helped me see life in a more positive way. I stopped having suicidal thoughts, though I still deal with depression regularly, the whole year I've been doing better at turning negative thoughts around. In the coming y
So... It's been a long time since I wrote anything here. I guess one of the hardest things for me to do is to express myself; whether it's through art or bringing to the surface what's going on in my life. Part of me always nags "no one cares about what you're going through" and "stop complaining so much" and stuff like that. But even if it was true, the main reason I need to do these things is to break down these walls I've built over my lifetime. So I need to stop listening to the voices of the past and just do it; people will think what they will, and act accordingly... I'm not going to let others run my life anymore. At least, they'll get
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