I haven't been here for a while, I guess I have to say something about that, since there is a reason.
Roughly around a year and a half ago, I was going through a mental crisis based on branding.So basically, I rebranded.
Yup, my old Tumblr is dead and I haven't used SonicSpazz or WildcatzAL for any aspect of my identity since. (Kind of weird to associate those pennames with me now too since I still have a bit of attachment to them, but in a detached way I guess. Like they're me from an old life)
Though honestly, I did some soul searching while doing that over the last year, I can't say I've loved where I've been or what I've been doing. I've just been trying to become more comfortable with myself and my surroundings.
With that, is that me saying 'I wanna come back!' Well...kinda
, but I can't say that I can turn back the clock to make things different. I still rebranded, I still changed (plus I made a new account here so I can't just rename to this name...unless I make it something other than the name, but similar...I might consider that), and I can't act like having the same username on all platforms isn't a bad thing. It'd make more sense to keep everything uniform.
For the moment though, I can say that I probably won't be using this place, as much as I love it. I have been working on art though, though the truth be told I'm the most active on Tumblr. If anybody wants to keep in contact with me, your best bet is either on tumblr (SyntheticGhost), or on Discord (syntheticghost#3619)
If I'm honest, I was so ashamed with myself (whether it's the content I was creating or just with myself as a whole identity, your pic) part of me wanted this place to fizzle out and die...but I can say that I feel just as disappointed for letting it do that. I love this place, all of my memories are here. I just had such a big panic several years ago that I wanted to abandon everything and start fresh. As good as it was to do, part of me regrets it in a way.
Oh well, nothing I can do about it now.
And if you must know, on here I'm the same, synthetic-ghost
. I'm not very proud of that place though, honestly I've been dead there too since I haven't been happy with my content there. There is a reason I considered potentially changing the name here to go along with my new username lol.
Either way, whoever is left, thanks for listening, and sorry for rambling.