SilenceI woke up this morning,stormy night, rainy day,my heart is craving for something,that is ten millions miles awayand all I hear is silence...This pain is gonna break my bones,in my mind, the voice is still here:"Do not believe, do not tell,no one of your loved ones is real",and all I feel is silence...I have no friends - just ghosts,astral beings, distant and unseen faces,the friends I loved, trusted them the most,they cant see me through their dark glasses,and all I know is silence...My grievous secrets are untold,Im wretched, so I hide them inside of me,my head hurts and my hands are cold,Im crying for hours and no one hears meand all I remain in is silence...I force a smile - Im ok, always fine,but I have no air, I cant breathe,Im stuck inside of this fragile world of mine,with ice-cold shards underneath my feetand all I have in my heart is silence...
MemoriesOn ravens wings, my memories,they fly away on these,my memories on ravens wings,memories, never take wings,memories...filled with fears,memories...of silent screams,memories...when it sleeps,memories...of thy pale lips,memories...rest in peace,memories...death, my dears,memories...sounds, they pierce,memories...slashed wrists,memories...the song she hears,memories...moment that leaves,memories...little white pills,memories...what he needs,memories...before wind sings,memories...pain and thrills,memories...locked in tears,memories...so cold it feels,memories...the warm that heals,memories...of what she grieves,memories...hidden on cemeteries,memories...what old sorrow means,memories...autumn and golden leaves,memories...burning dreams,memories...love
This I Learned From YouPale white sadness behind my window,Cold and silent, the winter came so fast,Snow storms, white lies, eyes like marble,maimed, broken, cheated, I´m dead at last."Never trust anyone, no one, nevermore,because even your mind can tell you a lie."I learned this through these dark time,"Never show your joy, never show your cry"."Everyone is untrustworthy, everyone is telling lies,you can trust only me, there´s nothing I would hide."So I trusted, blindly, loving, carefull,I trusted you, I trusted to your biggest lie."Never show your sadness in front of peopleyou never saw, never talked to, never knew.Listen, everyone will just hurt you in the end."Now I´m hiding my sorrow, as I learned from you."Never show your smile and happiness,even when someone makes your day!"So I´m not laughing, I´m not talking,as I learned from you, "Be carefull,they will hunt you like a prey.""Never hug your friends, cause they can leave,ne
Your Lies Are Like A ShadowAnd your lies are like a shadow,standing next to me.Like the shadowI can never get rid off......And the more the sun shines,the more clearly it can be seenand the more the night falls down,the more darker does it seem.And my scars, inscribed in my skin,are like a dress, the one I wear tonight,the one I wore yesterday and even the day before,the one I wore at evening and even in the morning light.And this dress I will wearthroughout my whole life,I wore it as a child, a girl, a woman,and even as your wife.And these scars are still fresh(its my weakness) in their bloody fame...Your lies are forever written deep in my scars...and these scares... I call them by your name.